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I am Heidi I am seventeen years young. Tho I am young I am intelligent & brilliant. I don't care if you insault me but don't ever all me unintelligent. There's nothing I haven't been called before so take a shot at me, you'll only look stupid. I am very sarcastic but then again who isn't? I am also a very honest person, you want the truth you'll get it, trust hurts? don't ask for it. I don't care if I hurt your feelings that's life move on. I am a bitch, but I am also very nice, if you talk to me you'll know. I am a very opened-minded person, I have to be, with all the shit I do & am, I would be a hypocrite. Also I am openly bisexual, don't like it, don't talk to me, I happen to like the way I am and I WILL NOT change for anyone but myself. I do offend people, I am told I atimadate them as well. I have been called psyhotic, yes I am psychotic, I have two of the symptoms. Call me insane, call me crazy, it's not like I haven't heard it before. I am also a very angry person, & I have alot of rage. I use/am a self-harmer, it's better then harming the ones I love around me. I am a very emotional person, tho I hide my feelings. It's very hard for me to open up to people, so if I shut you out don't take it personally. I am not a people person, most of the time I like to be alone. My personal thoughts on saddness, it's beautiful.

I am "musically inclined". I play Piano and have been for about a year, I'm still a beginner but I think I've found a passion. I would love to make a career out of it, not be in a band or a solo artist, more like behind the scenes. I would to make music for movies, or for other musicians. Piano is my one musical instrument, and I love it, it makes me feel good to be able to play (since it is one of the hardest instruments to play). If I couldn't make music for movies or anything I would love to be a producer. Still in the music bussiness but helping others make there mark. These are two of my dreams and if they don't come true atleast I can say I can, and have dreamed.

I change my views often that's not a bad thing not at all, I look things in different point of views from my point and the other persons. I understand more then I lead on. I am also good at giving advice simply because I don't give it, I will say what I think and say my peace but in the end only you can make up your own dicsions.

Half of my time is looking things up, I am obsessed with learning about anything. I am also a history geek. When I learn about something I have to know more about it and when I have I move on to something else.

I enjoy reading about exorcisms, witchcraft, Eighteen century torture, and super natural forces. I enjoy walking through graveyards on raining days and going to the park at midnight. I like to learn about demonlogy and about the bible, though I do not believe in God. I love the era of the 30's and 40's also the Eighteen and Nineteen hundreds. Yes I was born in the wrong time zone.

I collect dolls of all kinds, I have a little obsession with them, I am espeically found of Kyrpt Kiddies and Living Dead Dolls. I think the scarier they are the more cute they tend to be. I am also a big fan of body art, they are more soically acceptable today then they have ever been. I look at it as this instead of hanging a painting on your wall you put in on your body for the world to see. It shows what you stand for, who you are, and what you like.

I love thunderstorms while sipping a cup of tea and listening to the sounds of piano fill my room. I enjoy the delicate sounds of classical muisc with a hint of violent voices with soft hushed sounds of a womens voice. I also love painful screams of passion. ;)

I don't really have heros but I do admire a few people. These people who I have never met and I feel like I have, they give me sercity and an outlook and make me feel what they give. Those people in order are, Eminem, Amy Lee, M.Shadows, Johnny Depp, Crispin Glover, & Kate Winslet.

Also this is a disclaimer, everything on this site has been made by myself unless other wise stated. Please do not take my ideas, or my graphics and claim them as your own.

______________My Inspirations

Amy Lee.
Amy Lee is one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen inside & out. She is truly amazing. Amy is talented, intelligent, down to earth. Her voice is flawless, her lyrics mezmerizing her piano skills are gorgeous. She speaks from her heart, & tells you it's okay to feel the way you do at that point in time. She's true to herself, & is a leader. She takes things into her own hands. She has been through so much but she never let it get her down. Even tho she has been through alot she faced it head on. She is a strong women, & such a good role model for younger girls, to tell you, you don't have to be and look a certin way. She is truly amazing. She is her own, she does her own thing. She stands up for women, young girls, & others who have a tough life for not "fitting in". She is one of the reasons why I took up piano. She is so talented & some one I can look up too.

Eminem.
I have been listening to Eminem for 8 years since he came out in 1999, even tho he has a CD before hand. I am one of the biggest Eminem fans he is THE LOVE OF MY LIFE in music, truly. He is a lyrical genius, he can make any type of song & it will be wonderful. He is so intelligent, he's crazy, he is a wonderful father. He truly loves his daughters more then anything. Everyone who doesn't have a dad (ones who left there lives) should have a father like him. I don't think anyone could love his kids more. Eminem as been so much through his childhood, teenage & adult years but as conqured all of his opsticals. He never let anyone get to him & put him down. He doesn't care what anyone else thinks, he does everything & anything he wants without hesitation. His music & himself taught me to fuck everyone else & do what makes you happy, on your own time. Don't take anyones shit. Express how you feel, be honest even if it hurts. He is one of the most phenomenal, amazing, most honest artist ever. Even if you hate him, or just dislike him, he deserves all the respect coming to him.

Jessicka.
Doll like, chubby, gorgeous that's only a few words to discribe Jessicka. No one has ever made the word cunt sound so beautiful to me like Jessicka. She's so wise & intelligent. Has the most colourful vobaculary. From her angry lyrics to Jack off Jill to her delicit voice in Scarling, no one can compare to her. She's raw, honest, & doesn't give a fuck. Her writing is simply beautiful. I can relate to her, & her songs in so many ways. Her voice just makes me want to cream. She is one of the most creativy people to ever grace this world. Jessicka is truly one of a kind, she's her own. She is one of the most phenomenal, gorgeous, vibratius women I have ever seen. I love her writing, how she discribes things in a way no one else can. She is one of the reasons why I write, she taught me through her music, it doesn't matter what you write about as long as it feels right to you.

Avenged Sevenfold. Avenged Sevenfold's lyrics are so powerful, honest, raw. There music is one to hear. M.Shadows voice is phenomenal, Zacky's & Syns guitars are remarkable, Johnny's bass line is incredible, The Rev's drumming is flawless. There are really no words for there music, you have to wittness it & experience it. The lyrics are angry yet beautiful you'll be astonished when you hear there words. They are really one of the most talented bands you'll ever see & hear. Any one who hasn't heard any of there songs besides Bat Country & The Beast and the Harlot, you are truly missing wonderful music. This band is brilliant. Everything about them is brilliant. They are more then a band they are a family. If your an A7X hater, I really don't care, you can talk shit about them, but you have to give them there respect. They have come along way. I know for a fact not everyone is going to like them, & that is actually a good thing. But don't bring the band down or the fans because your asking for trouble when you do.

Crispin Glover.
Extraordinary, Amazing, Dysfunctional, Sexy as hell, is how I discribe Crispin. He is one of thee best actors I have seen in my life. Just looking at him & seeing him in his art is the highlight of my life. He is so talented, not only an actor but a director & writer. This man is fucking brilliant, a god in my eyes on acting (next to Johnny Depp). He is so devoted in is art, he inspires me to be a hardcore-dysfunctional artist, also as a actress. He is too brilliant for words. I can't discribe what his art means to me. Once you see his movies you'll know. No one has ever made dysfunctional look so hot, he makes you feel sorry for him, but you just can't stop watching. He is hypnotizing.