Using objectified Will to create, heal, circumvent, and destroy.
That and heavy metal.
Pretty much everything else is just oscillating in and out of irrelevance.
The minds of pack animals. Ancient and patient. Drawn to the dark.
Those that breathe, scheme, feel themselves dying and, in dying, live on.
Those who understand and perhaps relish the Loneliness of the Long Distance Runner.
More metalheads and less rockers. One Percenters.
I'm looking for '85-'91 Eastern European (Czech, Polish, Slovak, and Hungarian, specifically) black, death, and speed metal and '84-'86 Japanese speed metal. And a reasonably-priced late-70s/early-80s Ithaca Roadblocker 10 gauge, Glock 22 .40 caliber, or IMI Galil rifle (chambered for 7.62 mm). Contact me for trades.
I also would like to find a 1982 Yamaha XS650 (Special Heritage Edition) for under a thousand bucks. Or possibly a Kawasaki KZ1100.
Autopsy, Carcass, Hellhammer, Amebix, Exhumed, Antaeus, Nifelheim, Godflesh (old), Filth of Mankind, Cinerary, Burning Witch, Slayer (old), Thergothon, Deaden, diSEMBOWELMENT, Celtic Frost, Mythic, Animals Killing People, Expulser, Urfaust, Wormed, Debodified, Hellish Torment, Negative Plane, Dripping, Blasphemy, Sect of Execration, Casbah, Satanicum Tenebrae, Malignancy, Eudoxis, Bolt Thrower, VON, Derketa, Diamanda Galas, Corrupted, Infernal Majesty, Necrobutcher, Insidious Decrepancy, Abruptum, Warhammer (UK), Wilczy Pajak, Infernal Death, Impetigo, Azhubham Haani, Necromass, Transgressor, Fantom, Bekhira, Blue Holocaust, Wigrid, Nuclear Hell, Venom, Portal, Torr, Levifer, Poison (GER), Satanic Hellslaughter, Yog Sothots, Possessed, Sublime Cadaveric Decomposition, Devotee, Black Murder, Necrovore, Morbid Saint, Dr. Shrinker, Stargazer, Tormentor, Pustulated, Jobbykrust, Watain, Ildjarn, Deathstrike, Morbid Angel, Sadistic Intent, Vorkreist, Minotaur, Woundeep, Unburied (early), Grunt, Turbo, Loss, Naked Whipper, Mefisto, Axegrinder, Hemdale, Candlemass, Angel Reaper, Rev. Kriss Hades, Ondskapt, Massacra, Nav', Slaughter Lord, Steel Fury, Behead the Prophet No Lord Shall Live, Rottrevore, Eternal Darkness, Necrolust, Mekong Delta, Pungent Stench (early), Anatomia, Lucifugum, Saprogenic, Flames, Brenoritvrezorkre, Dark Mordor, Faltomy, Wold, Shub Niggurath (FRA), Carnage, Vzaeurvbtre, Disgorge (MEX), Black Mayonnaise, Moevot, Ataraxie, Lifelover, Megaslaughter, Bestial Warlust, Flames of Hell, Amaka Hahina, NON, Deathrow, Iscaarum, Nyogthaeblisz, Rotor, Parabellum, Hell Militia, Root, Sacrilege, Liturgy, Acrostichon, Asphyx, Razor, Foetopsy, Mercyful Fate, Embalmer, Tyrant/Saint Vitus, Katharsis, DAI, Torture Wheel, Gnome, Goat Semen, Bone Awl, Corpse Molestation, Fafner, Krieg, Sarcofago, Kat (POL), Mutiilation, Master, Coffins, Death in June, Disconformity, Witches Hammer, Thorns (demo-era), Phantasm (WI), Gloom, Beherit, Christbait (demos), Old Wainds, Evil Blood, Voor, Vermyapre Kommando, Lik, Emit, Lord Gore, Exumer, Bathory, Dawn of Azazel, Deathspell Omega, Master's Hammer, KISS, Archgoat, MZ.412, Malign, Vomit Remnants, Fatal, Necrophilia, Mystifier, Winter, Necrofago, Brodequin, Mutilator, Bulldozer, Warloghe, Necro Schizma, Protector, Prurient, The Ravenous, Mortuary Drape, 1969-1974 hard rock/proto-metal obscurities (Seompi, I