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"Untill I loved, I never lived enough" - Emily Dickenson
I'm ready to fall in love.
But not quite ready enough to deal with the pain.
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my favoite people :)
sara.
i love you with all my heart. you're the best friend i've ever had in my life. we've been going at this for over a year now and we're still unbelieveablly strong. i love comin up to see you always and you know i love spending time with you. there are so many great moments we have together that i always brag to everyone about. we have too much fun to handle. we're really hot too haha. the hottest pair of best friends in michigan! and who would have thought we met on myspace eh? go figure.
ross.
baby, we've been through oh so much together. europe was amazing because of you, and even all the times since we've been back have been amazing. you always make me smile somehow, and i love you for it. sometimes maybe a little too much lol, but i still do. we don't get to see eachother that often too because you live kinda far, but when we do we pwn n00bs. like hardcore. and rock out to your little msi cd's, and our emo moments with the dresden dolls. and of course lets not forget your little theater songs you love to sing. this summer was the best. and i hope that we will have many more years to come in the future. i love you boy.
jon.
baby jonjon! i love you babe. you always make me laugh weather you mean to or not haha. we've been through some pretty crazy shit together that i plan on keeping with me so that we have more to be fucked up about hah. school was awesome last year because of you, and my summer was even better. you make me smile just thinkin about you. you're so full of life and curiosity about how things work. but at the same time we're so stupid sometimes. i'm not gonna lie. and now we even go to school together coz we're sweet like that.
keith.
babe, wow. i don't even know what i can say about you or where to even begin. since school started i always kinda knew we'd be friends somehow. and im glad things worked out the way they did. i know we're kinda goin through some stuff right now, but hopefully it'll pass over, and we can just get over all this. you make me laugh and not feel like an idiot. and you make me smile when others cant. you make me cry to know that i still feel pain. and you make everyday school a not-so-boring thing. you mean something special to me, and i'd like to keep it that way. one day you're going to find someone perfect for you who when you finally get to be okay with them and trust them, you're going to be happy. she's never going to hurt you, and you'll deserve it. you deserve someone special, we all do. hopefully we can just finally get over all this and move on past it, because i think we'd be sweet ass friends. and hey what do you know you're cute, so that makes everything even better. hah.
alanna.
baby girl. i love you tons and tons and tons and tons and tons! you're getting more beautiful every day it seems and you're growing up to be such a wonderful woman. we have such a long ass history together. what, 7th..8th grade? wow. long good times we've had. we've always gotten along so well once we got to really know eachother. you listen to me when others don't. and i listen to you when you need anyone to talk to. i can share my life with you. anything and everything, anytime and anywhere. you're going off to college next year and it's going to be kind of depressing not having you so close to me, but i'll always come visit you in the lovely canada. i can't wait to grow up and keep talking to you because i know thats what's going to happen. we get along so obnoxiously well, and really always have. you've helped me through so much that i've had to deal with, and i love you even more every time you do it again, and again. you're always going to be there for me, and i will always be there back for you. i just can't wait to see where we both go with our lives. we're on a good path, we're smart, we're georgous, and we know what the hell we're doin. i love you girl. always have, always will.
colin.
boy, we always have such good times whenever we hang out. and we met in 9th grade and continued through different groups of friends with eachother. which pretty much tells me that we can really last as a friendship. i may not be there talking to you with you every day of my life like i do with some people, but whenever we do connect again it's totally like i talked to you only a day ago. we can always just pick right back up where we left off, and i treasure that. it could go like that for years and possibly until we're friggin old haha. coz thats just how good we are together. i love you colin. i always will weather you know it or not.
travis.
awww baby you are my bright and shining star. i like to show you off to the world that you are indeed mine. school has been totally amazing since you started talking to me and jon. and then jon fell in love with you and you're not gay. we're always and forever going to go to bigboys and spill secrets with alex over chocolate and strawberry milkshakes because it's something special we share too. you may not have been in here the first time around but you weren't exactally talking to me then either. but now we're bfflz and i love you tons and tons and tons. travis michael jowan i love you and our fetus moments.
andi.
girllll you are THE mothuh' fuckin' pope! well, at least to me anways. you're one of the greatest people iv'e ever come across in my life, and i am very thankful because of that. europe was a blast because of you too. mostly you though. you helped me with so much and you still do. you're one i can talk to about anything going on with me, and if we havent talked in a few weeks, we can just pick up right back where we left off. and thats a good thing. i know were going to grow up and be so great with eachother. we really changed alot this summer. we grew up together. we're still growing up together. it's such a bitch you live so far away, but i think the distance could never keep us apart. you're my crazy girl. we're crazy as all hell together. i dont feel embarassed about it around you either. i laugh and i cry with you. i do alot with you, that i can't do with anyone else, and that's what makes you special to me. i hold you very near and dear to my heart, and it's always going to be that way no matter what we go through in years to come. you make me complete. and i love you so so soo much for that. no matter how far the distance, i'm always here for you. you're here for me. and i know we'll be able to keep it that way for a while. and hey, we're the hottest damn blue lakeers that camp has ever seen!
NATHAN IS MY FUCKING HUSBUND
& THESE ARE MY CHILDREN:
SPENCER.
ALEX.
JON.
chuck palahniuk = love
MY TOP WHATEVER.
1. sara
2. ross
3. jon
4. travis
5. andie
6. alex
7. alanna
8. spencer
9. natalie
10. jessie
11. colin
12. kyle
13. brian
14. kailonji
15. catrina
16. andrew
17. keith
18. nick
19. dani
20. abby
21. emily