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Big Daddy's coolchickybaby

Just trying to figure it all out...

About Me

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I'm a multifaceted individual and a study in contradiction; an iconoclast with a deeply ingrained sense of tradition and duty, extremely complex yet rather basic, thoroughly ridiculous and serious as a heart attack. I can be mechanically disciplined yet have been told I have impulse control issues. I live in a continual state of flux and self conflict which makes for some interesting times and intricatelty convoluted trains of thought as I attempt to self analyse. Capriciousness has it's ups and downs. My life motto is *Dig it or fuck off*, meaning you have to follow your own path in spite of popular concensus. Defying catagorization should be everyone's mission in life.I have a distressing habit of laughing at inappropriate times and a rather off center sense of humor which manifests itself with a fondness for bad jokes and a love of the whimsical and absurd. I love cemetaries and hate zoos. I'm loyal, slightly amoral and usually decide quickly if I'll love you, loathe you or dismiss you. This who I am for the moment. Who knows who I'll be tomorrow.

My Interests

Fear me, love me, hate me, worship me.I'm sick of the shit I see around me. Really dig anime,comic books,asian food(even nuclear spicy)reading if I can find a sec, occult and spiritual/diverse religious studies,video games with high fire power and higher body counts, fucking with people,blogging/journal keeping;comics; classics and the newer independants, moving to a different country where I don't know the language, scifi/fantasy, fetishes,shoes and boots, binding,*playing*, self discovery, haute couture, wine tasting, air hockey, whack-a-mole, kokeshi dolls, hockey, schutzhund, french ring sport, saving the world, motorcycles, botany (raise orchids, curse them frequently), being creepy,collecting weird shit...the list goes on and on........among the current undertakings; mastering nunchakas (not much success there yet, just alot of hellacious bruises and lumps) and becoming a skilled photographer, only a few injuries from that.My Bishop
Bondage Position

First your poor crotch was sore. I was nice and gave you these fine ropes. But do you appreciate it? Nooooo, all you can do is complain. I gave you the gag, but still naughty whimpering. Now you'll get something that really does hurt! And again and again for each little whimper and wiggle.

How would you be tied up?
Take the Bishop Bondage Test
(only 4 questions)

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people who are DIFFERENT-not "It puts the lotion on it's skin" different but ..."people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"" (Jack Keruoac)

Music:

ecclectic tastes...currently trying to wear out fatboyslim's greatest hits, NIN's *With Teeth* and She wants Revenge-love nearly all of it. Roxy Music'Love' Dead Can Dance! Currently have 'Right Where It Belongs' stuck in my head-ALOT better than that time I had Barry Manilow's 'Copa Cabana' stuck for a week...that was brutal...I like opera,ethnic,baroque; classic and southern rock; indie;, Maldroid, Nerf Herder, Belly, 80';, Icehouse, The Vapors, Timbuck 3, ABC, Icicleworks,The Church, Souxie and the Banshees, The Polecats, The Blow Monkeys,Adam and the Ants punk, (old school and modern);, Social Distortion, Clash, Ramomes, Sex Pistols, Buzzcocks...japanese pop; The Pillows are the *best*, acoustic, anything aussie, alternative;,Badly Drawn Boy,Red House Painters, Butthole Surfers, The Lemonheads, The Propellerheads, pretty much any band that has the word *head* in it's name, Big Band; Glen Miller, Benny Goodman, Tommy Dorsey, Cab Calloway, electronica/trance/techno, Benny Bennassi *yow*/ambient/trip hop/progressive house/industrial, Lords of Acid, anyone?; Lemongrass, anything you can dance to;, Stereo MCs, you name it...I really love the *old* classics; Sarah Vaughn, Mel Torme, Bobby Darin,(I think I may be a *lounge lizard* at heart) Frank Sinatra, The Platters, Nat King Cole...and can't forget about Motown...and yeah, I'm goth but O-zone makes me happy.Oh, yes, and anything by Richard Cheese. I'm a lounge lizard, remember?

Movies:

I enjoy nearly all genres, foreign and domestic, classic and modern. Ridley Scott and Akira Kurosawa are a couple of my favorite directors(BRILLIANT!)I dislike most chick flicks.

Television:

Network blows,I LOVE Cartoon networks Adult Swim(I'm 41- I can watch anything I freakin' want to)Scifi channel, TREK!!!,X-FILES, most of the 'educational'channels and I LOVE the series of Geico insurance commercials that features the Neandertals; www.cavemanscrib.com -oh,shit,and 'Fraiser' -I love that show-it's hysterical! and MXC

Books:

Will read ANYTHING-it's a compulsion,really-I devour books,magazines,food and drink label,clothing tags animal identification tags,all the signs and notices at the DOL...I think I may need some sort of therapy...I'm a huge collector of books I have a storage unit because I can't seem to part with most of them. I spend alot of time reading and writing poetry.By the way...fuck you...

Heroes:

The Black Knight, Naruto Uzomake, Rock LeePity those bound by conventionMy Life holds me in Bondage... ....

My Blog

Chasing Fire

Have you ever felt that everything you do is for nothing?  I work for Liam to provide him with the things he needs but besides that, what's the point?  I feel like I'm going absolutely nowhe...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Thu, 01 May 2008 11:32:00 PST

Tagged and Released into the Wild for Further Study

Apparently, I have a bit more than my share of ’weird’ because I mentally racked out this list in about 27 seconds. I could have written PAGES of this stuff. HAHAHAHA!*********************...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:10:00 PST

Killing Time, Another Survey

1. Do you have a piece of jewelry that you never take off?Yes, a silver necklace that says, *PEACE*. Ironic, isn't it?2. Do you have any big plans for summer vacation?I'm going to Hawaii if I have to ...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 05:34:00 PST

A "Bored Out of My Skull" Survey

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?Yeah, like a lifetime ago before I became a prude.Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?A vast differenceHas anybody ...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:43:00 PST

Reassessments and Spring Cleaning, A and B

I spent the day with Liam, playing with him, napping with him and taking care of him this morning.  He wasn't feeling well. I dropped him off tonight at six o'clock for his week at Eric's.  ...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 04:22:00 PST

A Brilliant Evening

For once, there is no angst to vent besides the typical ongoing distresses. Last night, I got to chat with Dave and see him in all his gorgeous glory on cam.  I slept reasonably well, dreame...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:09:00 PST

Vixens Valentines Day Survey

1. Are you single or taken?Quite taken by a man I'm quite taken with 2. Chocolate or flowers?The kids have given both to me. The flowers were and still are usually a handful of  half squashed dan...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:31:00 PST

Another Survey jacked from My Nephew, Silk

..> . Body: 1. Are you in a relationship?Indeed I am. Long distance but still the best I've had.2. Who is the fakest person you know?There are some pretty fake people I know, but the fakest... Tha...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 06:33:00 PST

Survey, Yippee Skippee

..> Think you're experienced? Think again. HAVE YOU EVER... Gone streaking?: yes but it was an emergency and I'm hoping all that was noticed was a blur.  Snuck out?: sure did...ended up wit...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:05:00 PST

A Survey Concerning VD Courtesy of Silk

This is a Valentine's truth survey. So don't lie:1. do you like anyone?A bit beyond like, I'd say2. Are you flirty?Absolutely not. I am the most reserved, uptight, frigidly repressed woman you'll ever...
Posted by Big Daddy's coolchickybaby on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:09:00 PST