ShutUrFace

HEY! IM JESSICA AND I LIVE IN PHELAN,CA! WACk! JUST DIRT, AND NO WHERE TO GO! I CANT COMPLAIN CAUSE ILL BE LIVING MY DREAM UP HERE SHORTLY AFTER GRADUATION AND LEAVIN THIS EVERYONE KNOWS YOU SMALL LITTLE TOWN! I PLAN ON BECOMING A COSMETOLOGIST AND EITHER MAKIN A CAREER IN HoLLYWEIRD, OR OUT OF STATES LIKE COLORADO(ITS BEAUTIFUL OUT THERE)! I REALLY DONT PLAN ON LIVING HERE LONG BUT HARD TO BELIEVE I WILL MISS IT, LOTS OF GOOD MEMORIES HERE!LOTS OF FRIENDS WHO'VE CAME AND WENT.....AND JUS SOME GOOD TIMES!! I HAVE A BIG FAMILY THAT I LOVE TOO DEATH AND WOULD DO ANYTHING 4! PRETTY AVEREAGE ID SAY! GOT 3 BROTHERS(MIKE,RICK,JOEY) GOT 4 SISTERS(RACHEAL,KATY,MELISSA,NICOLE) ITS NICE KNOWIN THERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN U NEED THEM, BUT HAVIN 3 BROTHERS IS HARD, AT LEAST HAVIN GUY FRIENDS WHO COME OVER AND GET ASKED A MILLION QUESTIONS, BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT BROTHERS DO!! SISTERS JUST SAY IF THERE CUTE OF NOT, NO PROBLEMO THERE! IM 17 YEARS OLD! IM IRISH*,GERMAN*,POLISH*,DUTCH*,AND ENGLISH*! I WOULDNT SAY IVE HAD A HARD LIFE BUT IVE HAD SOME PRETTY ROUGH TIMES! JUST ONE DAY AT A TIME AND PUT THE PAST BEHIND U AND MOVE ON, CANT CHANGE IT NOW! I HAVE 9 CATS,2 HORSES,1 BIRD,1 TURTLE,AND 6 DOGS! I LOVE CATS AND DOGS! MY FAVORITE NUMBER IS 6 AND ALSO 24! FAVORITE COLOR IS PINk,GREY AND BLACK! MY BIGGEST FEAR IS THE FUTURE,WHERE IM GOING TO END UP,AND WHO IM GOING TO END UP WITH!! AND WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN!ALSO THE THOUGHT OF LOSING MY FAMILY! MONEY OR HAPPINESS? ID SAY HAPPINESS AND I STICK TO IT!ID RATHER BE HAPPY AND HAVE NOTHING AT ALL THAN HAVE EVERYTHING AND NOT B HAPPY! I MEAN IM A SMALL TOWN GIRL, MOVED HERE AND THERE NEVER ANYWHERE BIG,SO MONEY ISNT A BIG DEAL TO ME, WHETHER I HAVE IT OR NOT WHETHER U HAVE IT OR NOT!NO BIG DEAL!! GOT A BADD ATTITUDE, IM STUBBORN, AND CONFUSING!!!!!if u cant handle me @ my worst..u dont deserve me @ my best!!