Dark Angel Lover

I'd like to meet:

who do i really wanna meet? hmm lemme see..... well, there's Brian. known him since he was like 22. he's really cute, and unlike other guys who jus wanna hop into bed wit cha, he not only listens, but responds too isn't that kewl! i never met a guy who wouldn't wanna jump me lol and then there's DJ (dadi jason) i call him dadi cuz he a HOT daddy to a lil girl. lemme tell ya he's the most stubbornest blond i've known, but he's alright. then there's Cupid... where is that lil luvin baby? i wanna tear him limb from him for all the heart breaks i've had since junior high. CUPiD MUST DIE!!!! then there's lots of celebs i'd wanna meet...
UPDATE 9/02/2006:: ok i decided to update this thing again. why??? i dunno. i included everyone i wanna meet already like Scott, Brian, DJ, Goofy and some celebrities. and of course some of my co-workers. well, can't really mix business wit pleasure. especially now that i'm 18 and there's some new hires in the buffet... well, um, yea. damn it! why'd i have to turn 18 so soon??? cuz there are some coworkers i do think are cute and would wanna date. but see, then there's the whole stagitory rape thing, so i cna't really do much bout that. if possible, i do date one of my co-workers, it would only be kissin and huggin and the safe shit. and lastly, since they died when i was little, i wanna meet my grandparents. my grandma murkins form my dad's side of the family and my grandpa on my mom's side. then there's of course Keiko, the killer whale (orca) that played willy in all FREE WILLY movies.UPDATE September 19, 2006:: ok, ok, i decided to update this part again. personaly, i wanna meet someone who can keep me entertained. who can keep me goin. im not really that outgoing, but occasionally i do like to go out and shop, since that's like the only place i can get to is the mall. someone who's not only funny, but smart. who can not only listen, but respond when i tell him something emotional or serious bout it. im not lookin for sex, cuz even tho ima V, i don't wanna lose it to jus anyone. i have someone in mind, but he's not in the state at the moment. but anyways, what im lookin for is someone to hang out wit, someone who i can get along wit. who sorta likes the same things i do. the only MUST i require is that you MUST like cats... or at least tolerate them. i do like dogs, but ive raised cats my whole life. still gotta have that kid in him so ya gotta take some of my dry jokes or at least watch some cartoons... not jus anime 24/7. i guess this is where i get picky. CANNOT be overweight or "special" or a... jus a horny dog. again, im not lookin for a sex partner, jus someone to fill in the loving/caring gaps that my distant boyfrend can't fill at the moment. can't be a complete gamer, cuz even tho i sypathize wit tru gamers, i do require a lot of attention cuz my fam sure as hell don't give it to me. hmmmmmmm i AM tryin to stay away from guys in the service cuz i had a bad past wit some, but i dunno. if i feel even a lil spark between us, ill give ya dudes in the military a try. but not guaranteein a success. i mean, military guys i've met are cute and also butt ugly, but most of the pages ive seen of military guys are HOT, so... if you at least try to stay in shape or have an average/decent body, that's good. i think thats agout it. sooo... i dunno, if you wanna kno what else im lookin for, gotta gimme a hint of the kinda person YOU are cuz to tell ya the truth, i ain't really that bright. my common sense doesn't kick in that easily as to other times when it does. UPDATE February 12, 2007::

i want to meet... a cowboy !!!

Music:

i like all kinds of music. well, except jazz or classical. i luv country, rap, rock, pop, R&B, hip-hop

Movies:

THE LOST BOYS, VAN HELSING, LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY, COACH CARTER, HITCH, 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN, ACCEPTED, DIARY OF A MAD BLACK WOMAN, STEP UP, LONGSHOT, CHRONICLES OF NARNIA, THE PACIFIER, SANTA CLAUSE & SANTA CLAUSE 2, CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, FREE WILLY TRILOGY, LITTLE MERMAID, NEW YORK MINUTE, MY BABBY DADDY, WEDDING PLANNER, HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS, MONSTER-IN-LAW, ELLA ENCHANTED, 13 GOING ON 30, DR. DOLITTLE TRILOGY, THE COVENANT, UNDERWORLD, UNDERWORLD REVOLUTION, DATE MOVIE, TAKE THE LEAD, CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN, CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN 2, A GOOFY MOVIE, AN EXTREMELY GOOFY MOVIE, RUGRATS IN PARIS & RUGRATS GO WILD, WILD THORNBERRIES MOVIE, MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGER THE MOVIE & OTHER POWER RANGR MOVIES (YEA, YOU HEARD ME! I LIKE POWER RANGERS EVER SINCE I WAS LIL), SNOW WHITE & THE SEVEN DWARFS, AMERICAN WEREWOLF IN PARIS/LONDON, 8 MILE, JAILBAIT, ... ETC
... i like almost any kida of movies. comedy of course! drama, romance, musical (disney) and some horror movies. if i watch horror movies, it has to be about vampires or werewolves or both. i won't watch anything else. i've also seen "an american werewolf in paris and london", "orca" that killer whale out for revenge.... you kno, that movie! lol and also seen some other vampire movies back when mom and i had Direct TV. they were pretty cool.

