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We have all heard what we wanted to hear "Truth" that sounds right to our earsBut what wisdom is there within us To live based on the feeling of our hearts How many times has instinct let us down Never to be thought through Never to be questioned Say what you really mean When your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear?We speak of fighting to resist this world But what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain Then why are we all facing the same way? There is no difference between us and them If we all blindly seek truth from sentiments

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Dependance consumes. Controlled and distracted by a selfinflicted sickness. With every breath of the poison the habit intensifies and the attempt to stop weakens. Filth smoulders in the ashtray as you draw the vileness into your lungs. Killing yourself, subjecting others to the air that your smoke defiles. Cashing in on a cash crop, cashing in on your slow death for their financial gain. They create then feed a carcinogenic addiction that leads to selfdestruction. Cancer ravages the throat and lungs. A diseased heart fails. The pain was avoidable and yet this insanity is accepted as normal. The first genuine moments of remorse may be the last seconds of life. Coughing up blood, gasping for breath. Each one was a nail in your coffin. Inhale. Asphyxiate.

I'd like to meet:

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Looking in as an outsider I have seen you slip Are you really happy, or just trying to forget Every joyful moment is reciprocated by a desperate and lonely thought Force it out of your mind, shove it all inside If we all changed to the lifestyle You're suggesting, what would be the end result Would we be perfect, Plastic hiding our grief in a shell of a conscience until it bursts at the seams or would we be able to deny our frustration entrance and live a perfect existence Chemical cage, created around ourselves There is a balance, negativity needs to exist, pain needs to persist otherwise the moments of joy We experience would loose their relevance The creation is just a veil covering your self-destruction Everything you know is a lie

Movies:

.Sin City.

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i wish i could live by this...

good morals and the government of temper modesty and character piety and beneficence abstinence; not only from evil deeds, but even from evil thoughts simplicity in the way of living far removed fr...
Posted by i am on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 12:54:00 PST