I have met many people in my life and besides my family there are only a couple that I keep close to my heart, no matter what has happened between us. I have cried and learned from all of them though. I believe that during a relationship you learn by the experiences you have with that person. Everyone is different and each relationship will be different. Its not good to compare one to another for that reason. Yes, one may have had better or worse things happen but I cherish each relationship. I do not hold grudges nor hard feelings afterwords. I am glad that I have been able to keep in contact with some, later on when the wounds have healed and scared over. With a couple of people, I do wish that things had turned out different but I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and it is not always the end. U never know what the future holds for you. If I knew what was going to happen 10yrs from now, I would be doing things different. I have made a self decision, that I need to focus on myself right now and learn to take care of me because no one is gonna do it for me. Of course it would be nice to share my life and dreams with someone but who says that will happen for me. Think ill let it come forth if it chooses too. I have had two loves in my life and I will hold them in my heart forever. When the time is right, I hope to have love in my life once again.Your Result: You are the Addiction Everyone craves...Master of it All. Smelling good, looking good, touching good, walking sexy, dressing Lovely, and most of all, people can't let you go! It's you or nothin' baby! You Are their spark, their Light, their dreams for passion! You ARE the passion. Energy flows through you so easily, and into those others, making them want to feel that feeling, more and more and MORE! You got it going ON! Trusted friends, a Lover of all Loves, and a crowed to be addicted to you until you leave the ground! Your Love, if you have one, must be so wild about you. Wanting more and such... And the crowed, must be flowing with jealousy. Good for you mate! you're making life interesting. ;}