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About Me

glumbert.commusei forgot what i was gunner say. orchid, lilac, wisteria, lotus, white poppy, and pansy. pale green, purple, rose, and grey-blue.Apple, camphor, cardamom, gardenia, hyacinth, jasmine, lily, mugwort, myrrh, palmarosa, sandalwood, vanilla, ylang-ylang. Despite my sensitive personality and delicate physical constitutions, i really am a survivor. i outlast those who may be much stronger, by adapting more easily to the demands of changing circumstances. My intuitions are reliable and should be trusted; However, because i'm adaptable and so ready to identify with the feelings of others, i risk exploitation and loss of my own needs, ideas, and talent. =] i understand the moods and behaviors of others so well that i can be quite the manipulator behind the scenes.i really must watch that tendency to play the martyr. I seem to react emotionally to everything.i just give in to my feelings, a trait that can leave me open to control by the unscrupulous. But then,im fairminded and not at all afraid to bend unbreakable rules, should the situation demand a more humane approach. Inspiration.:I love sensitivity and im quite artistic, though sometimes unduly fixated upon the negative or dark aspects of life. I readily follow others into the pleasures of some new experience and get hot when my emotional and archetypal streams are tapped.I love to help those in need and prefer to be with a stronger person with whom i can explore the delights of a relationship. An appeal to sympathy will get anyone a long way with me. Other-worldly, ultra-sensitive and intuitive, I really need to be needed. Fantasy prone and alive in the world of my vivid imagination, i nevertheless suffer from fear of rejection and low self-esteem (although i hide it well in my efforts to create the ideal, loving environment for my loved ones).I seek a sensitive, soulful friend, but can be dazzled by appearances which scrambles my naturally powerful radar and then sent into tailspin. The contrast between the opposing sides of my personality is startling. One side of me is heroically romantic, wistful, imaginative, sensitive, sexually fulfilled, perceptive, creative, intuitive, even transcendental, while the other is depressive, masochistic, suicidal, frustrated, guilt-ridden, filled with self-loathing and a general doormat. Moreover,i can flick from one to the other of these sides of character and back again with alarming ease and rapidity.I have a highly emotional nature, with a quiet, shy personality. Compassionate feelings can be overwhelming, and i must watch the tendency to become a victim of my own vulnerability. Almost before i realize it, or in some cases because i actually seek it, i become my own worst enemy. Im not above using subterfuge and game-playing rather than direct confrontation to get what i want. If however, i develop self-confidence, these less-than-honest emotional ploys are not apt to surface in my personality or behaviour patterns.I have very little understanding of how i appear to others.I can for example, either photograph extremely well or my likeness on film may be extremely poor. In either case, photographs fail to capture my true appearance.oh how it sounds:.I endow a spiritual or philosophical bent, and great appreciation for education, even though my own is very limited.I am governed by a duality, a struggle of the spiritual soul within the physical body.Deeply empathetic,I exhibit a gentle, patient nature, but that is in want of inspiration.I am a generous, amiable, positive natured person with a deep sense of kindness and compassion. I am too idealistic and impractical for every day run of the mill living. I'm sensitive and instinctual rather than bookish or mechanical. When I find the right situation, I'm capable of some incredible deeds. I'm completely and wholly engaged in a chosen path, to the exclusion of everything else. This obsessive compulsive energy can be healthy and not. i tend to excel in situations where I can leverage mi imaginative and intuitive nature. I will say im exceptionally tuned artistically. I am intensely interested and skilled at a wide variety of things and tend to learn by absorption as opposed to logic. I am loyal, family oriented, kind and giving. i am receptive to new ideas and circumstances. I have an uncanny ability to nurture and support which is directly related to Mi powerful intuition. I adapt well to mi circumstances.:I study artists of all types because they possess great, vivid imaginations. Their powerful creativity is celebrated in mi music, literature, drama and art.I love style, luxury and pleasure, and im always ready for new adventures. When I travel, I enjoy unique, exotic, luxurious places as well as modest, indigenous settings where I'd live as the locals do. I suffer from a general lack of decisiveness and Im easily distracted from my purpose. i have a propensity towards depression and lethargy when not feeling fulfilled. I need to make a concerted effort to avoid my restlessness and desire to do something new in order to succeed and make mi life meaningful. but im held down a bit. i have spells feeling Lazy, impractical, unrealistic, fearful, emotionally restrained, melancholy.Bridges in life.Ive onli just learned i need to make some of mi own bridges.theinks to you. I have an intrinsic love of water, and Im particularly well suited towards jobs that keep me near the sea. I have this.. notable creativity which includes a natural ability to imitate or mirror another person as well as enter into their feelings. These attributes stem out to help me become a great charected actor.I'm easily lied to because I so want to believe. No matter how often i am led astray by empty promises, i keep the faith and push on toward mi personal ideal. Mi dreamy and impractical natures can be a source of distress to those close to me. Being both optimistic and cynical, I really find it difficult to make up mi mind on any issue.
Monkeys On Ice
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....

love it

even though they're not monkeys; they're apes.
Astronauts Suffer High-Pitched Death After Helium Leak
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....
Dog Malfunction
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....
Evolution of Life On Other Planets: Even the Gods Have Gods
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EZyFzkUC4c

Dude, watch this. It's the death of darwinism- and if that isn't enogh, just watch it!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Señoritas,Idealists,Indigos,Hope Sandoval, Joplin,Vincent gallo,holdencaufield. asiatic black bears.rest assured.:NObody makes it alone. that's beta.do you know?

My Blog

Escape to india.

See ii had heard of   someone before, read about em, and didn't really see anything to love. Some time has passed by us. He's made all kinds of music; Then AS a song of his  occurs during precious tim...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 10:34:00 GMT

Nice broken lights

When that feeling subsides, and yours no longer hides, i can  think highly. As long as it's gone, i can understand; blessed in peace for what seems like now 'til eternity. Get your mind off things,  l...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 13:04:00 GMT

hi

Okei, so i haven't painted or drawn much of anything in sooo long.here and there ill get down on something; but it wasn't until just recently i caught up with someone who once was a friednd of mine. I...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 18:55:00 GMT

body song

Her voice is like a blessing bell,calling him,a body song whichfills the big empty.The spirit of gravityreminds himwe are captives in our glasshouse atmosphere.Her name melts on his tongue like thesou...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 17:21:00 GMT

Black petal( for spring time) and arrivals.

..TR> Black Petal   by Li-Young Lee I never claimed night fathered me. that was my dead brother talking in his sleep. I keep him under my pillow, a dear wish that colors my laughing and ...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:35:00 GMT

README

People with blue eyes have a single, common ancestor, according to new research. A team of scientists has tracked down a genetic mutation that leads to blue eyes. The mutation occurred between 6,000 ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:50:00 GMT

I AM.:

I am to write more often this year.: iam.
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 15:42:00 GMT

rog. THanks la

"I more and more see the need both of courage to stand fast and the willingness to change. Even though these two characteristics seem contrary and paradoxical, a successful life demands a proper mixtu...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:28:00 GMT

outer space

OUR PLANETS [p.s. ~ Pluto is now a "dwarf planet']WE SHOULD ALL KNOW THE SCIENCE BEHIND SIRIUS BY NOW.POLLUX (Beta Geminorum). In northern spring evenings, the "twin" stars Castor and Pollux of the co...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 19:33:00 GMT

Blessed be.:

Though Your silver orb no longer lends her light and darkness settles frimly with the night, Goddess is ever present even if unseen. She works spells of healing, of beginnings upon the world. The dark...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 13:01:00 GMT