Television:

i love lucy, i dream of genie, pimp my ride, general hospital, full house, family matters, boy meets world, charmed, what i like about you, pepper dennis, disney shows, law and order SVU & CI & old skewl L&O plus lots more!
lately when im not at work i'm watchin disney shows and MTV's REAL WORLD (sad i never got to see EVERY episode from Key West) and Law & Order. when i get home from work late at nite it's usually Law & Order: Criminal Intent & Special Victims Unit. wanna kno what's creepy? well, before i turned 18, most of the svu episodes were of pedophiles. and one day when i was at work, there was this episode of Dr. Phil that was on in the breakroom and it was about Pedophiles and how many registered sex offenders were in the area.
k, i decided t update this on 9-15-06:: y'all gotta check out my new fave car-related tv show (next to Mtv's PIMP MY RIDE) it's called TRICK MY TRUCK and it's on CMT, yea the country channel. there's this hot artist named RYNO and he's freakin ass good at his work. lemme say he can paint me any day lol he's done an amazing paint job on the rigs, but you can check out more of his work on his official site . did i mentio nhis work is unbelievable??? well, if i did then im sure i already mentioned he's FREAKIN HOT! i kno i dont norm go for da thick fells, but Ryno IS the exception.UPDATE February 11, 2007:: ok i decided to add a lil to this. i jus started to actually paying attention to whats on the tvs at work, and the only good thing thats on em when im out on the floor is Pro Bull Riding. damn, how do they do it, say on a bucking bull for 8 seconds. sadly, i only getta watch PBR on sundays, at least thats when i actually kno when its on. my cable box is on the fritz again, so im back to basic cable w/ no on-screen menu. awwww but hot damn, bull ridin, not only does it NOT look like fun, but it gives ya a thrill watchin it. i guess you can compare it to those people who get all hyped up on baseball/basketball/football... PBR is my thrill.
BABY GOT BACK... WHITE HOTTIE DANCIN

Books:

i jus finished my first book in te longest time ever. it's called The Love Spell and it's pretty interesting. i bought it like the week before Valentines day and i couldn't put it down ever since. i didn't read it every waking second i only read it in my spare time at skewl and at work. i found reading books at home was pretty... i dunno. but anyways i don't wanna tell ya what it's about, but i found i could relate to her. she had her heart broken by who she thought was her soulmate and slowly moved on. it took her a while to find her "soulmate" and Phyllis, the author, spent a few chapters on him... him bein a few years older than the main character (like me and Scott). it's pretty interesting. when i had finished it i was kinda disappointed cuz she main character, finds this guy at a carnival, and they make love and her last paragraph leaves you with a conversation with her friends, and i was like "awww... i wanna kno what happens next. if she ever hooked up wit that guy or not". but yea, i suggest that if you're into wiccan or think you believe in tru love or the whole "soulmate" deal or jus had yer heart broken or jus got into a relationship, go read this book you jus mite relate to it like i did. FYI she does go into a lil detail of her characters intercourse with the men she meets. so i guess she intended it to be for MATURE AUDIENCES
UPDATE February 11, 2007:: so i finished like 2 or 3 books since the last time i wrote this part. i read "Midnight Moon" and "The Cowboy" and both were awsome books. if youve been keepin up-to-date on my blogs, i wrote a bit bout each book in there. if yer new and jus readin this to find out more bout me, "Midnight Moon" was bout this lady who lost her only child and got into voodoo and all this weird magic bout believing in waking the dead and all and ends up in this hot place in the middle of no where on the search for this voodoo preist who has the power to wake the dead. he's an evil voodoo preist. but as her guide is a good lookin scruffy american whos been hidin out in this town for who knos how long. well... i dunno what else to say bout it, its a romance book, sooooooo yea. so if yer into witches & voodoo preists anf believing in bin able to wake the dead and make them walk the earth and all... then go check it out. its pretty interesting. i finished it, believe it or not, within 3-5 days. the other book, "the Cowboy" is 4 novels in one. all bout sexy lookin cowboys having their way, in bed, wit their women. damn were those scenes wild!!!! lol most of them were bout cowboys in rodeos and i think sumthin else, but i dont remember. each mini-book was titled "Wild Ride (Vonna Harper), Cowboy In Paradise (PJ Mellor), Saddle Sore (Nelissa Donovan) & Rodeo Man (Nikki Alton)" so ladies, if yer into cowboys or have been fantasizin bout them like i have, the go pick up this book. in my personal opinion, "Cowboy In Paradise" was the hottest & steamiest of the 4 in this book.

Heroes:

my hero(es) would have to be non-human. as in they're animals. first and foremost is my first cat EVER, Spike (girl). i had her since i was lil and she stayed wit me til i was into my teens. awwww i miss my Spikey! she gave me many many litters. sadly the damn raccoons got to most of em, but the ones who survived i named. second of all is Sunflower, my parakeet. i had her since, gee, i can't remember how long it's been. feels like forever. i kno i had her since mom and i lived in the Outlook Apartments on Ridgetop Blvd. i love TRYING to have a convo wit her wit chirps and shit lol. lastly, i'd gotta include my baby Boo (girl) who came into my life after all of Spike's litters ran away, fought til their last breath so on and so forth. Boo gave me Tiny, her very first kitten (her first preggo was only Tiny, wierd, huh?) not to mention she gave me Skye and Lucky and Oddball. OB was the most curious and playful one when they were kittens. then Skye ran away or a raccoon got her. it was Oddball and Lucky left. then they grew apart but still stayed at home wit me cuz they got so much love from me. then OB wanted to explore his territory further,, that's round when i got my job, he started comin home every other week and then he stopped coming all together. and it was jus me and Lucky left..... FYI it is still Lucky, Sunflower and me remaining and i'm not giving up either of them. family is always tryin to take Sunflower away from me and i ain't givinher up for anyone or any reason. Lucky, she's like her brother, wantin to explore her territory. so i see her every now and then or every other day.P.S. i guess i should say my parents are my heroes cuz dad got me Spike and Boo. Mom got me Sunfloer (and Ted, her brother who died one halloween after he escaped his cage one day). if it weren't for them, i wouldnt've had my best friends.
Here's a quote from the movie "Coach Carter" released in 2005
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Sir, I just wanna say thank you. You saved my life. but most of all Andrew and Eric are my hero's. Pwned by Andrew and Eric, feds, you know what to do.