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phil admits he has lost control

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About Me



i'd like to point out that under the "religion" score is mentioned atheism. following a debate with my great friend and brother in arms Bullo, i'd like to clarify that i do not make of atheism a RELIGION. it is simply my belief that there is nothing to believe in except yourselves; and that if there was a proof that any god existed, i would automaticaly believe.. i'm sorry but i got some of that nasty so-called scientific method: you see, you repeat, you believe. that hasn't happened for god as of yet.

My Interests

music
sport (you wouldn't say that XD)
RPGs
literature
coffee and cigarettes
comparative language studies
giving birth to ideas
giving death to newborn ideas
the cult of Cthulhu
verticalia
asymmetry.

Music:

progressive.
rock.
metal.
classical.
blues.
jazz.
and subgenres.
cut the "core" suffix. it's like listening to myself puke.
Lately: Dredg, Opeth, Porcupine Tree, Co&Ca, Anekdoten, Empyrium.

Seen Live:
Red Hot Chili Peppers (Bologna, Palamalaguti, 02/05/2003)
Iron Maiden (Bologna, Arena Parco Nord, 06/11/2005)
dEUS (Rimini, Velvet, 11/26/2005)
The Darkness/Metallica (Imola, Autodromo, 06/17/2006)
Blind Guardian (Florence, teatro Saschall, 10/11/2006)
MUSE (Bologna, PalaMalaguti, 12/02/2006)
Arctic Monkeys (Ferrara, Piazza Castello, 07/14/2007)
Porcupine Tree + Anathema (Milan, Alcatraz, 11/18/2007)

Movies:

V for Vendetta
The Lord Of The Rings
Star Wars 1977-1983
300
Le Fate Ignoranti
Matrix without those crappy sequels
The Butterfly Effect (too bad for ashton kutcher, but whatever)
School Of Rock
The Hours
Schindler's List
The Fifth Element
Kapò
Arrivederci Ragazzi
Frankenstein Junior
Spaceballs
Robin Hood: Men in Tights
L'Ultima Tentazione di Cristo
One Flew Over THe Cuckoo's Nest
Blade Runner
Sunshine
Last minute adds: Animal House
A Clockwork Orange
Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain
Das Leben der Anderen
Dr. Strangelove
The Elephant Man
Nosferatu, Eine Symphonie Des Grauens
Sin City
Pulp Fiction
Citizen Kane
La Dolce Vita
2001: A Space Odyssey
Bronenosec Potëmkin (La Corazzata Potëmkin)
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind (easily one of the best movies i've seen lately
[I'm getting back on track]
(there is a logic in the division of the lists: in the first one, there are all the films i have seen before long debates and stuff, and the realization that there is a whole world of movies that not only are beautiful, but also are almost necessary to grow up from my little shell. too bad, anyway, that i don't remember all the movies i've seen, so i'm adding the movies i did see long years ago among the upper list, and the newly seen movies in the second.)

Television:

house MD in english
twin peaks
South Of Nowhere (this shaked many foundations i had.)

Books:

