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Fearless on my breath

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"Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper." -CSMI'm extreme. I'm shy, talkative, outgoing, organized, thrifty, wasteful, moody, emotional, wild, weird, funny, deep, oversensitive, unique, trendy, assertive and passive. I love being alone and I love being with a crowd of people. I wish staring wasn't impolite because it is one of my favorite things to do. I'm a people watcher- observant. I get lost watching people. I'm loyal- My family and friends come first in my life. I would do anything for them. I love randomness, writing, deep conversation, and thunderstorms. I could stay up all hours of the night and keep myself entertained with horror movies, poetry, and music. I find inspiration in everything, and everyone... I love meeting new people.
I dislike self righteous people, users, backstabbers, egotists and hypocrites.
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:
Basics:
Name: Amanda
Date of Birth: 11-5-83
Birthplace: Michigan
Current Location: Michigan
Eye Color: Blue-green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'4"
Heritage: English, Irish, some other stuff...
Piercings: Nose, Tongue, Labret, Tragus, Industrial, Eyebrow
Tattoos: 4
Favourite:
Band/Singer: My Chemical Romance, Blue October, Tori Amos, Nickelback, Garbage
Song: Right now, "HRSA" by Blue October.. Lots of all time favorties
Movie: Ghost Ship, High Tension, Halloween (2007), Hostel 2, The Exorcist, Freddy, Jason, Skeleton Key, Brokedown Palace, Outbreak, Titanic, Mean Girls, Girl Interrupted, The Queen, Manic, Hocus Pocus, Crash, Napoleon Dynomite, Scary Movie 2, The Craft, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Hotel Rwanda
Disney Movie: Beauty and the Beast, Finding Nemo, Toy Story, Cars
TV show: House, Law and Order SVU, Family Guy, Simpsons, X-Files
Color: Pink
Food: Mexican
Pizza topping: Cheese and Pepperoni
Ice-Cream Flavor: No ice cream for me
Drink (alcoholic): Amaretto Sour
Soda: Coke
Store: Target
Clothing Brand: Any
Shoe Brand: Sketchers
Season: Fall
Month: October
Holiday/Festival: Halloween
Flower: Peach roses
Make-Up Item: Foundation is a must but I love eyeliner
Board game: No bored game.. I like Yahtzee, Apples to Apples, Skip-Bo, Uno
This or That
Sunny or rainy: Either.. but not too sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: In persone
Looks or personality: Personality
Coffee or tea: Neither
Hot or cold: Cold
Your:
Goal for this year: I really only make daily goals. I don't like making long term goals.
Most missed memory: Being young and carefree.
Best physical feature: Lips
First thought waking up: Cigarette
Hypothetical personality disorder: Borderline
Preferred type of plastic surgery: None
Sesame street alter ego: I hate Sesame Street with a passion
Fairytale alter ego: None
Most stupid remark: Don't know
Worst crime: Murder
Greatest ambition: Just to live.
Greatest fear: Disease
Darkest secret: If I told.. then it wouldn't be a secret. No, really there's nothing about me someone, somewhere doesn't know
Favorite subject: Metaphysics.
Strangest received gift: Never got anything strange
Worst habit: Smoking
Do You:
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Yes
Curse: Yes
Shower daily: Yes
Like thunderstorms: Favorite
Dance in the rain: Yes
Sing: Yes
Play an instrument: No
Get along with your parents: Sometimes
Wish on stars: No
Believe in fate: Sometimes
Believe in love at first sight: No
Can You:
Drive: Yes
Sew: No
Cook: Yes
Speak another language: No
Dance: No
Sing: Yes
Touch your nose with your tongue: No
Whistle: Yes
Curl your tongue: Yes
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: Yes
Been Stoned/High: Yes
Eaten Sushi: No
Been in Love: Yes
Skipped school: Yes
Made prank calls: Yes
Sent someone a love letter: Yes
Stolen something: Yes
Cried yourself to sleep: Yes
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Egotists
Are you right or left handed? Right
What is your bedtime? Whenever
Name three things you can't live without: Freedom, Writing, My nephews
What is the color of your room? White
Do you have any siblings? Two sisters
Do you have any pets? My cat, Zoe
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? No way
What is you middle name? None
What are you nicknames? Deeda
Do you have a crush on anyone? Dr. House
Are you afraid of the dark? No
How do you want to die? Quick and painless
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? I can go through a lot of the freezie pop things.
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes, absolutely
What is the last law you’ve broken? Marijuana laws
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Brown
Height Taller than me
Weight Not too skinny
Most important physical feature: Eyes
Biggest turn-off Being needy, Arrogance, BO, Nasty teeth
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My Interests


"My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can." -Cary Grant
Drive-In, Hookah, Summer BBQ's and Bon Fires, My nephews sports, The Paranormal, Ghost Hunting, Shopping, Bars, Thunderstorms, Movies, Music, Writing, Poetry, My cat, Soduku, Yahtzee, Board Games, Garage Sales, Thrift Stores, Learning new things, Baggo, Poker, Quiet nights, Songstar, PS2, The Sims, Journanling, Handwriting, Celebrity Gossip, Organizing, Reminiscing good times, Concerts, Taking random pictures, Deep Conversation, Haunted Housing in October, Spring Rain, Detroit Tigers, Detroit Pistons, Long car rides, The glitter of snow, The Occult

I'd like to meet:



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Music:



