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girl with the broken smile...fillial,frank,calm,shytype, understanding,sophisticated,sweet,silenttype,i know how to speak japanese and lil mandarin,..im religious my friends,cousins, parents,aunties even other peeps especially poors are always part of my prayers, i think im the loneliest person hmm but im trying to cheer up by writing or reading poems,internet, i love to hangout wit my friends and brothers sometimes , island hopping but i want to spend my wholetime at home to rest u know just layin in my bedroom alone and listening soft or jazz,lovesongs music coz im a type of girl who loves to stay at home and cooking is my past time,then sometimes talking to queen about our plans in our future life,my cousins visiting me here at my house and we drink here and singing videoke,some people think that i am snobbish but im not im just a lil bit shy and silent type, hate rude and arrogant peeps,back stabber,user,( love for me is a wonderful and unexplainable phenomenon that is beyond human comprehension,and that no one could ever fathom its ultimate reason)---to be continued--------------------------- --------------------------------read this poems my profile is under construction hehehehe...------------------------------------------Testimo ny of a TeenagerLife is hard, I can't explain why. No one knows how hard I try.When things are tough, When life is bad, I just pretend that I am not sad.I don't know how to let you know, The pain I feel, The hurt I don't show.Life is hard, Not just for me, Things that happen are meant to be.I can't be happy everyday, But that doesn't mean That things aren't ok.I don't crave attention, I thrive by myself, I am not always in need of your help.Life is hard, But things will be alright. Now I can sleep through the night.My life is on track, The pieces are in place, But I need my own time, I need my own space.I am different now, I need you to see. I am not anyone else, I am just me.--------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------- JEALOUS Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her where was I? Shoulda been in her place Here I am All alone imagining what might have been What could have been If I had been thereJealous of the one who'se arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and your stars collide She's a very very lucky girlJealous of the one who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it won't get better than that She'll say you're fine Whisper words I wish were mine And they might have been What could have been If I had been thereAnd you know I'd fight a good fight If I thought I'd change your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave the dream behind Man, she better treat you right And give you everything Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wings-------- my latest poems ---------------------------- I kiss you good night for one last time as tears fall from this gloomy sky I'd light a candle for you to find amidst this darkness and lonesome nightI wish you'd find your way through the night I'd turn salt to fire to give you light to give you strength in your plight I cast a spell for you tonightI'd pretend to smile underneath this pain and hold you in my arms under the falling rain I'd hold my breath for you not to feel this so called pain, so hard as steelI write tonight the saddest lines in my heart resides no one can find your name only you can see and hear For simple reasons I've learned to see and hearI know my dreams are not with you to try In here I'll stay watching you wave goodbye?--------------------HERE'S MY LATEST POEM'S-----------------------------"HEAVEN GAVE U ME"----------------------------------- I met him in summer The month was July He took my heart, spoke sweet words Made me wanna cryHe held me just right Not too loose, not too tight His smile brightened up my day He filled me with pure delightTo tell you the truth I didn't think we had a chance I didn't think it would be more Than just a summer romanceBut I guess fate planned it out Knew we belonged together I didn't think anyone Would want to love me foreverBut I guess I was wrong Since I'm never right But he makes me feel so good inside He helped me see the lightI'm still with him Happier than before All the love he gives to me Makes me love him moreI know I'm not like other girls At least that's what he said I hope it's in a good way I wouldn't want it to be badIf I could just express to him All I feel inside If I can show him how happy I am Show him my heart I don't denyBut I don't think I can I have this crazy attitude I wish it wasn't there Show him my deepest gratitudeWhat can I do To show how I feel? He already knows That my love is realOr maybe he doesn't 'Cause he's scared of the past That gets in the way This has to lastHeaven gave me a gift A gift so true You know what Heaven gave me? Heaven gave me you.------------------------------- -------------------------------- --------------------------------- "MY FANTASY" Last night I had a fantasy- A fantasy of me and you. It seemed so incredibly real, I almost thought it was true.We were walking along the ocean shore, And the wind blew against my face. Slowly you put your arms around me, Next, I was wrapped in your embrace.I turned around and looked at you, My soul got lost in your eyes. We just stood there by the ocean Underneath the velvet sky.You led me to a dock And there we sat. We talked and talked, And giggled and laughed.Then you just stared at me, And whispered in my ear. "I love you..." was that it? It's something I've longed to hear.The world felt like it had stopped moving, And we were all by ourselves. But suddenly I got dizzy all over Just as the clock struck twelve.My body shivered, And I felt nothing but afraid and fright. Where am I...? I wondered- All alone in my room at night.I wish those moments would go on, Or maybe even become a part of reality. Yet, I know that will never happen, 'Cause it is all just a fantasy." ITS ONLY A GAME"I've been taking things slow I've been playing it cool Made the worst of mistakes Rushing in like a fool Until you came into view It's trueI dont know what to do Don't know how i should feel Seems to good to be true Feels unmistakeably real And so i go Spinning round like a wheelConvincing myself I cant be wrong for taking my time with a love so strong I know i should open the door But my heart's been through all this beforeSo now even though its so plain to see just how much you mean to me Been telling myself resist and refrain It's only a gameI should have known But i was too close to see been taking myself too seriously No more i've had my fill and stillEver since we've been friends Ive been yearning to say A light that shines from within Glows brighter each day though wishing for more I keep my feelings at bay. Only a game.....Gemini - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday
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Your Passion is Red!
You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination. You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks! With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new. You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)
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Your Love Factor is 80%
You Are Totally In Love!This is it, the real thing.You are completely in love with your man.And he's probably completely in love with you too.Sit back and relax - you made it! How In Love Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ruby
Birthday: june 8,1983
Birthplace: secret
Current Location: secret
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Height: 5"1
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today: ahmmm red shoes wit high heel
Your Weakness:
Your Fears: cockroach,rats
Your Perfect Pizza: the one wit pepperoni overload and greenbell pepper,beef and full of cheese mmmmm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: secret
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yahoo msngr
Thoughts First Waking Up: god knows
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes,lips
Your Bedtime: hmmm
Your Most Missed Memory: when my parents are still alive
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: macdonalds
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea!!!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: capuccino
Do you Smoke: yessssssssssss
Do you Swear: ya
Do you Sing: YES
Do you Shower Daily: YES
Have you Been in Love: YESSSSSSSSS
Do you want to go to College: im done
Do you want to get Married: YES :)
Do you belive in yourself: YES
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: of course
Are you a Health Freak: aha
Do you get along with your Parents: no :(
Do you like Thunderstorms: hehe yes
Do you play an Instrument: no but i want to play guitar or violin also piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YEppp
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i think so...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: i dont wanna die hehe..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: executive chef hmmm or food and bev mngr
What country would you most like to Visit: yilan taiwan,usa,uk
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown,dark green
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: both
Height: i like tall guys 5"9 up
Weight: hmm
Best Clothing Style: very decent
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: cant count
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: cant count
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