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Rave Family Great Grandfather: Shooter(Josh)
Grandma and Grandpa: Daydreamer(Jamie) & Scratch(Travis)
Dad: Fade/Guardian(Jack)
Sisters: Zilla(Haley), Intensity(Danika), Darkheart(Lauren)
Brother: Grim(Matt)
Uncles: N3rdzz(Cody), Creator(Kristian)
Cousins: Element(Rain), SuperNova(Dina), Kelly(shortcake), Emily(sun flower), Transparent(Brandon)

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Hello, my name’s Erika but I also go by my band name, Alice. I am 16 years of age, and I am bisexual. I've had low self-esteem issues since the age of 7 do to guys and a parent. I live in Orange County, but would rather live in the valley where I feel as if I belong. My idols consist of Jeffree Star, Nikki Sixx, and James St. James. I listen to many different types of music, mostly to what I can relate to with past experiences. The lyrics mean so much to my heart, and mostly I’ll have my profile song as to what I’m feeling or going through at the time. I write my own lyrics and I'm currently solo, but with the help of my friend Paul. We are still in the process of learning everything and writing though but we might just do covers right now. I trust so many people way too easily, but I would never regret any of the things I’ve told them. I have told only one person all about me, and she knows who she is. I can be friends with everyone, only if they’re willing to take all of me. Once you’re my friend, you’re stuck with me forever and will gain more advise than earlier. I love the animals and I love to help others more often then I help myself with my own life and problems. I can never stand to see a friend in pain, so I gain the courage to pull myself together for them. Surreal art is my favorite type besides landscape art. I am waiting to have a serious conversation one day so I can expand my mind more than it has already. I'm in love with my skelanimal kitty, Kiwii. Yes, that's how I spell her name, be jealous cuz she gets to cuddle with me every night and you don't. ;P
I don't want to be another fuck,
another fling.
I don't want to be someone's puppet,
their play-thing.
Can't take all of me?
Well better keep looking for someone else
I won't do what you always want
I won't lose control of myself.
PLURR<3

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would LOVE to meet Nikki Sixx. That's the only person I'd want to meet the most in this whole society of people. I've read his book, and cryed. I've listened to his lyrics and understood. I've related to him in a way that made me feel as if he would be my second father. That's how I look up to him I guess. Not just another rockstar, but a hero and a father figure. Some of my friends have met him and told me he's a very sweet guy, and of course I get jealous of them for meeting someone I could relate towards. His own tragic story has gotten me through a lot ever since I started reading it. At that time, I needed someone to look to for some sort of help in life. I found that person, and I look up to him with a warm heart and see him as he is now. Not what he was then, in the dark days. He's been through too much, and has been brought back from death. If he could survive death, I think I can survive through my own problems.
Thank you Nikki Sixx<3

Love life to the fullest
Regret nothing
Or live life with fear
Only live life for own
Live life for others
And live life for love


Stole this idea from Katelyn :P

Joshieee, you've made me soooo happy whenever we talk :) I can be free to say anything around you and you wouldn't judge one bit haha. I love you hunny and I love it when you call me sweetie :3 I hope you get your new cell soon so we can talk again without all the random messages whenever we're not on at the same time hahaha<3 I am going to add more to this, as this wonderful guy deserves the world. His heart, soul, mind, and body is beautiful and no one could make me think differently about him. He's brought me up from the depths, has reassured me that I am safe. I'd like to dedicate the song Beautiful by HIM to Joshua<3

Jack, I love and care about you like you were my own big brother, my own flesh and blood. I might piss you off and be an idiot but I know your still there for me even when shit happens. I care about you a lot and I don't know what I'd do without you as a friend. You've been the bestest best friend I've ever had and I'm thankful that Haley introduced us. If it weren't for you, I'd be lost and staying home every weekend with no life haha. Oh, and I love making breakfast for you :). Love you<3

My wifey<3 I love you Karen :D We should become besties girl hahaha. You've helped me get over someone and told me that I'm the most unselfish person you've met and that made me happy :D Let's bake fucking cookies together! Hahaha

Ohwow, hahahaha I love you Katelyyyn. You've introduced me to new things and made me laugh so hard haha. I love being there for you, and I love to call you my friend :) I also love you hair xD

Joycie Fruit, you've known me the longest and you know me more than anyone else can. Your a true blue best friend to me, and like a sister. I've helped you through the tough and you've helped me through my worst. You helped me get over him, and I helped you survive. I can honestly say, that I'm greatful to know you, or else I wouldn't be here, breathing. Love you girl, and I hope to talk to you soon :)

Ashleeee, some day I will pin you to the ground and fuck your brains out ;) hahaha, my first real girl crush and I couldn't gain enough courage to tell you when I was living in Missouri that I reeeaally liked you. I couldn't even tell that you were flirting xD Haha, well, you've given me advise and you've helped me through some things :) I wuv you betch<3



My Blog

Tonight

I'm in a fragile state of mindThe pressure is cracking downHow would I findA way to find my own home?In my memory's pastThere wasn't a last timeFrom the spell that you castI had committed my first cri...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 21:14:00 GMT

I'm Done

Am I a simple mistake?Was I not supposed to be here?I should have been done by nowI don't know why I'm still hereWhy I kept my head in the cloudsI've always been the one to helpSo why can't anyone len...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:30:00 GMT

Deep Thinking...

The past never seemed real when you've reached the new beginning. Yes, it is a faint memory, but sometimes it feels like it couldn't have happened. That what we've seen wasn't happening at that time. ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 07:59:00 GMT

Unholy

Unholy Gotta make amendsWith the only divineCant believe a prayerFaith was taken awayWe have unholy loveLust and hell mixed inWe touch the fallenUngodliness is callinIts cat-walkin towards usCome ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 16:23:00 GMT

Escaping Sanity

Escaping Sanity I can see the genocide in your eyesIts a common look of suicideThe mind is the only sanctuary I hadIve known why I was cryingTears burn up like cyanideIve seen Death here beforeEsca...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 19:54:00 GMT

No One

No One Practice makes a living lieReady to push and fall againYou caused me a silent highWith every touch,I make a little sighThis should make perfect senseWe've met, we've talkedI shared my first rea...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 19:26:00 GMT

Vanity and Grace

Vanity And GraceWanting youLoving youOh how,How could I see the world without you?Vanity and graceLove with a little maceMore or lessI can't control what I want anymoreEyes flaringHands sweatingI can ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:35:00 GMT

More Recent Songs

"I Love You"   I can't help saving soulsKnowing love will always surrender my heartHopes, dreams and wishes wait too longDancing in the rain will catch my smileTears of joy float in the mystic ai...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:06:00 GMT

HIM Concert November 14, 2007 In LA

Well, the concert sure was AMAZING!!! =DI LOVED it!!!! heheOk, so on the way my dad got a stretch limo and we were all partying inside while laughing and talking and listening to music. Many jokes wer...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 10:51:00 GMT

What I Wrote About Love In My Journal

It's amazing how one person can make someone feel. The freedom, the sensation of flight and adrenaline through there hearts from this one person. How they can compare every love song to that feeling....
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 21:15:00 GMT