Drive, Icecross, Jericho, Socrates Drank the Conium, Sir Lord Baltimore, Pentagram, Blues Creation, Dwarr, Bedemon, Iron Claw/Antrobus, Jeronimo, Bolder Damn, T2, Incredible Hog, Highway Robbery, Hairy Chapter, Stone Bunny, Iron Maiden/Bum, High Tide, Jerusalem, November, Bang, Daemon, Leafhound), 1978-1984 heavy metal/NWOBHM (Living Death, Omen, Militia, Liege Lord, Pagan Altar, Manilla Road, Holocaust, Jaguar, Brocas Helm, Deuce/Hawaii/Vixen, Baron Rojo, Maninnya Blade, Paralax, Warcry, Mythra, Running Wild, Black Death, Martyr, Trouble, Exciter, Acid), 1977-1984 punk and hardcore (The Mob, Anthrax, The Fix, Deadline, Neos, Flux of Pink Indians, Shitlickers, Void, Lost Cherrees, Effigies, The Enemy, Dicks, Mob 47, Teen Idles, Really Red, Joy Division/Warsaw, Die Kreuzen, Teenage Head, Headcleaners, Partisans, Anti-Cimex, Absurd, The Victims [AUS], Big Boys), bits of 90s hardcore (Rorschach, One Eye God Prophecy, Left for Dead, Abnegation, Hinckley, Copout, Puritan, ABC Diabolo, early Race Traitor)
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original), Last House on Dead End Street, Maniac, Bloodfeast, Mystics of Bali, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (the orginal; Tim Burton can fuck off), Lady Snowblood, Adio Africa, Human Beasts, Deadbeat at Dawn, This Night I'll Possess Your Corpse, Sleepless (aka I Cannot Sleep), Bad Ronald, The Undertaker and His Pals, I Drink Your Blood, Stagefright, Braindead (aka Deadalive), The College Girl Murders, Twitch of the Death Nerve (aka Bay of Blood), Dellamorte Dellamore (aka Cemetery Man), Little Otik, Men Behind the Sun, Lunacy, Squirm, Amok Train (aka Beyond the Door III), Race with the Devil, Jigoku (original), Begotten, Audition, Aftermath, Flower of Flesh and Blood, Don't Go Near the Park, the Candy Snatchers, Der Todesking, The Wickerman (original), Tenebre, Blue Sunshine, Hellraiser 2: Hellbound, Dreamsday Deceivers, Let Sleeping Corpses Lie (aka Breakfast at the Manchester Morgue), Over the Edge, Lone Wolf and Cub (all six), Alucarda, Just Before Dawn, Dark Waters (ITA), The Abominable Dr. Phibes, Don't Go in the House, Baby Blood (aka The Evil Within), Phantasm 2, Kichiku (aka Demon Blood Orgy), Buio Omega (aka Beyond the Darkness), Witchmaker, Luther the Geek, The Bells (aka A Bell from Hell)
NASCAR
Chinese Tonic Herbs (Teeguarden), The Dead Past (Asimov; short story), The Dark Side of Christian History (Ellerbe), La Bas (Down There; Huysmans), Lords of Chaos (Moynihan & Soderlind), The Mismeasure of Man (Gould), The Fountainhead (Rand), Off Season (Ketchum), Tonality and the Totality (Zerzan; essay), Pacifism as Pathology (Churchill), Left Hand Path of Darkness (LeGuin), Zero: The Biography of a Dangerous Idea (Seife), The Necromantic Ritual Book (Wendell), The Invincible (Lem), Fundamentals of Item Response Theory (Hambleton, Swaminathan, and Rogers), Pig (Dahl; short story), The Black Pullet (anon.), Animal Liberation (Singer), Jnana-Yoga: The Way of Knowledge (Puligandla), Too Loud a Solitude (Hrabal), The Phantom Tollbooth (Juster), The Penal Colony (Kafka), Revelation Space (Reynolds), The Loved Dead (Lovecraft; collaborative short story), Splatterpunks Anthology, The Dancing Wu Li Masters (Zukav)
Fuck you heroes.80% of people are garbage.