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About Me

About me? This will be easy.
Die-hard republican with an open mind. Unhappily judgemental. Pessimistic Dreamer. Vain and accepting of all appearances. "Cold-hearted" and sincere. A "player" who takes love more seriously than anyone else on the planet. A living contradiction who is somehwat set in her ways. For someone who imagines herself as a rock star, I don't like a lot of attention. I technically make sense, but in theory... I'm ridiculously complicated. lol. I used to not know what normal was because I was so sheltered. Then when I got the chance to be normal, I did just that, to the T. I tried so hard to fit in... and I eventually succeeded so well that I began to blend into the background, and I hated it. Now I've been through so much that I couldn't make sense if my very life depended on it, but at this point, I wouldn't have it any other way. "I'd rather be anything but ordinary, please." I'm not one of those "I'm different, I wanna stand out, you can't change who I am yada yada blah blah..." - I can't stand that! lol. It's so annoying. I'm just me (which is also incredibly cliche, but true) and that's...that's just it. I live for a purpose - God created every one of us for a purpose. Luckily, I know mine (to whatever extent) already, and someday I'm going to fulfill it. Sometimes I get a little (or..a LOT) wrapped up in my own head, and I start to take life too seriously. Other times... I'm a nut who likes dancing around to NSYNC songs. Take it or leave it. Your opinion will bother me because I do care what people think, but eventually I'll convince myself to get over it if you don't like me. lol.
ps. did I mention that I'm OBSESSED with WWE? I mean, really. Let me rant for a second. The lights, the fireworks, the excitement and entertainment of it all? That's great. But Randy Orton, John Cena, and Cody Rodes make it soooooo much more worth it =) I think it's my guilty pleasure. But I DO actually get into it. I have an old[ish] man crush on The Big Show and Triple H..haha...they're awesome. AAAaaaaand I would love to be a WWE Diva someday if that DIDN'T require me to be 2/3 naked on tv. ha! okay I'm done. congrats if you read all this - you have no life. lololol...jk. =) =)
1 Peter 2:9 "But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light."[!!!!]
2 CORINTHIANS 4:16-18
"Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal."

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Is there more to life?

     when i'm at work sitting behind the desk, twiddling my thumbs, or re-straightening the same stack of dog food bags i've already straightened twice that day, i often find mysel...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 06:51:00 GMT

It’s hard to believe how far it’s come

from the way it used to be. How do things get so messed up?I wish I knew the secret [that might not exist] to keeping things from dramatically blowing up and drastically changing. It's amazing how spe...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 19:34:00 GMT

Personal will: The breaking point, or just a few more steps?

     "life is what you make it." "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger." "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade." These statements are all founded on personal will. Wh...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 09:09:00 GMT

"Just love em."

recently, my friend seth burton asked me what God had been teaching me lately. at first I considered just mustering up something I’ve known and telling him that with all of my spiritual lingo an...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 22:50:00 GMT

"Don’t make God prune you!"

"Don't make God prune you!"  When I come across verses that I want to remember or have on hand in case I need to quickly refer back to them in a blog or conversation, I write them down on 3x...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 07:22:00 GMT

The house built on the sand: more than just a parable.

Matthew 7:26-27 "But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 07:37:00 GMT

"Hold on, if you feel like letting go."

[this is mostly meant for girls such as myself who are dealing with all too familiar issues, or have been there. however, there is a message of hope for anyone dealing with any struggle or affliction,...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 18:58:00 GMT

ittttt’s a tag

Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things; facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose t...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 20:40:00 GMT

Misinterpretation.

There's something I can't help notice. A lot of people do it. I do it. Er, did it. And maybe sometimes we can subconsciously do it. Put all our blame on God. NOT in a "this is all God's fault" kind of...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:59:00 GMT

WHAT are you thinking???

1. There's a difference between having a relationship with God that draws you to church, and having a relationship with your church that you hope will count as you drawing near God. If you think the s...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 18:20:00 GMT