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About Me

I'm Erik
I'm going to school to become a vet tech
If I had it in for the sun this shit would be nocturnal.

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special Layout courtesy of
MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCEHeres where I will be posting my visual art from now on. http://www.hellaswell.com/artists/visual/erikzak/

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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My Blog

poerty of mine

A heart in my hand.A heart in my handit burns like a fireit pulses as strong as the seaso much strengthin this heart thats not mineso easy to destroyall one must dois say goodbyeto watch this heart di...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:48:00 GMT

my surroundings are failing me

So here I sit trying to write the outline for a 1200 word essay on the death penalty for my english class and I'm finding it extremely hard to put my head in the right mindset. Maybe it's the fact my ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 04:04:00 GMT

Smiles and rainbows and shit.

So any of you who have know me for a few years or more most likely laughed when you heard me tell you my plan of going to college. In the back of my head I didn't believe myself either. Butttt.....I f...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:00:00 GMT

No apology can do.

Due to recent events in which I have totally fucked up everything I've come to the realization that I can't deal with my anxiety on my own anymore. I need to seek help, I'm breaking down inside and lo...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 02:13:00 GMT

Friends... you know .... the real ones.

Sooo lately I’ve been searching quite diligently for friends who are real true genuine friends. In the past week I’ve reunited with a few groups of friends I haven’t seen for what I ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 00:10:00 GMT

This Is.

Ive never kissed lips like yoursthey left me feeling a need for moreand by more I don't mean another kiss I mean I need more of this because this this is love and it's grip on me is stronger than any ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 14:35:00 GMT

tag your it.

TAG.....BITCH Here's how you play: once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 8 people to be tagged, ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 21:29:00 GMT

a poem or two

1.I hate that i hateAnd cant stand to be lovedI express only pain and experience only sorrowself inflicted in every way is the ailment i speak of today2. a heart in my hand it burns like a fire i...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 22:56:00 GMT

Hope

A moment of weakness not based upon a lack of strength but based on an absence of hope. Hope that tomorrow brings a brighter day. Hope that the smile i wear will never again be forced in an attempt to...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:03:00 GMT

what am i

I don't know why i think writing will help me right no wit will only stir up the evil inside my head i deal with everydayI need help, and not a few trips to the therapist i know myself i will create a...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 03:03:00 GMT