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Filielle

a.k.a. That Asian Chick That Use To Have Blonde Hair/Mello Kitty

About Me

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My Interests

80s cartoons, anime, astrology, deadstar assembly, design art, drawing, ecstasy, electronic entertainment, electronic music, fashion design, fetishism, final fantasy 11, flesh field, gaming, gothic lolita clothes, harvest moon, industrial, lace, manga, my bf, occultism, rainbowbrite, raving, sex(with my bf...), smoking, synth pop, tarot, vinyl

I'd like to meet:

Ravers and Gamers of FFXI that I know
Its fun, i love spying on ppl, for every person i have held any bond with, there is strands of love that have binded us. Not intimate love or sexual love, but universal love. No It's no philosophical moral i follow from a occult/spiritual book, but my own personal belief and experiece.
I'm so afraid to talk to the ppl of my past, tho i was so interested in who they are completely. I'm still a lil traumatized over being so isolated and mocked and made fun of by so many ravers, but when i run into familiar ppl's profiles, i feel so good about where they have gone and become.
Yea, i sound like a creep, damne, but i care a lot for everyone and it totally hard to express it since it is buried under a 10 ton weight. if i added all the ppl i kno and care about, i have about a shit load of ppl on my friends list, but no, i only carry friends on my profile that have made an impression on me, and who i love very dearly and hang out with the most currently. No time to slow down, gotta keep moving on.

Music:

Industrial, Electronic, Instrumental, Classical, Vocal

Movies:

Groove, Requiem For A Dream, Party Monster, Rainbow Bright and the Starstealer, Warriors of the Wind, Felix the Cat the Movie, The Princess and the Goblin, Saw, Lord of the Rings: Return of the King, Silent Hill, etc... width="425" height="350" ....

Television:

Books:

Heroes:


My Blog

halloweeeee!

Monster Massive was sick, Paul Van Dyke and Armin Van Burren! omg, one of the b3est nights ever, and for a few moments, i felt as if i was at my first rave again... As for the halloween day, it suck...
Posted by Filielle on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:24:00 PST

I'm Gonna Miss My Room

Desk, lots of work and play here lots of play here lots of play and education here.... closet view i'll miss my original room configuration once i move in with derick and his family :(...
Posted by Filielle on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:56:00 PST

Thing-a-ma-bob

just waiting.... for the update on final fantasy 11 on this computer to finish...   waiting......     waiting..................................................... .   bah..............
Posted by Filielle on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:53:00 PST

Scene Survey

Scene SurveyWhat Scene(s) Do You Belong To?Gothic, Raver, Lolita, Cyber/Industrial (not related to "cybering", tards)Which Scene Do You Dislike the MostEMOWhat Is Your Scene Wear?black and white, and ...
Posted by Filielle on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 02:06:00 PST

Admiration

an old poem i wrote, dreaming of one day i find my burning admiration. now that i have it, and my admiration, i dedicate this poem to derick swimming motionless in the seas below the seas the seas th...
Posted by Filielle on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:22:00 PST

Now These Are Horoscope I Like <3

  *giiiigles* aries, GEMINI. and capricorn...         are where i'm usually at :x...
Posted by Filielle on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:47:00 PST

Infected Mushroom - I Wish Lyrics

I wish to give, to take, to make, to check, I wanna see it happenI want to see, to be, the one that plays the game without no fears and regretsI want to know you, better than I know myselfI want to fe...
Posted by Filielle on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 12:56:00 PST

Killing Myself Again Lyrics

Every Page of My Suicide Script They All Have A Cross To Bear Like A Hammer To The Teeth Answer My Misguided Prayer Watch It Kill You Watch It Kill Me My Hypocrisy Is So Sincere Each Dose Of Delusion ...
Posted by Filielle on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 12:51:00 PST