I Deserve To Suffer And Die... [white]

If ya'll want to know about me I'll tell you, if not, get the fuck off my page. I always feel depressed, like I let parents down, like I let myself down. The one thing I never wanted to do was disappoint my parents. But I did. I used to do drugs and drink a lot. But when I got caught for a b&e in December, my friend had to move hours away. My life is like a black hole. I dont feel like I have a soul or a heart. I dont believe in myself at all. Some people feel bad for me, I just say fuck off. I dont need pitty. I have never been really popular, I really dont care. I dont need those snotty ass people around me all the time. You know people that think they're better than everyone else. Cant stand them. Some times I just want to die. I dont want to be here in this world with all these hippocrites. Well lifes a bitch. Got to live with it. Sometimes we all want to die.