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Betty (Rubble).

Do not tell me the sky is the limit; there are footprints on the moon.

About Me


take nothing but photographs.
leave nothing but footprints.
kill nothing but time.

i am finally happy with who i've become, who i am surrounded by and what i know lies ahead of me. being confident in the present & the future have made the past seem obsolete. my memories lack regrets because i cannot change what i've done.
and if i could, i am pretty sure i wouldn't.

AIM-lilnybrat531
deanna is my name ♥ i am 18 years old ♥ i go to college in Fayetteville, North Carolina ♥ i was the football team manager for MU ♥ i am so going to marry paul allen lathan (a.k.a. monkey) ♥ he is my prince charming ♥ all my friends want to clone him ♥ i love the place where the ocean meets the land ♥ i love to surf, though im not the best ♥ i have wasted so many great chances ♥ i am from new york, but i dont always miss it ♥ i have left florida and i am not looking back ♥ i am obsessed with elephants & butterflies ♥ i take him for granted ♥ i love mornings that last all afternoon ♥ everyone hates me when they first meet me ♥ things change ♥ i never turn down a trip to walmart ♥ i am still not sure whether i fit in with everyone or nobody ♥ i own twenty-one stuffed elephants ♥ i hate long fingernails ♥ i love attention and i flirt too much ♥ i am addicted to my iPod ♥ i love all sports, except hockey and golf ♥ i played the flute for six years ♥ my real favorite color is yellow because it goes with almost anything ♥ i remember everything ♥ i wish i could save all my memories in a bottle, even the ones that hurt like hell ♥ i love to write ♥ i dream of being a famous magazine journalist ♥ i have a hard time trusting people, even if they have earned it ♥ my family calls me sunshine ♥ i hate being in a crowded room and feeling lonely ♥ i miss my mommy already ♥ i have 5 sisters & 1 brother and i love them all ♥ i have been called "the smart girl" on numerous occasions ♥ i was planning on majoring in law or architecture until this year ♥ i am a christian who struggles with everyday decisions ♥ i own way too many clothes that i never wear ♥ i know what i want but i have no idea how to get it ♥ i love taking pictures and spending time in the darkroom ♥ sometimes i look at myself and i cannot help but laugh ♥ i love kisses on my forehead and holding hands ♥ i knew what love was when i was only fourteen ♥ i think my dimples are adorable ♥ i love t-shirts and soffees ♥ i know first hand that broken hearts heal ♥ time is my best friend and my worst enemy ♥ i hate it when people take good things for granted ♥ i wish that wishes would always come true ♥ i love music, almost all kinds ♥ very few people know the real me ♥ i find myself conforming to what is accepted ♥ i cant fall asleep unless ive just brushed my teeth ♥ i miss yankee games ♥ i hate seafood ♥ i make a lot of mistakes ♥ it takes me fifteen minutes to get ready in the morning ♥ i am not fond of makeup ♥ i miss my daddy ♥ sometimes i just want to runaway ♥ my journals and poems are more meaningful to me than anything ♥ i love to be loved ♥ i do not mind being hated ♥ i cry too often ♥ i care too much ♥ the most fun i have ever had was being an EGHS football team water girl ♥ i miss real pizza & italian food. ♥ i hate when boys lie ♥ i love ben's cat, smokey ♥ im only 5'2" ♥ i love the smell of men's cologne, especially avatar ♥ i take too long in the shower ♥ i hum to myself subconsciously ♥ i miss snow ♥ i own an original nintedo ♥ i should go to church more often ♥ i worked at CVS ♥ i love the pistons and the tarheels ♥ i think all celebrities are overrated ♥ i love it when my room is clean ♥ i let jealousy get the best of me ♥ i love to be creative ♥ i know more than i think i should ♥ i would always rather listen than talk ♥ i love lush green grass and newly fallen autumn leaves ♥ i think fireworks are miracles ♥ i want to learn to snowboard ♥ i think american idol is stupid ♥ i love laguna beach ♥ i have never failed a class ♥ i stand out, no matter where i am ♥ i love eskimo kisses and funny nicknames ♥ i am strong for a girl, but only on the outside ♥ i never stop coming up with new ideas

My Interests

If I speak in the tounges of men and angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong, or a clanging cymbal.
If I have the gift of prophecy, and can fathom all mysteries and knowledge, and if I have faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
If I give all I possess to the poor, and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is paitent,
love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud or rude or self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always
perseveres.
True love never fails.
1 Corinthians 13; 1-7.

