80s cartoons, anime, astrology, deadstar assembly, design art, drawing, ecstasy, electronic entertainment, electronic music, fashion design, fetishism, final fantasy 11, flesh field, gaming, gothic lolita clothes, harvest moon, industrial, lace, manga, my bf, occultism, rainbowbrite, raving, sex(with my bf...), smoking, synth pop, tarot, vinyl
Ravers and Gamers of FFXI that I know
Its fun, i love spying on ppl, for every person i have held any bond with, there is strands of love that have binded us. Not intimate love or sexual love, but universal love. No It's no philosophical moral i follow from a occult/spiritual book, but my own personal belief and experiece.
I'm so afraid to talk to the ppl of my past, tho i was so interested in who they are completely. I'm still a lil traumatized over being so isolated and mocked and made fun of by so many ravers, but when i run into familiar ppl's profiles, i feel so good about where they have gone and become.
Yea, i sound like a creep, damne, but i care a lot for everyone and it totally hard to express it since it is buried under a 10 ton weight. if i added all the ppl i kno and care about, i have about a shit load of ppl on my friends list, but no, i only carry friends on my profile that have made an impression on me, and who i love very dearly and hang out with the most currently. No time to slow down, gotta keep moving on.
Industrial, Electronic, Instrumental, Classical, Vocal
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