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This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now

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About Me

Ok, ok .. so there's not too much on here at the moment and i've been a member for what seems ages but i'm workin on it.. i promise!!
About me?.. Ahh jesus! You sure you really want to know? I'm not who i used to be and am yet to become who i am. Deep huh? Ok, maybe not but you get the drift don'tcha?
First of all you've got to like CHILLI!! and strong flavours... Im a beach baby and a city snob.
I'm a day dreamer and an artist.
I use to work work in hospitality.
I like to pretend i'm energetic and a gym junkie.
I like bike riding.
I LURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRVE sleeping!
However most of the time you'll find me gazing at the water, taking the dog for a walk when i can swipe her from my sisters or just hanging at home listening to whatever takes my mood (anything except country & western) while a breeze flows through as i sit at my drawing board or read.
I'm thoughtful and contemplative but i look for the funny side most of the time, or at least i do when i can focus.
You gotta see the not so serious side of life, or at least be able to take a sideways jump to get on with me because i look at everything a little differently just like everyone else. Im open to almost anything.
HOW DO I PUT A FRIGGIN PICTURE HERE!!?...

My Interests

My interests, hmmm.. well, i love love LOVE hanging out with my family, i'm one of the lucky one's who actually get along with theirs, scarily well so, in fact to the point of being really pissed when i miss out on the festivities our family get togethers generally generate.

I love writing, although the kind of writing i do generally gets me in a lot of trouble depending on how you look at it. Painting and Drawing along with photography are my passions, unfortunately i'm suffering from a HUGE creative block at the moment. Two of my favourite artists, although worlds apart are Michael Parkes and Geiger.

I also LOVE dancing and music, i'd rather live with no television than no music in my life. Lying on the grass in the sun watching the clouds scudding overhead while wondering where the hell that dog of mine's disappeared to THIS time is also another favourite pass time as is people watching.

My cousin Missy and I

My cousin Louis and i

My cousin Rory and i

and speaking of Rory - Check this little gem out!

Two of my most favourite things in the world!
* cardboard boxes
(you know, the really dirty great big f*^k off ones that you can climb inside)

and

* jumping as high as you can, although i don't do that much any more due to a knee injury but i can still dream can't i?

Your Stripper Song Is
Closer by Nine Inch Nails

"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no
Soul to tell"

When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

How FUNNY is that!
My stripper song is one of my FAVOURITE songs.

How very random!

I'd like to meet:

CLICK HERE TO Tell me what you really think of me! One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Viet Nam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. "Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes." Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot."

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

"We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

"Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother aid. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."

Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album."

"I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary."

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times," Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists."

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

If you're "too busy" to take those few minutes right now to forward this message on, would this be the VERY first time you didn't do that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships?

Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own.

May Your Day Be Blessed As Special As You Are.

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Music:

http://www.fugufish.org/frog/?p=38

I pretty much run the gauntlet on that one... From Classical to Marilyn Manson and back again to The Squirrel Nut Zippers before taking a side tour to Santanna if i can't find any Hed Kandi or Cafe Del Mar. As i said, pretty much ANYTHING (except country and western!!!).

If i could figure out how to put that damn music player thingy up on here i'd also put some of the music i like listening to on here.

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Movies:

Can't say i'm one for spending all that time sitting still in a movie theatre however some of my fav films are, in no particular order
The Machinist - Christian Bale, he rocked in this movie! Fight Club - i particularly like Edward Norton, another reasonable movie of his is the illusionist.
Romeon and Juliet, Zoolander, Hard Candy, Mr and Mrs Smith, Volver, Bliss, the list goes on and on and on.
You're Bettie Page, you wild thing. But then, everyone knows you like to dominate.
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Your Personality Profile
You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.
You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first. The World's Shortest Personality Test
You're a Freaky Kisser
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Your Deadly Sins
Lust: 100%
Sloth: 100%
Gluttony: 80%
Wrath: 80%
Greed: 40%
Pride: 40%
Envy: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 66%
You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. How Sinful Are You?
You Are 78% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?

Television:

For the most part i CANNOT stand television, just being in the room with it on gets my back up. Most people including long time friends and family don't actually know that i even OWN a televison. I might turn it on to watch the news or a doco but i'd rather do other things with my time and find other ways to stimulate my mind.

Books:

Anything i can get my hands on but i have to say i love sci fi and fantasy. William Gibson and Issac Asimov being amoung my favs. Got my dad a book called "Ipod, therefore i am" recently, he looked at me kinda weird and said thanks in that way that parents do when their kids give them odd gifts, however being forced to take it on the plan on one of their recent overseas trips and subsequently reading it cause he had nothing else to do, he came back raving about it and bought 4 copies of it for some mates of his.

Heroes:

Your every day average joe just trying to get by and make a life for their family. Anyone who has had unendurable heartbreak and loss in their life and mananged to rise above it to become a better person rather than succumb to the other paths that often lead further down the spiral. My Dad, my sister, my bestie! WE can be heroes!

My Blog

whatever

She comes in through the night walls.Her music... my blood.Ravenous outpouring..... subtle as letting go of a hand.
Posted by This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 03:28:00 PST

As you Sleep

You smile as you sleepblissfully unaware, and I? I watch you and greedily and devour you with my eyes, tracing every contour of your body, remembering,you hold me mesmerized as I sit there on the b...
Posted by This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:53:00 PST

Can i get away with it?

Halo3six.   Can i get away with it, i watch the red tracking down white skin that i pierced sometime in the night while i lay somewhere in between the dark and the light. Self suffocation, this r...
Posted by This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:21:00 PST

''My sister and i

Today i started a new 100 x 120 cm oil painting entitled ''my sister and i''. More of an abstract really. It was inspired, or not so, by a comment made by someone (not family) about she and i.  ...
Posted by This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:17:00 PST

Messy girl!

I Farken LUV it!... YEAH i do LADY! I've been getting into my paints, making a mess of myself and in the process making a mess of everything else within a 10m radius. Screen printing at a basic ...
Posted by This Fallen Angel has stopped breathing... for now on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 03:10:00 PST