i loved you from the very first night.
you broke me ‘til the day that i die.
im far too obvious this time.
im stuck in a moment that wasn't meant to last.
i won't breathe unless you breathe
won't bleed unless you bleed.
won't be unless you be
till im gone and i can sleep.
i have five thoughts anymore
and four of them are of you.
you're the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.
♥music♥
♥local shows♥
♥scary movies
♥car karoke
♥concerts♥
♥shopping
♥my friends♥
♥football
♥sleeping late
♥boys shirts
♥reading
♥writing
♥cuddling♥
♥road trips
♥clubbing
♥singing in the shower
♥dancing when no one's around
♥piercings♥
♥tattoos♥
♥emo boys♥
♥boys wearing girls jeans
♥techno music
♥long phone conversations
♥my purrty blue guitar♥
♥my kitties♥
through the stains in my mind.
i put the past to rest.
forget the cold years lie
and walk into forever.
standing in the presence
the days now bleed away.
i shut my eyes to see
and dream to see your face again.
quiet reflection consumes me
until i surrender to screams.
i want to breathe again.
i want to sleep no more.
i have nothing but to remember
a delicate reminder.
say goodbye in a breath,
sometimes you just let go.
REAL people.
be yourself. control the urge to say something stupid or perverted. don't bring your drama around. don't try to push your belifes onto me. if you want to add me, talk to me.
if you can follow those simple things i ask, then we'll get along just fine.
if i ever had anything close to a mind of my own, i'd want to cut myself a new mouth and bleed you a smile ear to ear.
everything from
pop punk to black metal...
Hatebreed
The White Tie Affair
Kill Paradise
Nail Binder
Saving Verona
blessthefall
HELLYEAH
DragonForce
Self Against City
Slipknot
Lamb of God
Senses Fail
Rob Zombie
Craddle of Filth
Static-X
Devil Driver
My Chemical Romance
Otep
Ill Nino
NIN
Metallica
Pantera
Kill Switch Engage
Shinedown
Stutterfly
Marylin Manson
Atreyu
Hed PE
System Of A Down
BobaFlex
Sevendust
Bleeding Through
Damageplan
HIM
Dilanger Escape Plan
Green Day
Trapt
Good Charlotte
Powerman5000
Bodies in the Gears of the Apparatus
Pig Destoryer
Avril Lavigne
Every Time I Die
SugarCult
Taking Back Sunday
Less Than Jake
Sum41
Finch
Dream Theater
Hoobastank
Coheed and Cambria
Behind Enemy Lines
Anti-Flag
Mindless Self Indulgence
Throwdown
Medford Drive
Edgar Derby
Mars Volta
Your Days Are Numbered
All American Rejects
Boxcar Racer
Fall Out Boy
Blink182
Red Cord
Another Days Memory
Harlots
Internal Bleeding
Lacuna Coil
Murder Dolls
Kittie
With No Remorse
Stained
Shadows Fall
Suffocat Faster
Son Of Day
National Product
Black Dhalia Murder
Nile
Dope
Darkest Hour
Jet
Suffocation
If Hope Dies
Surcease
My Wings Denied
A Dozen Furries
Into Eternity
10 Years
From First To Last
Rise Against
Aborted
Cannibal Corpse
Dead Poetic
Summers End
3 Inches Of Blood
Story Of The Year
Maroon 5
EMMURE
The Pledge
The Story Changes
Between Home and Serenity
Kid Innocence
Comeback Kid
12 Tribes
New Found Glory
The Used
Three Days Grace
Disturbed
Ozzy
Mudvayne
Breaking Benjamin
Chimaira
Drowning Pool
Caliban
A7X
In Flames
Slayer
Meachine Head
Nothing Face
Mushroom Head
FortyFour
Deftones
Audioslave
A Perfect Circle
Tool
Cold
3 Doors Down
New Order
Brand New Sin
From Ashes Rise
The Cure
Day of Contempt
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Eighteen Visions
Child With A Mirror
Psyopus
Cephalic Carnage
Enternal Suffering
From Autum To Ashes
The Number 12 Looks Like You
