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I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

I used to care what people saw here. here I was represented in words... Those who have my personality will persue knowing me because they like my secrecy...But I refuse to put up with bullshit. you should know that... drama= I never want to know you and if your in love with me... you better prove it before you try to make me jealous.Top 12 Favorite things... 1.Plays and musicals and theater. 2.homemade cards and pictures and memories. 3.music 4.The sound of rain. 5.tattoos and peircings. but not on me... im a weinee... 6.sunny days and days spent driving to nowhere. 7.orchids and lilies 8.my best friend Kate. shes pretty darn cool. 9.Rainbows and cats equally. specially maincoon cats. 10. fresh Salmon... omg. its soooo good 11. the shape of eggs and guitar picks. 12. taking naps with my friends in the morning when its sunny outside. Top 10 things I hate. 1. people who cant make up their minds (expecially at hte drive thru) 2.Getting my feet wet in my shoes. 3.feet 4. the idea of concentric circles. 5.computers 6.shovels. 7. money 8.domestic violence 9. prostitutes 10. people who cuss badly... I cant take them seriouslyIrrational fears 1. needles 2. spiders 3.the feeling of cotton balls 4.metal on your teeth. 5. being bored forever.Im bored.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I keep forgetting all my shit got deleated and now I seem pretty boring and myspace abusive...

Music:

... I don't want somebody to love me just give me sex whenever I want it 'cause all I ask for is instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasureYou in traffic for all eternity how could that speed be where you wanna be said don't you really want instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasureThink that all these folks get laid do it 'cause the pain is great what you thinkin anyway? If drinkin coffee is your idea of really cool you can't expect no crazy chick to notice you just sittin there dreaming instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasureIf you want someone a friend to be guess you'll have to win the lottery but till then repeat after me I don't want somebody to love me just give me sex whenever I want it 'cause all I ask for is instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasure instant pleasure, instant pleasure (fading) instant pleasure, instant pleasure i dont want somebody to love me i dont want somebody to love me i dont want somebody to love me (fading to end)

Heroes:

"...Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens..." "...Take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..." "...At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away..."

My Blog

me. in over 200 questions. Here I am with mystery thrown in.

..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:Carissa Are you named after anyone?:Nope. not that I know of... What's your screename?:Ehem... thats personal. Would you ...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:44:00 PST

If I have ever loved you... WTF. Why cant I sleep?

What the hell did she mean 'next year'? She knew it would never come. why the fuck cant I forget life. Stop and turn around like nothing HAS EVER happened? Truthfully nothing ever has but Its hard to ...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:13:00 PST

Hello... Now Im Carissa.

Well... I figured something out by being alone for a few days. Cant tell you though. Its a feeling... Not rules. But its changed my outlook. Im different, the way I deal with things... so get to know ...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:48:00 PST

When you talk real slow...

Dunno what it is with me today... but it sure aint/is/wont be fun. (see what I mean) it was a wonderful/ horrible/exciting/confusing/hate the world but love yourself day. dear.
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sat, 26 May 2007 01:07:00 PST

I'm on a blog roll. you should read it

well. I keep going back and forth right. I wanna tell everything about me to someone I hardly know and hope they love who I am... Im excited for once to see how this could turn out. Im starting to get...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sat, 26 May 2007 07:04:00 PST

something might be right...

I just got some kind of "This day wont be so bad" I'll stick it out and try for the best... Our Song.
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:15:00 PST

When nothings right... Something goods gotta happen.

I'm rethinking everything... In a way I haven't before. I want to leave the ones I love to be with people I hate So I can find the ones I know wont ever leave. It doesnt make any kind of sense but it ...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sat, 26 May 2007 05:35:00 PST

maybe....

Maybe I messed up. Maybe I said things I shouldnt have said. Maybe I thought things I'll regret. Maybe If I try harder you'll do what you do and leave me alone. Maybe the world isn't ready for my sor...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sun, 20 May 2007 04:43:00 PST

songs you should listen to... Because they say more then I can.

Colbie Caillat The Little Things V1: The little things, you do to me are taking me over, i wanna show ya everything inside of me like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating my feet are stuck here, aga...
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sun, 20 May 2007 05:26:00 PST

super cute me somewhere else.

there is this super cute pic of me on my number ones second page of pictures. I like hats...by the way. letting go never means Ill quit loving you. it just means that I can love someone else now too.....
Posted by I had a nightmare and now Park-kids Scare me. :O on Sat, 12 May 2007 05:00:00 PST