carrie

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This ache inside of me Tumbles like a terrible pain, It's your face I long to see, For my heartache to drain. Like a waterfall It flows through each vain I just wanna give you a call, To get out of this neverending rain. There's no way i could love anyone The way that I have loved you There's no way to get over it, Without you I won't make it through. I strive each hour Of every single day Trying to grasp the power,Music Video: DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS (by Disturbed)

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Television:

You say I don't love you, You think i dont care, How can that be true, When you say you feel it there. There is no way i couldnt love you I'm longing to hold you eachday, I can't understand what I'm going through If I could I'd wish it away. I am surrounded in a life that seems dead, Only you couldn't know the hurt I hold I miss staying up all night talking in bed, Cuddling up to you, even when it isn't cold. I miss how we'd talk about our future The way we just "knew" it was going to be, Now that has all become a blur, Since I no longer have you next to me. Just what can i say? I'm at a loss, can't describe this pain, I'm missing you in everyway, I'm living life in the rain. I can't succumb to the feeling That I can't catch my breath. You used to take my breath from me, Now I'm sufficating, having none left. I love you is all i know to define, All that swarms inside of me, One day I hope you'll be mine, And I'll wake up with you next to me.

Books:

Dear Dad,Why do you do those things, THings i never thought you would, You don't care the hurt it brings, You don't understand like you should. How is it so hard, TO stick by the one you say you love You play her like a card, knowing you're all her life is made of. You say the same thing everytime you get caught So where is the change, Or is it really not a thought? She loves you deeper than you know, Though you see it everyday, So why not just let her go If it's truly in you to walk away? You can't imagine the hurt, When you arrive from being with someone new, You treat her like scum of the earth, I know you don't really care, do you? You tell her you're sorry, Yet it occurs everyday, You're right, you are sorry, She is the best thing God ever sent your way. You abuse her love, her heart Because you know it'll always be there, Yet what if she finally did part, And you only had those meaningless others there? You are a pathetic excuse Of a so called "man" I can't stand to see the abuse, Nor can I even try to unederstand. There's so many words i want to say But I'll be better than that I just can't wait for the day She finally walks and never comes back. Carrie Marie Paasch

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