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About Me

Amidst being thrown into an entirely new situation, it seems that there is a need for revision of this section...

The name is Neil Stanley, born and raised out of Henderson, KY...I think I am a true city boy at heart but I always find myself out in the country side of things...I'm might as well be a senior in college at Murray State University and I am majoring in Telecommunications Systems Management with an emphasis in Wireless Communication and Network Security. I assure you, it's not as complicated as it sounds, well, to me anyway. The college life has not been quite what I had expected, but I'm adjusting...life is what it is and all you can do is learn to adjust on the fly and run with what you have. School takes up a lot of time (I'm taking 18 hours) but there are still some good people that I can hang out with on occasion and now that I am 21 I could go to a bar if I wanted, but I don't think that the bar atmosphere is quite my cup of tea.

With all the insanity of school I managed to fall in love...I've been with Kiara for over a year now (if you know me, you are shocked) and it has been really hard this semester on us, but it's not the bad days that you remember, but the days that remind you what love is. I don't know what I would do or where I would be without her in my life, but all I can do is be thankful for every day I get to be with her.

School and Love aside....I'm just...me I guess...I love to go out and just be places, I can't stand being in one place too long or I get antsy and have to go somewhere else...I am a workaholic though it may not seem like it, I finally got a job on campus at the Helpdesk, that's going well, I like it, the people are cool and the people I have to help can make their own stories sometimes...I can't be late...I just can't...punctuality is something that I have to have, I'm early to everything that I go to, it's just how I roll...I love talking, you never know where your mind will go if you just start talking to people...I love talking about anything and everything no matter what the subject because people look at life in many different ways, and to see that truly astounds me...I have had quite the struggle with my faith as of late but it's not the faith part of it....I know what I believe, but no religion really sees eye to eye with it, I still attend a catholic church, but at the same time I feel like I don't belong when I am there...it's just an awkward struggle that I am trying to get a grasp on...I know that any relationship works two ways, and I know that God is talking to me, but I think I need to talk with God more often...

All and all, I'm just me, nothing more nothing less...love me hate me that choice is yours, no matter what I will always be here...

Neil Stanley

My Interests

Technology, Music, Human Weakness...Level of interest in no particular order...

I'd like to meet:

God...I bet he's a cool guy, I mean he brought me into this world and will always just listen...how can he be bad? (for the record, I KNOW he's not =D)

Someone famous, just to say I met them...

Music:

Anything with a decent beat and words that a radio wouldn't have to censor every second...

Movies:

Not a big movie watcher....(www.strikefile.com/myspace)

Television:

What is this box you speak of? I don't get into TV shows, I don't really have the time for television, but I really don't care either...

Books:

Harry Potter, and George Orwell...

Heroes:

God - He has brought me into the world, and he can take me out just as easily

My Blog

Directions

I don't know why you people read what I throw onto this page, I really don't.  But here we go again; my apparent quarterly rant about how life has been going and what-not.  For anyone who do...
Posted by Neil... on Mon, 21 May 2007 06:33:00 PST

Shadows

I am amused at the fact that people think they can figure me out. Everyone is naive in my opinion. Who I am inside of myself never changes but what I let you see is what you see. What you see is w...
Posted by Neil... on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 11:42:00 PST

Learning to Live

Never in my life have I had so much trouble trying to put into words how my life is going right now...No real trouble....but nothing really awesome...I sit in a world surrounded by work, online classe...
Posted by Neil... on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:41:00 PST

Revival

To Quote my last blog "The doors are locked and whats behind the doorwill definitely be changing..." It has been a little over a month since the numbness of life overtook me once again into a whirlwin...
Posted by Neil... on Wed, 10 May 2006 08:47:00 PST

Spring Break Fury Leaves Me Feeling Numb...

So...Spring Break 2006 is highlighted as follows:I got to see a bunch of friends that I hadn't in way too long, which was pretty awesome....I went out for FOURTEEN straight nights and did something wi...
Posted by Neil... on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 10:47:00 PST

Contemplative, yet Content....

So...right now everything is going very well with life, but with this happniess I have a theory about karma. For every good thing that happens to a person, something bad will happen to equal it out....
Posted by Neil... on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 10:56:00 PST

Questioning Faith

For the record, and before I sit here looking like an atheist, I AM a Christian, and I know that God is here for me, but sometimes, I just don't like the people who are "Closest to Him." For those...
Posted by Neil... on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 08:54:00 PST

All Apologies

This goes out to those who think they know me, as well as those who do.  I have been hiding from most of you, and some of you I have just lost contact with due to schedules, life, or maybe people...
Posted by Neil... on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 01:44:00 PST