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vanessa[DCB]

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About Me


im vanessa. im pretty nice, most of the time.
i'll be having baby lorelei ileana in late september.
we'll probably be friends, but we'll hardly see eachother,
because i spend my life working, or being sick.

My Interests

you think you have problems?
yeah, i had a dream about a fictional character last night.

I'd like to meet:



this little nugget changed my life. in more ways than you'll ever know.

Movies:

my heart was literally pounding when i watched this.
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Television:

.. .. ....

Books:

uh. yeah. im obsessed.

My Blog

this world may have failed me.

there are some things on my mind now that i never thought possible. i sometimes wish that it was just done with. because there has to be a moment when i am allowed to say that i am so sick of everythi...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:36:00 PST

i'll be alright when my hands get warm

seriously. things have changed so much. i almost cant believe it. friendships lost, forgotten or just overlooked. friendships found, regained or still on shaky ground. i'll admit that some of it was...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:41:00 PST

weather report

get your umbrellas,a storm is coming....
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 03:35:00 PST

wright?right?write?

there are some things that need to be gotten off my chest. it amazes me how fake everyone can be. no matter how much someone says that they are being real you know that the moment that ou turn away an...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Sun, 13 May 2007 10:43:00 PST

change of days

sometimes i am indecisive.sort of like now.and so we have changed our date.January 5th, 2008.     okay, so that i sware is the day.seriously.         aha. love....
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

within the next year

or more like year and a half i have so many things happening. for those of you who havent found out, or havent answered my calls, i would first like to tell you...Im engaged.and im happier then i've e...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:08:00 PST

kansas city shuffle

there was a time. ---its 1:19 am.no, im not asking about the time. Im just saying...there was a time.when i say that im meaning that there was a time that i trusted you, that i would have done anythin...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:28:00 PST

nutshell

i cant say that in the last year things have changed much. my location is still the same, the four walls that im living in are the same, the family, the city, everything, still the same. why then do i...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST

onwards & downwards?

 i'm not sure what to do. am i too trusting? am i not trusting enough? why would someone who was so close, for so long, try and hurt me like this? or maybe i'm looking way too far into this. mayb...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 02:05:00 PST

i miss

when things were easier.when i didn't have old friendsbreathing down my neck,threatening me. but i guess i dont misshaving to be around youdealing with your dramayour crapwith you, as a whole. i ...
Posted by vanessa[DCB] on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:40:00 PST