Forgiven |
If you think that I could be forgiven...............................Wish you would.
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:56:00 PST |
For the rest of my nothingness!!! |
Today I went to my job and took a test and then to chill out I went down by the river in Gadsden. Just thinking and taking my mind off my mess. Sometimes you need just a little break to think thi...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:54:00 PST |
Breaking Down |
Today I want to break down. Breaking down is sooo much easier than dealing with everything that has went wrong. Life in general has went wrong somewhere and left me picking up the pieces. I just need ...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST |
And Today. |
I hate people who say everyday gets a little easier. What a bunch of shit? Don't try to feed that garbage to me. Everyday is harder and harder. Wondering. Wishing. Feeling. Maybe time is the answer fo...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST |
Okay So today was a total mess!!! |
Today was offically the day I went off the deep end. No really. never in my life have I acted like I have no self respect or grasp on reality until today. Should have seen what a pathetic looooos...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:32:00 PST |
today is just |
Today is just blah. It one of those days you only speak in monotone.Wishing the day would just end.
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:42:00 PST |
Well as if things couldn' t get worse |
Yesterday, My pop, grandfather, died. He had a long battle and finally it was his turn. I love him very much. He used to scare me to death but as he got sick he started to understand he needed us...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 01:06:00 PST |
Yeah Figured out I am too lost!!!! |
Yeah, Just figured out I am too lost to be saved. Turns out my life sucks.Offically I must do the hardest thing ever alone. And I guess I am alright with that. You can't make someone want to be apart ...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:02:00 PST |
Bad day today!!! |
Bad day today. Don't really know what to say for myself. No excuses I made today the horrible day it is. You know when people tell you something you should really listen. Don't think things will just ...
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 08:47:00 PST |
Bored like me.......... |
Bored...........................................Bored.......
..............................Hopefully I get to have some fun soon. I am just bored to death today and yesterday too....
Posted by ~~~~*Ryan*~~~~ on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 03:33:00 PST |
