ryan[lionheart]

i dont have many close friends, i prefer quality over quantity. i trust everyone until i have a reason not to. i like everyone until ive got a reason not to. i dont let rumors and shit talk judge how i act to a person. first impressions are most important because that shows how you act to a person without knowing them. im fun if you respect and accept me and my friends. otherwise im not such a convenient person to be hated by. in other words ill fuck your world up in any way i can. i dont have sex because nothing comes from it except problems. im a virgin by choice and i plan on being this way for a long time. or aslong as i have values to keep me alive. nothing i know now wouldve come to me without experience behind me to back it up. i dont under or overestimate anyone or anything. i take things as they come and take them head on without fear. i prefer real relationships over "dating, fucking and dropping". i dont get hung up on little things that alot of people would. im generally kind of an asshole but i try not to sometimes. i love talking. i smoke a single cigarette a day at the most because i prefer not to die from them and i can get the same great "first cig of the day" buzz. i drink socially or when im bored to no extent. i smoke bud for relaxing not for an emotional substitute. i like crazy japanese games that are so insanely gay and bright that they trip me out. although they are meant only for "non-sober playing". if you complain alot to me, about me, or about something that really doesnt matter. then ill get really annoyed with you and you will turn me into an asshole real quick. just hanging out with people is fun to me no matter what we are doing or what we arent doing or where its at. i dont like being bored and alone. i dont talk shit on people unless they've talked shit to me directly. something is wrong with me and i dont know what it is but im working with it. its a low version of insanity to say the least. =] im not selfish when im with my friends, aslong as everyone is happy then i am. if you try to make me out to be selfish and a dick then i will become it because that shit pisses me off. i say extremely random shit without knowing that im talking sometimes. i try to say one thing and another and i smash the words together and end up looking like a retard or its just a mix of two different words. i like wearing rediculous shit that no one would ever wear and i feel more self-esteem when i do. i love standing out and getting attention. if i dont make an impact on anyones life then ill be sad forever. ive got mixed opinions and beliefs based on religion and lifestyle. politics are pointless to talk to me about. i dont follow them or care about them at all. i wanna to live in a castle or in a house in France countryside. little things make me happy and little things can ruin my day also. but i try to overpower the bad with the good. if you dont like what youve read. push the Home button and never come back. if you think you can handle me, then hit me up and take me on. =]