"i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control, and at times hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
--marilyn monroe
- && I'm hopin that everythin I'm doin is not in vain. & bein patient will eventually get me where I need to be -
&!*tha real amarie™
Amanda Marie - Amarie. With me having the best of both worlds { BEAUTY && BRAiNS } I am always striving to move up to bigger and better things. My inspiration is myself and successful people. At 16 I have my future intact and am far along the right path to security. Italian, Puerto Rican, German, & Irish; PTHS2010. I am an absolute shopping addict, high maintenance YESSSS and I am picky as fuck. I HAVE THE MOST AMAZiNG BOYFRiEND EVER && i WOULDN'T TRADE WHAT WE HAVE FOR THE WORLD! Unlike many people, school is my number one priority and I care about my grades. "Dedication can bring you to everlasting happiness and being patient is completely worth it." I have many goals set that I will accomplish in life. When I graduate I’m moving to NYC to attend the Fashion Institute of Technology, who knows I may change my mind but I’ve had that goal for many years now. I’m friendly not naïve; I tend to be the bigger person when it comes to the drama – karma’s a bitch && it’ll do the work for me, point blank period. But I REFUSE to be downgraded or disrespected. I have a whole lot of respect for myself and I carry myself like a lady. I’m not one of the little ass girls who look for drama. There’s good in every bad && with every loss there’s a gain. I often try to be STRONG-MINDED, but you know everyone slips sometimes. I tend to hold negative feelings in because I always try my best to stay positive, but my words will always be spoken. I have high hopes for everything && everyone, which is why I’m often let down. It’s okay though cause life goes on! I've come to realize that no matter what situation I'm in, the only person I can depend on is myself, most people just end up being a let down. I surround myself with positive people that are doing things to better themselves, I don’t need people don’t need me; I am striving for success && being around careless people will only hold me back from what I need to be doing, && I'm NOT having it. I have to say that I am probably the most caring and loyal person that you will ever meet, I wouldn’t think twice about laying my life on the line for my family and the true friends I have. As for the people who weren’t true, they got cut off quick. I’m very honest and opinionated person, I speak my mind about everything and I keep it real with everyone. I acknowledge my mistakes. I absolutely hate when people sugar coat things just to tell me what I want to hear; let’s just say I’m addicted to the truth! I love laughing and being goofy, humor comes easily cause I find the littlest things to be amusing. I am a very down to earth and easy to talk to. Also understanding and considerate. I tend to go into my 'Dr. Phil' mode from time to time. ahaha. I just love helping people with their problems, because I absolutely hate seeing people down. I am a great listener & I give great advice; even though I don't know how to take my own advice. Unlike most people, I do care what people think about me but only to a certain extent. Don't assume, assumptions are the worst. I absolutely hate when people discriminate && underestimate me, get to know me first, then you can think whatever the f'ck you want about me. I’ve been through more than you can imagine and I have made many many mistakes but what’s most important is that I’ve learned from everyone of them and bettered myself in every situation that I’ve ever been in. “Mistakes are natural, just don’t repeat them†&& they’ve made me strong because I adapt to change, which can always be a difficult task in life. To me everyday is a learning experience, hope and faith is what keeps me going. The only regrets that I have in my life at this point are the chances that were never taken. My life isn't really in order but I try to make the best out of it & just keep to myself. I'm deffinitley ONE iN A MiLLiON, so don't pass up the oppertunity to get to know me :). I live for what/who is present now && make the best of what I got. Anything else? Feel free to hit me up.
"My Future Will Be Better Than My Past.."
xDiZ MAMiZ 2 FLY
