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If I could just feel your touch, could I be free?

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About Me

I am Ben. I am nothing without Jesus. I love him more than anything. I am random, witty, a smart a**, sweet, caring, loving.... I am real. I can't stand people who are fake. Music is my entire life. without it I would die. I am extremely passionate about music. Making it, playing it, listening to it. I used to be in a band called Unabandoned. You've probably never heard of us .. that's ok .. neither have we. myspace.com/unabandoned. I played drums, you should check it out. I don't get offfended easily or mad easily, unless you hit certain buttons. those buttons are really hard to find, so you could probably just never worry about making me mad or offended. I like the rain, I like to sit in the rain and just let it soak me.... it's awesome. sometimes i can ramble on for hours about stufff that i am passionate about. I am extremely outgoing... yet somewhat shy at the same time. I always mean what I say, and almost always say what I mean... unless I am confused. I contradict myself sometimes, ok a lot. I love meeting new people. It bothers me when people don't respond to messages. I have ADD sometimes ... really bad. It's hard for me to focus some days, some days it's hard for me not to focus. I love to be creative. Creativity basically runs my life. If someone where to take my creativity away I would probably shrivel up and and die. I love to write poetry... even if it doesn't make sense to you .. it's my heart and soul and feelings being melded into ink on paper. It's my way of getting my feelings out. Me writing poetry or the like is like me opening my heart and mind and letting words and letters and phrases spill out openly onto blank paper. I am working on becoming a recording engineer/producer one day, I am doing it for myself. Ten years from now, I will own a successful business doing what I love to do more than anything. If i pick on you ... don't take it personally .. it's my way of letting you know that i like you. I love concerts. I go to church at TLC David Crowder is a genius. My best friends are my family .. I would do anything for them. Some of them i have been through unimaginable things with, they know everything about me, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Pick a fight with my friends and you pick a fight with me. I will never have a favorite band or a favorite song so don't ask. I do however have a favorite band/song usually at any given point that I can't stop listening to. That usually lasts about a week, than it changes. Yes i do listen to and like every band that is in my music section. I still love cartoons, especially all the classics. I am human, I make mistakes constantly. I don't upset easily, I am extremely laid back, if something goes wrong i get over it and deal with it, the whole process usually takes about 2 minutes. I smile a lot, I joke a lot, but i know when to be serious. If i am not smiling, there's probably something wrong, or i just have something on my mind. I tend to think about 7 or 8 things all at once. weird I know... but that's how my mind works. I have an excellent memory, but i tend to forget things easily. I am very driven at the things i put my mind to. When I am deterined to do something.. I do it, and do it well. I am excellent with technology. I love it. I don't know why or how i know the things i do.... I was born with a circuit bored in my hand. I can take electronic devices that i have never seen before and figure everything out about them... most of the time. don't try to set limits on what i can do or achieve... cause i will normally just break them. I lived in Nashville for six months. I loved it. If I had the opportunity and could take my friends with me, I would go back right now. I now live in Cordova tn. I love my family. I have awesome parents who love me and who I love dearly. If you want to know something about me ask. Anything at all, Everything at all, seriously. I'll be completely honest.
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My Interests

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Likes/Loves
-Music
-Technology
-computers
-myspace
-collegehumor.com
-ebaumsworld.com
-aimlessly wandering around walmart trying to find new ways to get kicked out.... it's a lot harder than it sounds =)
-hiding undershelves at walmart jumping out and scaring the crap outta people that walk by
-cookie dough ice cream
-cheescake
-cold weather
-music
-Jesus
-drums
-girls that play drums
-girls
-photoshop
-cafepress.com/waxarmy
-school
-causing people to look at me weird and wondering what the heck is wrong with me =)
-Macintosh computers
-thunderstorms
-my car
-driving
-music
-Dr pepper Dislikes
-rudeness
-fake people
-making bad grades
-feeling i didn't do my best
-being sick
-people thinking i actually care about stuff that really has no interest to me whatsoever but yet they keep going on and on and on about it when i oviously lost interest like two years ago
-people who are constantly depressed and pessimistic for no reason
-poeple who think they are better than you because of what they drive/eat/wear/listen to/etc/you fill in the blank
-people who can't drive
-being irritable
-getting irratated at being in an irratable mood
-gettin too much sleep
-laying around the house not doing anything all day long

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Orderliness |||||||||| 33%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse || 10%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||| 23%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
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Things I look for in a girl. -- Loves God, likes music, fun, funny, good personality, smile, eyes, someone that can be themselve around me and doesn't feel that they have to try and be something they're not around me. someone that will accept me for who i am and not try to chang me.
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Conservative - You take a conservative stance on most issues and aren't shy about saying so. Your political views are an important component of who you are.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.
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1. Conservative
2. Religious
3. Athletic
4. Adventurous
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Traditional
7. Outgoing
8. Romantic
9. Funny
10. Sensual
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Conservative
3. Traditional
4. Athletic
5. Practical
6. Romantic
7. Adventurous
8. Funny
9. Intellectual
10. Shy

