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!!!*WeLkOmE 2 My MaNiA*!!!

About Me

im an aerosol artist that has huge dreams to change the view of society, i currently reside in graffiti city az, always looking for good walls to paint and catch flix of.... i got a "one of a kind" personality and good can control. i am a cancer survivor and a good friend.* RIP Matt Hayduk * im really open-minded to every scene (except emo & country) and i love meeting all kinds of people, and always meeting different kinda smokers, take this guy for example ....
Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshowso i sit here intrailed in my maniak mynd, wondering whut is to come, this new cycle of time starting, i feel change right around the corner, i ponder if it comes in positive, negative, or will life even itself out like a yin tang concept, i think of whut i want to come...i wanna find a good paying job, in order to have enough funds to do as i choose, i would chose alot of things, so i need to gain them.in the future i would like to take my art and eventually make videos and shirts, maybe in someday changing society's outlook on the art of graffiti, and have graff on clothing to expand to new horizons, so that takes ten minutes a day of sketching, to keep level and progress, put money aside to get nice camera equipment and a good editing system and have whut i need to produce graffiti videos, a screen printing machine to make shirts and open a shop.... so, gotta get enough funds to make the big funds right now.............. well lets see heres my update, alone and headed for my future, i am going to be in a graff so on the 16th, i am going to be in WAR 4, i get to meet saber, and the shirt bussiness is all coming together, got a job painting a tattoo shop, and just focusing on my goals....

My Interests

GRAFFILTHY, skateboarding, chilling with friends, going to shows, always down for a party......

I'd like to meet:

i wanna meet the legendary "SABER" or "COPE" or "SEEN", if not them the rest of the world will have to do maybe some peeps who are into graff and can use a can, maybe some peeps who be down to chill, or anyone who has a wall i can paint....

Music:

i like all kinds a music from metal to rap to classical and everything in between...only music i dont like is country,pop,and anything produced only to profit.... some bands i listen to are Slayer,System,Slipknot,ToOL,MisFits(the halloween show rocked!!!), Sublime, three-six mafia, KMK, NIN, GreenDay, bad religion, pennywise, nofx,strung-out,rancid(got to see em in concert, HELL YAH),incubus, cannabil corpse, Nirvana, some techno beats, CKY,APC, 2-pac, blood hound gang, alkohaliks,cypress hill, deftones, evergreen terrance, humblegods, method man, pantera, ph8,prodigy,just about all real punk, rob&white zombie, snoop dogg, static x, non-point, foo fighters, and anything i forgot... thats just all the mainstream, i love underground stuff and going to shows thier better than most cds anyway...

Movies:

lets see... write and unite... scarface... good fellas... gotti... casino... 25th hour... evil dead triology... slc punk... fight club... CKY triology & haggard... underworld... donnie darko... half-baked & ALL cheech and chong flix... and last but not least my favorite movie is....GRAFFILTHY... the video which is 2 hours of Tucson Graffiti featuring live paints by me, panik, cure... its not out yet cause i want it too be like 4 hours long so at partys you could put it in on TV so there will be movie and graff for the viewing pleasure...its perfect for that cause with graffiti you dont need to pay attention to a chezzy plot cause its all different art, so anyone can walk up and enjoy it with out having to of seen the rest to understand the concepts

Television:

Simpsons, aqua teen hungar force, bluetorch, jackass+viva la bam+wildboys, aah real monsters, wonder showzen, family guy, and i just love to channel surf, or even put the tv on with da volume down and listen to music cartoons usually go good with music....

Books:

My black book.... xanth novels rock...

Heroes:

* you have asked me to do the most painful thing in my life so far, and if it will truely make you happy may all your dreams come true, always love you, and wish you the best, you say this is truly what you want and you will have what you have asked of me, the pages of my note book will stop filling up, and soon be laid to rest, the ending i had believed was fate, is too far out of my control, i have loved and i have lost, but i am still alive, my era of pain has arrived, but soon it will be over, and if your time were to arise, i would still be at your call, to be at your side. i love you jackie, with no doubts, no confusion, but i am clear that you want a different story, so i am sorry for anything i have done to hurt you, and you are welcome for anything i have done for you. you ARE the love of my life, you may love again, as stated to you, but i am closed from the myth of love, for i love you, when i talk to you, you say you love me, you say you still wear my ring, but yet, you say you never want me to talk to you again, i hope this is truly what you want, because if it turns out differently, then i am sorry... i will always love you, with all my heart, and if i was given one wish it would to be by your side once again...our paths have taken us away from each other at this point, but it was not long till they were to come back together. may your happiness fufill you, and your dreams come true, thank you for everything you have done for me, i hold nothing against you, love is caring and forgiving, love is comforting and soothing, true love is eternal, and with out love is pain. the sun will rise and set everyday, as well as the moon, to see it is a blessings, and how you see it is a choice. deep inside my soul i pray you wear my ring for the reason i believe, but as more time goes on i wonder if you wear if for another reason... i love you jackie, always have always will 8forever8* "if you love something you must let it go, if it returns it loves you in return, i have let you go, Freed You My love, if you return i will imbrace you, if you go on, then i will not stop you... forever your maniak one E