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[lei]_{L@N!}

you never really expect NEW friends...to be OLD friends...when they're NEW...things that make ME go

About Me

let's not get too deep...
this IS just myspace after all...
i reside in LACEY washington...not OLY[that's across the street...;0)]
i gave birth to 3 of the cutest boys in the whole world Maleko,Makalewa,and Markei-Koa(yes watch out for them-breaking hearts in a town near YOU!)[and i also have ONE baby BATACAN on the way]
i have a BOOOOOOYfriend...his name is CHAD...you'll find him at Verizon slangin phones...he is OWEN's Daddy [the baby boy i've been carrying around for 9 months]we love eachother verrrrry much.
i have a few very close friends spread out throughout the country...every one of my close/best friends KNOWS who they are...and they don't NEED a shout out.
i have these homies that i kick it with...pretty much every weekend. it's always LAME! haha...just for me...cuz i just watch them all have fun...and it sucks.
i've lived here longer than i have ANYWHERE else...ever...and i hate it. i hate the weather...i hate how it's a damn high school reunion at every single bar/ "club"...i hate how it's filled with dirty females...i hate how lacey drama never dies...i just hate it...i vant to MOOOOOOVE! but...i know i won't...cuz the fam is all here...damn it. uggghhhhck...
well..i was gonna write more about my personality...but...i don't feel like it...and like i said...i have CHILDREN! so..off i go to be mommy...PEACE>

My Interests

love...kids...food...movies...funn...
culture
..

I'd like to meet:

these folks...they seem pretty cool....

Music:

i
love
muSICK!
feel good irie music...of course...it is my ♥

Movies:

Edward Norton,Kevin Spacey, Josh Hartnett,Adam Sandler,Matthew Maconahey(sp),John Travolta,Jim Carey,Matt Damon, Ashton Kutcher,T.I.(put any of these guys in a movie and i'm gonna watch it...fo sho!)

Reese Witherspoone,Cameron Diaz,Britney Murphy,Kate Hudson, Katie Holmes, that chic from Chasing Amy, that chic from heroes, Lindsay Lohan, Hillary Duff,and Drew Berrymoore...nuff said.

Television:

REBA, still standing, grounded for life, friends, will and grace, baby story,American Idol, America's best dance crew. . .and last but not least. . .the weather channel! Ha...those are my...change the channel and die shows! Lol...

Books:

lost in translation...♥

Heroes:

the homies...

My Blog

Lost. . .

Why risk everything? Why risk ANYthing? If something is nothing. . .then why is it there at all? Because it IS something. . .u have just renamed it nothing.if it was nothing it wouldnt be there. . .du...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:33:00 PST

one of THOSE girrrrrrls..

I am that girl... the one that has been looking for happily ever after... since the first time i watched cinderella... i am...in LOVE with LOVE and...i have spent my entire life...looking for...that r...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:28:00 PST

sad...

i can't take it anymore! why must you judge my life? why must you continue blaming me looking at me like i hold the knife that i don't even see stuck in your back yet you tell me that i'm killing you ...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Fri, 09 May 2008 08:31:00 PST

wow...this is sumthin seeeerious! ha!

with every second that ticks away my heart beats faster thinking only of you you are my hearts master.   with every minute that goes by my soul weighs fuller filled with your love you are my...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 08:36:00 PST

my love

Stumbling for words I try to express The emotions I can hear Screaming from my chest If you listen closely You will hear it too My heart beat... yes... it beats...just for YOU before my soul reached o...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:31:00 PST

thin line

A thin line between love and hate Determine my future determine my FATE A thin line Between Right and WRONG Stay where i "should" or Go where i "belong" A thin line Between NOW and forever Stopping o...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:25:00 PST

eh

now you have poems now you have tears now you have songs NOW you have FEARS you had no regret you had no feeling you had no heart you had no meaning i wanted forever i wanted you i wanted eternity i w...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:35:00 PST

meeeeeeeh!

i LET you control me i LET them ALL control me i am so completely CONTROLLED by EVERYONE around me it's absolutely RIDICULOUS when do i get to be ME? just me all me i want to be SELFISH! SELFLESSNESS...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:08:00 PST

retaliation...

if you GAVE me your ALLwe WOULDN'T be HEREso YOU saying you HAVEi won't try to HEARyou say you gave me your heartbut i never had itI GAVE YOU MY HEART AND ALLbut NOW i've HAD IT!you say there's a hole...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 01:21:00 PST

goodbye

isn't it funny that you think you know isn't it funny that i don't care what you think isn't it funny that you think i might though isn't it funny my feelings are extinct i let them talk you listen i ...
Posted by [lei]_{L@N!} on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 01:15:00 PST