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Music:

My favorite and arguably the best funk rock band of all time has got to be Led Zeppelin. No one even comes close. My other fav bands are as follows in random unpaticular no order -- U2, audioslave, dave crowder band, delirious, toby mac, thornley, breaking benjamin, led zepplin, dc talk, coheed and cambria, earthsuit, dave matthews band, 311, pink floyd, prince, crossfade, Vertical Horizon, Dashboard Confesionals, velvet revolver, Incubus, third day, third eye blind, phish, string cheese incident, nickleback (their second cd when they actually made some good songs that is), switchfoot, avril lavigne, Kelly Clarkson, Mourning september, some cold stuff, lifehouse, fallout boy, george clinton, i love disco, james brown, sevendust, korn, notice that 3 doors down is NOT on this list, yellow card, dream theatre, rush, shinedown, PATIENT ZERO, POD, LikinPark, Story of the year, Jason Mraz, OAR, Stone Temple Pilots, Taproot, Unwritten Law, Johnathan Moon, John Mayer, AC/DC, Aerosmith, NIN, Audioslave, the black crows, Steve Miller band, Cake, Chevelle, Cypress Hill, Delirious, Bethany Dillon, PILLAR, Kutless, and many many more that your not allowed to konw about .. or i just can't remember right now .. either way your not finding out. =) HEY CHECK OUT THE BAND ALTERED. THEY FREAKIN ROCK!!! /b.

Movies:

The forty year old virgin, eraser, wedding crashers, the trasporter, the bourne identity, spiderman, spiderman two, xmen, xmen two, and i am sure xmen three, tommy boy, dumb and dumber, dumb and dumberer, stewie the untold story, Mr and Mrs smith, meet the parents, meet the faukers, kicking and screaming, elf, then passion of the christ, 12 monkeys, all the austin powers series, all the american pie series, old school, american beauty, american history X, appollo thirteen, a beatiful find, die hard series, the emperrors new groove, the gernerals daughter, basic, face off, the fugitive, the family man, harry potter series, idependance day, idiana jones, the matrix, men in black, my cousin vinny, mystery men, GARDEN STATE, pulp fiction, rain man, saving private ryan, saving silverman, black sheep, balck hawk down, we were soldiers, shrek, the sixth sense, toy story, and a lot more

Television:

CSI, Family Guy -- the funniest show ever, futurama -- the other funniest show ever, the simpsons, king of the hill, cartoons rock,

Books:

Nancy Drew

Heroes:

My biggest hero would have to be Jesus Christ. Cause i mean he saved the whole world with one act of love and well ,, you just can't get any better than that. =), My dad for showing me by example how to be a real man, and how to be a Godly man.

My Blog

Camp video with lighting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pN7iOAsiUEs Hey check out this video that Paul Braunie made at camp. I programed the lighting to coordinate with the video. Hope you like it.Check out www.you...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:47:00 PST

Freedom Rings

falling face forward waiting for your touch feeling your presence surround me.unbelieveable grace, flows down like rain, washing me white, washing me clean.what have I done that I should deserve this ...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:24:00 PST

Sittin on the Edge

Sittin on the edge waiting for this to be,Every word said Waiting to hear,Hoping this is real, Believeing is seeing.Anxious and ready but enjoying the wait,Sitting on the edge waiting for this to be,I...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 08:59:00 PST

A Friend

This is something that I wrote about 4 years ago when one of my really good friends, and probably my most influencial mentor passed away.  His name was Gary Cline.  I miss him a lot, and can...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 09:35:00 PST

Destin Flordia Pictures .. yaah check them out

Balcony pic 1Balcony pic 2Balcony pic 3balcony pic 4Balcony pic 5Bart and JacobJamie .. i thinkDrew Balcony .. againLisa, Melissa, David, Bart, and JaredOur room with the band setupDrewBack porch...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:46:00 PST

<BIG>CHECK THIS OUT</BIG>

I put you on just like a wedding dress

So I found this song on a friends profile.  And I have to admit, I didn't pay much attention to it at first.  But the tone of it just happen to catch my ear.  So I turned it up and list...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:05:00 PST

what's wrong with this picture?

Look at me I can walk on my own. I don't think I need you now, So you can just leave me alone. It's inconvenient now to bring you along I'll just leave you here, I'll be back when something goes wr...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 10:18:00 PST

incoharent ramblings...that make sense to few

Lord i am so tired, i just want to rest.When is this over, when does this stop?I want to quit, i want to scream.I hurt so much, it's bursting in my chest.Guide me to the place you want me to be.Lord i...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 09:49:00 PST

working progress

So close, but so far away, If I could just reach out and touch you all my pain would be washed away. Why do you leave, why aren't you hear when i need you? I am so lost, what do i do? Have you left...
Posted by If I could just feel your touch, could I be free? on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 07:48:00 PST