I'd like to meet:

i use to think that perfection in people was impossible. everyone had always told me that nobody was perfect. the mirror confirmed that for me, as did the flaws in everyone i had gotten close to. i know now, though, that true love creates perfection. when i look at him, i see perfection. every hair, every freckle, his lips, his big blue eyes...perfect. i have finally found the one guy that can prove to me that they are not all the same. i have given him my heart. i have his. that, my friends, is perfection. trust, faith, dreams, wishes, love. it is all perfect. no one can take these things from me. nobody can steal this perfection. i have finally realized that true love is possible, and within it is the perfection that everyone tried to tell me did not exist. they were all wrong.



i think he is beautiful.


Deanna's Friends Rock.
I have a bagillion friends

♥ Paul.

Sara.

Kenny.

Josh.

Camie.

Shannon.

Cara.

Rachy.

See My Wonderous Friends.

Music:

augustana goo goo dolls john mayer all american rejects switchfoot kenny chesney dean martin counting crows yellowcard the fray relient k teddy gieger hellogoodbye edwin mccain jack johnson the beatles rascal flatts ryan cabrera the ataris taking back sunday jason mraz the sundays greenday paramore nora jones panic! at the disco death cab for cutie john napolitano india arie 3 days grace corey smith puddle of mud elton john the steve miller band wilson avenue evanescence jonathan balas dashboard confessional john legend senses fail aerosmith blink 182 sum 41 simple plan the verve pipe armor for sleep tracy lawrence building 429 billy currington meg and dia cartel emerson drive elvis presley everclear matchbox 20 etc.

Movies:

wicker park elizabethtown pride & prejudice mad love marie antoinette remember the titans cruel intentions friday night lights radio uptown girls blue crush the prince & me finding neverland 10 things i hate about you pirates of the caribbean click rounders the inside man failure to launch love & basketball match point sweet home alabama polar express finding nemo goodfellas tristan & isolde shakespeare in love the brave little toaster crazy/beautiful little women miracle on 34th street titanic willy wonka & the chocolate factory the departed down to you a cinderella story harry potter fracture head over heels the lake house when a man loves a woman sleepless in seattle hearts in atlantis shrek rounders american history x good will hunting fly away home finding forrester ocean's eleven brown sugar etc.

Television:

football dirtiest jobs mythbusters deadliest catch newport harbor the hills ANTM family guy gilmore girls greek etc.

Books:

the bible cosmo kite runner nicholas sparks' novels the lake house the great gatsby to kill a mockingbird a midsummer night's dream moby dick taming of the shrew romeo & juliet of mice & men maniac magee pelican breif the polar express hanging on to max lovely bones pretty much all poetry charlotte's web weasel maniac mcgee harry potter etc.

Heroes:

Jesus & my Mommy

My Blog

i never dwell.

so, a lot of things in this world make absolutely no sense at all. there are also those situations which i am sure make sense, somehow, i just haven't figured out the sensibilities of them, yet. i ke...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 05:00:00 PST

contemplating autumn.

sometimes, whether i like it or not, my past sneaks up on me...unexplained, unannounced, uninvited. i have made mistakes. i have millions of regrets. i cannot call a "redo" and change last year, last...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST

a picture is worth a thousand emotions.

so, today i saw something that i did not really ever need to see. i suppose i brought it on myself & i should have expected it, but the reality of it never hit me until moments ago. it was my choi...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:32:00 PST

Adios 2006. ♥

well, it is the last day of 2006...finally. last year at this time, i was sickened by the fact that another year was over. now, i am relieved to begin 2007. 2006 seemed to last far longer than a year...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:33:00 PST

September 11-Never Forget

On this day, five years ago, a piece of my memories fell to the ground. Part of my history, was destroyed. I shall never forget. I will never forget my sheer astonishment, standing in the lobby of the...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 08:20:00 PST

twenty 1 days.

21 days. three weeks is basically a miniscule amount of time in the scheme of things. though, a lot can be accomplished in that amount of time. i have 21 days until my life, once again, changes foreve...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 03:57:00 PST

when nature calls.

the time for me to finally grow up seems to be just around the corner. for my entire life, i have been trying to imagine what everything would be like at this time in my life. i dont th...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:16:00 PST

it's my birthday and i'll cry if i want to.

i am finally 18. in a way it took so long but it also flew by so quickly. i have already made it through my senior prom, my high school graduation and 17 years of my life. it has been rough but i dont...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Wed, 24 May 2006 06:07:00 PST

april showers bring may...graduations?

wow. i cannot believe how quickly time has passed. it is april already. graduation is in less than 2 months. i remember being in elementary school feeling like this point in my life was so far away. t...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 08:58:00 PST

a breath of fresh air

i feel so much better now. me & matthew were accepted to the same college the other day and coincidentally it is one that we both want to go to. *sigh of relief*  he will play football and i ...
Posted by Betty (Rubble). on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 06:42:00 PST