cutting on comments.
dislikes: ammaniti
total despise (maybe i'm wrong) for paulo coelho
likes: Ernest Hemingway: The Old Man and The Sea, For Whom The Bell Tolls, A Farewell To Arms, The Sun Also Rises
John Ronald Reuel Tolkien: The Lord Of The Rings, The Silmarillion, The Book Of Lost Tales - part II
Nazim Hikmet: Poesie d'amore
Charles Baudelaire: Les Fleurs du Mal
Edgar Lee Masters: Spoon River Anthology
Howard Phillips Lovecraft: Racconti 1927-1937
Philip Roth: American Pastoral
Fëdor Dostoevskij: Igrok (The Gambler)
Joseph Roth: Hiob (Giobbe)
Antonio Tabucchi: Sostiene Pereira
Dave Eggers: A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
Bruce Chatwin: Utz
Alessandro Baricco: Oceano Mare, Senza Sangue
Andrea De Carlo: Due di Due, Treno di panna
Johann Gottlieb Fichte
Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche: Also Sprach Zarathustra (partly)
John Fante: Ask The Dust
Soren Kierkegaard: Enter Eller, partly
Nikolaj Vasilievic Gogol': Myortvyye dushi (Dead Souls)
Jerome David Salinger: The Catcher in the Rye
Cristiano Cavina: Un'ultima stagione da esordienti
Tiziano Terzani: Un ultimo giro di giostra, Un'indovino mi disse
Ray Bradbury: Fahrenheit 451
Isaac Aasimov: the Foundation series, the Robot short stories
Philip K. Dick: The Man in the High Castle (and movie adaptations like Blade Runner and Paycheck)
Eric Blair (George Orwell): Animal Farm, 1984
John Steinbeck: The Grapes Of Wrath, Of Mice And Men
Roberto Saviano: Gomorrah
Andrea Camilleri (guando gompro mille sigarette, vumo mille sigarette XDXDXD): La Mossa del Cavallo
Giovannino Guareschi: svariati libri di don Camillo XD
Emilio Salgari: Il Corsaro Nero, svariati delle Tigri di Mompracem
Enzo Biagi: Disonora il Padre
Leonardo Sciascia: Una storia semplice
Oscar Wilde: the picture of dorian g(r)ay XD
Edgar Allan Poe: Racconti Fantastici
Georges Simenon: Les Fiançailles de M. Hire, some Maigret novels
Dino Buzzati: La Boutique del Mistero
Arthur C. Clarke: 2001: A Space Odissey
H.G. Wells: The War Of The Worlds
Graham Greene: Our Man in Havana
Fred Uhlman: Reunion
Jostein Gaarder: Sofies Verden, Appelsinpiken, Hallo?, er det noen her?
Erlend Loe: Kurt (XD), NAIV.SUPER
Aasne Seierstad: Bokhandleren i Kabul
Chaim Potok: The Chosen, Zebra and Other Stories
Abraham B. Yehoshua: several short stories
Alessandro Manzoni: I Promessi Sposi
Dante Alighieri: la Divina Commedia - partly
Francesco Petrarca: Rerum Volgarium Fragmenta, partly
Giovanni Boccaccio: il Decameron, partly
Albert Camus: La Peste
Robert Louis Stevenson: Treasure Island, The Strange Case of dr. Jekyll and mr. Hyde
Jonathan Swift: Gulliver's Travels
Guglielmo Scuotilancia (William Shakespeare): Romeo And Juliet, Much Ado About Nothing, The Tempest
Francis Scott Fitzgerald: The Great Gatsby
Jack London: The Call Of The Wild, White Fang
Charles Bukowski: Erections, Ejaculations, Exhibitions and General Tales of Ordinary Madness
Updates will follow.
There is still so much to read....
mangas:
Toryiama Akira-sama
Kishimoto Masashi-sama
Yuki Kaori-sama
Ebine Yamaji-sama
graphic novels:
Frank Miller
Alan Moore
Neil Gaiman
Hugo Pratt
Muñoz-Sampayo
Francisco Solano Lopez
last and indeed not least, Hector German Oesterheld (donde està Oesterheld?!)

Heroes:

los desaparecidos.
Corto Maltese.
A. Bandini.
M. Rubini.
Novak Djokovic.
Ole Kirk Christiansen.

My Blog

Lost Control

Life.. has betrayed me once againI accept that some things will never change.I’ve let your tiny minds magnify my agonyand it’s left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.Yes, I am falli...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 02:49:00 PST

matroshka (the ornament)

I was looking down at you smiling up at meFor once I held you tight, but shadow hands grabbed at meYou're head was in the clouds, now those clouds are in your headIt's when you needed me, so I listene...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:01:00 PST

love? pt. 2

Love is either sweet or bitter.When love is sweet, it's so sweet you don't need any other food.When love is bitter, it's so bitter you cannot eat any other food.So what is love for?Not to make you eat...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:46:00 PST

sleeping sucks

cause if i sleep little i feel dizzy and it sucksif i sleep too much i feel dizzy and it sucksthen i have to comb my hair and i so lack the will to do itso basically sleeping sucks.
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:39:00 PST

For one human being

to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks... the work for which all other work is but preparation.Rainer Maria Rilke
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 08:01:00 PST

...... bleeee (it’s more serious than it seems XD )

it seems that my effort to change is worthless and meaningless - the question lately is why should i do it.
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 05:16:00 PST

Understanding?

"And yet what are we to do about this terribly significant business of other people? Is everyone to go off and lock the door and sit secluded like lonely writers do, in a soundproof cell, summoning pe...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 03:18:00 PST

altre parole

L'acqua scorre veloce sul vetro, serpeggia e rallenta, scende con calma lungo la superficie trasparente. Guardo fuori e nel cielo grigio carico di gocce che aspettano pazienti il loro turno di saltare...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:54:00 PST

CXXX

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;Coral is far more red than her lips' red;If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.I have seen roses dam...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:44:00 PST

highlights della serata

highlight 1: in mezzo a via montescudo (oddio, sul ciglio dai)phil "adesso basta fred, siamo a tre e mo te li predi"fred (che poi sarebbe fucci) si gira e phil inizia a calciargli il culo come secondo...
Posted by phil admits he has lost control on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:54:00 PST