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Toki hanatareta sono karada kara nagareru chi mo itami mo kairaku e to kawaru..

About Me

† Holy spawn of Jenova - you found me. †
[gasp for breath]
Ah, I can't sleep again tonight.
Because you exist.
Because I was raped by you.
Why do you believe their voices?
Ah, I won't be able to sleep again tomorrow..

I'm THE motherfuckin' Chris! That's right! -THE-! Get it straight, or I'm going to have to give you an ass-beating. TURKs style!
The pessimistic you, the merciless you.
And the self-loving you..what are you looking at?
With comparing and getting things in proportions you scream out mad.
You wanted this ending to happen.
You must be a romanticist..

I'm a little bit spazzy every once in a while. Comes with the disease [ADHD] - but that just assures you of the fine times we'll have, right? Of course.
I have a short fuse; and it's really hard to light it.
I [ [thankyouandhaveaniceday]
I have fun listening to your lies...
I shout out joy and you shout for help.
Fuck! I hate you!
Dear God, you're a MOTHERFUCKER.
Death for All - Death for All
I'm your worst nightmare.
Fuck off! I wanna die!

I absolutely [ Randi. She's my bestbestBESTfriend.
And she's better than [snickersnicker] YOU.
You, just living is pollution.
You, just living is a sin.
You are living. So please die.
You know me, I just shut my eyes to my own shortcomings..hehe.

I'm a little queer.
---strange.
I'm pansexual.
Dunno' what that means? Look it up.
I [ADORE
[iamveryrandom.]
You know why?
Because.
[I have the mind of a child.]
That's why.
I'm gonna slash your wound just like mine.
I can't hear the voices of society anymore.
I don't understand. You're all fine hypocrites.

I'm..really shy around people I don't know. But give me some time to get comfy around you and I can be very outgoing and spazzy.
I [
I'm a horrible Grammar Nazi. If you can't spell, I'll make sure you learn how.
I
[I'm a complete and total loser, and a nerd. At least I can come to terms with it.
I [HATE] being tickled. I squeak and flail around alot.
However, people do it anyways, because of that fact.
I will communicate with love.
I will kill with emotion.
From that very day I was able to laugh freely...
Do you think that was a long time ago? I thought.

I rock harder than you ever will, but Hell. At least you tried! [
('.')

My Interests

My friends. Roleplaying. Anime/video games. Drawing. Poetry. Cosplaying. DDR. Rubber duckies. Hugs. Funky eye make-up. Visual Kei. Gothic Lolita fashion. Hand-holding. Abnormal hair colors. Playing dress-up. Glitter and glowsticks. Rainbows. Cuddling. Laughing like a complete maniac, for no reason. Japanese culture and street fashion. Yaoi/Yuri. Talking on the phone. Acting stupid and random in public. Kisses. Biting and scratching. Fishnets and bondage. Chains and candle wax. Handcuffs. Anything involving fire. And dragons, because my Chinese Zodiac animal is the dragon.

I'd like to meet:

Mostly a bunch of my 'net friends, but other than that, I'd have to say Dir en Grey, Nobuo Uematsu, and a very precise Sephiroth cosplayer. If only the man was real. -Swooooon.-

Music:

Dir en Grey. Malice Mizer. Despairs Ray. Orange Range. Ayumi Hamasaki. X Japan. Rie Fu. Do As Infinity. L'Arc~en~Ciel. BoA. Kagrra. Gackt. Antic Cafe. Phantasmagoria. Asian Kung-Fu Generation. Nana Kitade. Utada Hikaru. And others that I'm too lazy to type. Also,I don't care what you say, but Japanese techno is the greatest. I'm in love with DDR and video game music, too. I also listen to some English music, also. I like Panic!At The Disco. Mindless Self Indulgence. Senses Fail. Taking Back Sunday. HIM. CKY. From First to Last. A Perfect Circle. And I'm a Juggalette at heart.=3

Movies:

I mostly like horror movies and stuff like that. Some movies I also like are Alice in Wonderland, A Clockwork Orange, Bully, Kids, Thirteen, Sucide Club, Battle Royale, Ichi the Killer, Haggard, Queen of The Damned, Jay and Silent Bob,etc.

Television:

I don't really watch much TV..I usually have no patience for it. But I do watch Adult Swim. And tons of anime. Some anime that I like: Cowboy Bebop, Furi-Kuri, Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Naruto(NOT the version they show on CN.They destroyed such a good anime.=/), DNAngel, Gravitation, Witch Hunter Robin, DearS, Chobits, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Trigun, YuYu-Hakusho, Rurouni Kenshin, Sailor Moon, Fullmetal Panic!, Vampire Hunter D, Love Hina, Angel Sanctuary, Fruits Basket, Mao-chan, King of Bandit Jing, Serial Experiment Lain, Marmalade Boy, Trinity Blood, Bleach, Samurai X, Samurai 7, Someday's Dreamers, Bubblegum Crisis, anything Dragonball, Ranma 1/2, Petshop of Horrors, Angelic Layer, all the Gundam series, Those Who Hunt Elves, Excel Saga,etc.

Books:

Anything from Anne Rice, and the Harry Potter series.I know I'm a dork. Stfu. I also read tons of manga and doujinshi..and I'm too lazy to type that, too. xD

Heroes:

Nobuo Uematsu. The composer for all that sweet Final Fantasy music.And,as cheesy as this may sound,my mother. For all that she's done for me, even when I wasn't the perfect daughter to her. She's helped me so much, and I couldn't have asked for a better mom. I LUFF YOU MOMMY.

My Blog

All Alone " A poem.

As I look around this lonely place, with a blank look upon my face. There are many things that I see. Some are real, and some are make-believe. I see pieces of my heart everywhere. But I'm so numb, I ...
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 02:32:00 PST

Questions for you to answer for meee. <3

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be ...
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

You know what I fucking hate..

I hate people that always ask me for stuff,especially cosplay costumes.And expect me to pay for it all.I mean,yes.I'm willing to make a free costume occasionally.To a friend or something of the like.B...
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 02:51:00 PST

24 Relationship Questions.

24 Relationship Questions:1) Are you single, taken or crushing?Taken. 2) Are you happy with where you are?Well.Yeah.Though I'm still rather confused.3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast...
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 02:15:00 PST

Confusion.

I'm severely confused about my sexual preferences.You see,I'm still trying to figure out if I like guys or not.Because,well,I'm not very attracted to them.I mean.I have not liked guys for a long time....
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 05:04:00 PST

Damnit.

Todays been so freaking BORING.I hate it.Time goes by too slowly.Nobody I know is online either.I talked to Jas and Remi last night.XD!They need to get their asses to Florida.Soon.Its gonna be so much...
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 09:09:00 PST

Ugh.

Well..todays been so BORING.Nobody I know is online and the ones I do know had to leave early.I feel so alone~Anyways,I really need to call teh Jas tonight.I'm so freaking bored.>_<
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:42:00 PST

New myspace..

So I decided to change my profile.I'm no longer Aerith on here.Juzzah!?
Posted by ºüO+]°-'åH™ on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:37:00 PST