"Music's the medicine of the mind". -John A. Logan
3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, Alanis Morissette, Amy Winehouse, Anna Nalick, Annie Lennox, Audioslave, Augustana, Avril Lavigne, Bif Naked, Blink-182, Blue October, Buckcherry, Bullet For My Valentine, Celtic Woman, Charlotte Martin, Christina Aguilera, Coheed and Cambria, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Cranberries, Cute is What We Aim For, Danny Elfman, Dashboard Confessional, Daughtry, Death Cab for Cutie, Default, Dido, Edgewater, Eisley, Evanescence, Everlast, Fall Out Boy, Feist, Finger Eleven, Fiona Apple, Fleetwood Mac, Flogging Molly, Frou Frou, Garbage, Gnarls Barkley, Godsmack, Goldfrapp, Goo Goo Dolls, Green Day, Gwen Stefani, HIM, Heather Nova, Hellogoodbye, Hinder, Hole, Hollywood Undead, Imogen Heap, Incubus, Jack Off Jill, Jem, Lifehouse, Lily Allen, Linkin Park, Maria Mena, Marilyn Manson, Mark Snow, Maroon 5, Massive Attack, Matchbox 20, Meatloaf, Metric, Muse, NIN, Natasha Beddingfield, Nelly Furtado, Nickelback, Nirvana, No Doubt, October Fall, Ozzy, POD, Panic! At the Disco, Papa Roach, Paula Cole, Philip Glass, Placebo, Plain White T's, Plumb, REM, Radiohead, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Regina Spektor, Rob Zombie, Sarah McLachlan, Save Ferris, Secondhand Serenade, Sheryl Crow, Simple Plan, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Staind, Switchfoot, System of a Down, TATU, Taking Back Sunday, The All-American Rejects, The Beautiful Girls, The Decemberists, The Fray, The Hush Sound, The Killers, The Postal Service, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,The Spill Canvas, The White Stripes, Thousand Foot Krutch, Three Days Grace, Tool, Tori Amos, Trapt, Weezer, Yeah Yeah Yeah's

Movies:


"Horror is beyond the reach of psychology". -Theodor Adorno
DeRailed, Stay Alive, Girl Interrupted, Manic, The Hills Have Eyes, Brokedown Palace, Silent Hill, Napoleon Dynamite, Crash, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, White Oleander, High Tension, Mean Girls, Outbreak, Nightmare Before Christmas, Hocus Pocus, Skeleton Key, The Exorcist, Saw 1-3, Sometimes in April, Hotel Rwanda, The Craft, Scary Movie 1-4, Ghost Ship, American History X, Romeo and Juliet, Finding Nemo, Gothika, Titanic, Hard Candy, 28 Days

Television:


"Television: chewing gum for the eyes". -Frank Lloyd Wright
House, Law and Order SVU, X-Files, Family Guy, Simpsons, Criminal Minds, Nip/Tuck, Medium, Supernatural, Ghost Hunters, Glenn Beck, Intervention, My Name Is Earl, Sarah Silverman, Numbers, The Unexplained, Decoding The Past, Hystories Mysteries

Books:


"A good book on your shelf is a friend that turns its back on you and remains a friend". -Author Unknown
Catcher In The Rye, Prozac Nation, Becoming Anna, The Lost Boy, A Child Called It, The Bell Jar, The Lovely Bones, The journals of Sylvia Plath, Any books on the paranormal

Heroes:


"My mom is a neverending song in my heart of comfort, happiness, and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune." -Graycie Harmon
My Mother, My nephews, Josh and Brian and various other people.

My Blog

5 Seconds

I've walked through destiny walking away Flawed my state of mind Unfound state of grace This decade will be no different Years of wasted ink Squinted smiles and depth in ever changing eyes About as st...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:54:00 PST

7

We feed our demons with tearsAnd selfish prideShe said it was about greedI thought it would be a special dayMaybe I don't know as much as I once thought I didConstant congratulations get old so quickl...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:33:00 PST

10

I find own my connectionBut I am lostSo very lostI can't trade in Mother for loveBut about prideI lackMy hidden effortsHidden curiosityI can't hush the rapid cycleThe slepless crushes crush my dreamsY...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:32:00 PST

Steady On

Perplexity isn't a solution I favor the rain Thunder thrashing above my head Time is so surreal Can't I be phobic for a while? The monotony of structure, order My disorder I'm waiting on my tedious r...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 05:48:00 PST

::Poetry:: One Final Moment

I'd give it all for one final momentWhat if it had no reason?I'd never swallowAnd my knuckles would have been bloody at thirteenIt would only take one timeAnd I would have lived the lie perfectlyUnti...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:26:00 PST

::Poetry:: Fourteen

  Feeble flesh falling from my bonesFondle my fears no moreMy body will belong to meFake out the fading lightFight you I refuseStatistic not sadisticThe little girlThe boogeymanYou saliva isn't ...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:52:00 PST

::Poetry:: Masochistic Lullaby

  Sleep now Sleep Dream of the snow The flakes falling on my tongue In the winter haze I watch I watch my blade Dancing Dancing to a masochistic lullaby on my skin Trickles of tortured self-wor...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:43:00 PST

Poetry

Maybe I couldnt see Maybe I was more consumed with the knot Drowning in Narcissism is more tame than I thought Who was the first one I praised? Give me mere mortal credit I didnt ask, I didnt expect ...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 12:44:00 PST

::Poetry::

The world divides as we are tornFate wasn't fond of what we thought was realMy flaw, my fault And I have no causeI only find myself hanging in this very momentI'm sleeping through much of MarchYou had...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:39:00 PST

So Well ::Poetry::

I thought it would be an obsessionI never meant for the cradle to fallSo well it isSo wellExcuses do not rationalize the factThe swelling subsided for a short timeMy mouth is catching up with meBut wh...
Posted by Fearless on my breath on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 02:21:00 PST