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About Me

Im 25 years old and I live in Findlay which is a pretty boring town...but the friends I have here are amazing!! The quote i have on my profile i found in two places recently and i love it..its a rather long saying and i can't fit it all on here but thanks to Amy for having it on her refrigerator and to a new friend i added Rek for having it on his page as well...if you get the chance look up the whole thing its by Rainer Maria Rilke.I have the best roommate ever her name is Heidi and she is probably one of my best friends. She has been there through thick and thin and has always given me her honest opinion about things even if I don't want to hear it. I have a very adorable cat named Gizmo hes my little buddy:-) I'm a fairly honest person and sometimes that gets me in trouble..Im at the point in my life where I have realized who my TRUE friends are and who are just using me for the moment. I have also learned that holding a grudge against someone is just a waste of time and in the end we really dont have a lot of time...so why waste it holding a grudge against someone you obviously ment nothing to right? "There is no revenge as complete as forgivness"

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You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
You are kind, popular, and generous.
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You Are a Green Apple Jelly Bean
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My Interests

I love music and going to concerts...I love reading whenever im not working which is hardly ever

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I'd like to meet:

My grandfathers
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Music:

I love all types of music...good charlotte, fred schafer, LessR, hooked on tonics, nickelback, breaking benjamin, tim mcgraw, faith hill, rascal flatts, 20 min to park, and 5 makes 20, matchbox twenty, cademons call, jars of clay, brandon galm, linkin park, dixie chicks, sarah maglachlin, eric clapton , jack johnson.....there are plenty more but i dont have time

Movies:

i LOVE the movie The family stone , failure to launch, garden state, the princess bride, a walk to remember. the notebook, dirty dancing, the breakfast club, pretty in pink

Television:

scrubs, grey's anatomy, general hospital, the real world, american idol, the news, miami ink(thats a new obsession)

Books:

summer sisters, anything by nicholas sparks, any anne rice books too."I beg you... to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer..." (Rainer Maria Rilke)
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Heroes:

people who take the chance to make a huge change in their lives even when everyone says they can't do it.
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My Blog

"ill cross this line one last time"

"somewhere tonight inside of me a smile's a distant memory..covering up my face and landing on my knees...so you can never see the darkest part of me...shutting my eyes I'm dying inside I lost myself ...
Posted by Cat on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:16:00 PST

"...I dont want to walk like I use to....."

There comes a time when you need to just throw all your fears and everything that has held you back out the F***in window...and I think that time for me is now...Im 25 years old and its about time tha...
Posted by Cat on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 03:21:00 PST

Someone somewhere out there

I think things are going to be alright...I might actually be doing things the right way this time around :-) Everyone who knows me knows that I HATE getting up when its not light outside...and with th...
Posted by Cat on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 07:00:00 PST

Crack of sunlight

You know when you think that you have everything all figured out then WHAM!!! you are slapped in the face with a harsh bit of reality?? It forces you to step back and look at what has been going on an...
Posted by Cat on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 11:46:00 PST

"i just called to say...."

Well it has been awhile since I last wrote and right now I dont have much time so this will be short.....I used to think that I only wrote when I was angry or depressed about something...because to me...
Posted by Cat on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 06:55:00 PST

its never to late....

So im sitting here at work with all these thoughts swimming through my head again....it seems that everytime i am faced with change or everytime i get kicked while im down i feel the need to make a ch...
Posted by Cat on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:49:00 PST

i want you to take me there

There is this hole inside me closely guarded so no one sees. Its something I can't seem to fix, And no one seems to get it. I lie in bed at night, wishing on the stars that are no where in sight. I do...
Posted by Cat on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:14:00 PST

"an eye for an eye and the whole world would be blind" Ghandi

Everyone gets let down at some point in their lives...I'm the queen of holding grudges I will admit that..but with all the things that have happened this month alone..i have learned some pretty valuab...
Posted by Cat on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:14:00 PST

"im going home..back to the place where i belong..where your love has always been enough for me

The past few weeks have left me speechless(which is rare) and pretty much void of all feelings except for anger and helplessness.Within these two weeks I have been faced with the things that tend to l...
Posted by Cat on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:53:00 PST

"In a world thats ugly and a lie its hard to even want to try"

I know im not alone when I say that being in your mid 20's single and trying to "put yourself out there" SUCKS!!!! Lets face it my prince charming isn't going to be dropped on my doorstep. So i have t...
Posted by Cat on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:05:00 PST