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hi there. i'm jessi aka drakowan. i'll explain that part later. i'm about to make an attempt to tell you about myself. something real and something that hopefully will let you get a feel for how i am. i'm not fake. i will bare my soul to you the first time i meet you. i don't play games. i believe if you are going to get to know someone you ought to get to it because if you find out later you don't like the person you only wasted your time.i'm honest, blunt, and sometimes offensive but only because i wont lie to you. if you want to know what i think all you have to do is ask.i love the people that i care about with my whole heart. so if you i like you i will be there for you in anyway i can. i want people to be happy. this sometimes causes me to let people walk all over me but i sacrifice for those i love when i can.if i don't like you you will know.i am passive-aggressivei am very oppinionated and i do not hold my tounge.i play legos when necessary.i can't spell.i write poetry and my main focus is the importance of the soul. falsehood offends me.i am terrified by roaches. yes, attually afraid even though i know they can do me no harm.i love my car.i work at PF Chang's and i like my job. i have been there for nearly two years and been promoted 3 times. i am now a wok cook. blah blah...i don't have a job right now because i moved across the freaking counrty again.i don't make enough money.i am affectionate and violent and it is intertwined. not really violent though, playfully.i'm physical.i don't like peoples feet on me.i hate the sound of water on tv or in movies. like when people are in tubs and stuff.i am pagan. that has nothing to do with satan and i do not have a thing to do with hexes and curses. my religion is important to me.now to explain that drakowan business. if you knwo what a magick name is..well, that's mine. it is a combination of two words. drake-dragon and rowan-the tree. dragon because i am fascinated by them and rowan because it is associated with imbolc which was the first day i learned about pagansim.i don't hold grudges but i get mad and you will know about it if you upset me.i cry.i like to make people happy. i like to do little unexpected things for the people i care about.my dad sucks. i recently told him i didn't ever want to speak to him again and it makes me happy not to have to deal with his bull shit anymore.my mom doesn't. without her i would be nothing. she makes me proud. she is one of the most beautiful people you could ever know in many ways.i have had a strange, obsessive affinity for egypt since i can remember being coherent.i like animals. my dog, Kodi, is the sweetest. i couldn't have asked for a better companion.i like spiders and i don't like it when people kill them.i can be just as hypocritical as anyone else but the difference is that i am aware of this fact.i admit when i am wrong.i am too rational for my own good.i want to strangle people that gulp.i am tiny but i pack a punch. i cannot kick your ass but i could damage you somewhat. i've never been in a fight and i'm just fine with that.i've got no street cred and i'm cool with that too.i'm not a virgin.i'm not a slut either.i've got morals.i have nothing to prove to you.i can be shy. but i can be very outgoing. i'm very talkative but i'm shy when i meet people that are friends or relatives of the people i know.i will do whatever i can to help you but i'm not that good with advice. i don't think.my oppinion of myself sucks right now but it is imrpoving.i hate that.patience is a virtue i do not posess.i hate sports. A LOT.i don't do drugs. i have tried pot...didn't like it. i took x once...hated it. i have eaten mushrooms... and that is as far as i will ever go. i don't want to loose myself to substance. i want to experience my life. the good and the bad. i don't have out with people who do drugs other than pot because i don't want to be exposed to it. do what you want, i wont judge you just understand it's for me.i hate hearts. like the shape not he real ones. they are annoying.i love music. i hate being asked what kinds of music i like because it is such a loaded question.some really bad things have happened to me and i get depressed. over all i am very happy but my point is that i'm not made of steel. even if it seems like i am sometimes.i like the people i like and i get along with almost anyone but i am very aggressive when i don't like someone.i hate people who are cocky and egotistical.i love turkey sandwiches with a burning passion.i am addicted to coke-a-cola.egg rolls with hot mustard rock my socks.chicken is cool as fuck.i think eating and sleeping are hobbies and that they are two of mine.i sing.i act. well, i used to anyway.i dance at my happy little industrial goth clubs. i currently don't have any because i moved from tennessee to colorado.i like sex when it's right. i am always ready and having a headache will never stop me.i am monogamous.i like the ladies and the gentlemen but i don't claim the term bi. i have just been looking for a soul, i am lucky to have found one.i'm lame in a way that makes me awesome like vintage stuff.i like white belts and metal studs.i want to live in the country and have a horse.i want two ferrets.i want a kitty cat.i have a septum ring, lip ring, and a bunch of holes in my ears. two of which are 00's. i used to have a surface piecing but ow.i've got a celtic knot tattoo on my lower back and i want more ink.i am not racist.i am pro-choice.i don't have to agree with you to support your right to have the choice.i think religion, like people, is individual.i try very hard not to judge.i think pagans who curse christians (or anyone else) for disliking them based on their religion are neither pagan nor intelligent.i am a huge flirt. often times with people i don't like or that are my friends. it's just my personality.i'm a tease and i like it.in the end of it all i don't want to be alone. right now, i'd like it to be that way. i have a lot to figure out about myself and my heart is not mine right now. maybe one day when i figure some things about myself out and i can find a way to take back my heart from him, i can give it to someone else. until then, i'll be seperated. my body in tennessee and my heart in colorado.i'd love to sit here and tell you my life's story and if you ever give me the chance i'm sure i'll try but i don't have the time or mental capcity. ha. i just think that a person's past helps you to understand their present person.