Winter of Discontent
Smile Empty Soul
Morbid Angel
Brand New
Hawthorne Heights
Chevelle
Papa Roach
The Offspring
Silverstien
Dead Blue Sky
Hopes Fall
It Dies Today
As I Lay Dying
Coal Chamber
Rage Aaginst The Meachine
Opeth
Simple Plan
The Haunted
Bury Your Dead
All That Remains
Rise Against
Sliverchair
Embodiment
Mae
Static Lullaby
Primer 55
Passenger
Spineshank
Lightwelight Holiday
Underoath
Anville
Hucklebuck
Bayside
Dusty Innocenti
Spitalfield
The Hurt Process
Madcap
Death Cab For Cutie
30 Seconds To Mars
The Bled
Bleed The Dream
Donkey Punch
36 Crazyfists
From A Second Story Window
Lost Prophets
LoveHateHero
Meshuggah
Muse
Incubus
In Solence
Flaw
SoilWork
Snot
Seputurla
Skindred
Soil
Walls Of Jericho
Stone Sour
A Thousand Falling Skies
Arch Enemy
Anthrax
Bleed The Sky
American Headcharge
Index Case
Diecast
Alexisonfire
A Life Once Lost
Beloved
Between The Buried And Me
A Perfect Murder
Blood Has Been Shed
The Bravey
Boys Night Out
Bright Eyes
The Get Up Kids
Daughters
Copeland
The Early November
Glass Casket
Haste The Day
Funeral For A Friend
Into The Moat
In Dying Honor
Norma Jean
The Postal Service
Pretty Girls Make Graves
Trust Company
Motion City Soundtrack
He Is Legend
Scatter The Ashes
Saves The Day
Still Remains
Thursday
The Rocket Summer
Black Tie Affair
Bullet For My Valentine
A Change Of Pace
Jimmy Eat World
No Use For A Name
Social Distortion
The Ataris
Letter Kills
Animals Killing People
Yellowcard
The Juliana Theory
Five For Fighting
The Click Five
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
At The Drive-In
The Starting Line
Further Seems Forever
Hollywood Undead
mxpx
The Honorary Title
Prosthetic Cunt
Torsofuck
BuckCherry
Evergreen Terrace
Emery
ZAO
boyhitscar
The Dead Boys Club
Full Blown Chaos
Makeshift Romeo
Heros Die Trying
Cry Of The Afflicted
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Forever In Fall
Over It
The Summer Obsession
Just Surrender
Tonight The Riot
Aaron Rothe
Drop Dead Gorgeous
BoysLikeGirls
Action Action
The Mile After
SAOSIN
DRYLINE
JACKNIFE
Headchange
Finding Windemere
Aaron Rothe
I Declare War
Plain White T's
Rediscover
Secondhand Serenade
Centurion
Awaiting The End
Avery
Dear Life
Alesana
The Mascara Story
The Suicide Pact
My Former Self
time and distance
Juliet Simms
Armor For The Broken
Dear Whoever
Sky Eats Airplane
Avenues & Silhouettes
I Killed The Prom Queen
The Sophomore Attempt
The Broken Hearts Academy
count the stars
A Thorn For Every Heart
With Broken Wings
Scenic Attraction
Moments In Tragedy
Left Unsaid
Katius
Gym Class Heros
All Shall Perish
Four Letter Lie
Scenes From A Movie
A Day To Remember
One Night In Paris
GWEN STACY
LoveSick Radio
DANGER RADIO
Closed Eyes Takes Lives
Open Hand
Fight Paris
HIGH ON FIRE
and many more...
im mostly into horror flicks, but i'll watch almost any kind of movie.
i don't watch the telly much, but when i do it's Adult Swim, Fuse and (thanks to Tiffany) The L Word.
I Am Legend.
The Call of Cthulhu.
The Collected Poetry of Edgar Allen Poe.
The Sword Of Truth Series.
almost anything by Ann Rice.
The Giver.
those are just a few of my favorites. as long as it's some thing im interested in and it keeps my attention then i'll read it.
there are only two people in this world that i would lay my life down for. they've always been there for me no matter what and they both mean the world to me. i love you both with all my heart. thank you for being apart of my life.
♥