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hurt

there is hurt beyond that wall over there with roses and thorns grown tallIf not for that mighty wall the roses would not be there at allonce in awhile a brick falls out and pain comes pouring through...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 18:24:00 GMT

acceptance or death of you

accept that I can't make everyone happyaccept that not everyones going to like meaccept that not everyones going to approveaccept that not everyones going to understandaccept that that not everyone th...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 14:04:00 GMT

why do i stay sober

Today, i stay sober out of fear. During my use I experienced often total detachment. Almost as if I were watching my life on TV. I was like a robot going through the motion. I turned my back on Go...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 20:41:00 GMT

My Cure

The ability to place myself with in some one else is a fundamental skill for me to have compassion. When i lack compassion for someone it often means i am unwilling to see things from a different po...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 20:52:00 GMT

Momed to death

Today I wanted to beat my childrenI didintI resorted to banging my head off the wallsitting on the floor with my fingers plugging my ears and chanting "mommy,Mommy, mommy" cryingyellingtimeouts hiding...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 23:14:00 GMT

I MISS AMERICA

FREEDOM IN AMERICAI'm taking a social problems course and I am shocked and infuriated to find statistics and informationt that the media should be all over. but are not. hmmmm wonder why!??Things are...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 20:52:00 GMT

compassion

who am I to hold on to resentment, bitterness, and angerIs it not just a form of holding my self higher than others?Of judging others? Of throwing rocks while living in a glass house?Do I want others ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 12:11:00 GMT

resentment

Fuchen biz nitch I hate stupid, inconsiderate, absent hearted, fuzed up mobber fudgers!!Resentment and hatred hurts only me! I will not take the posion and wait for them to die.God please help me turn...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:29:00 GMT

today

today i will breathi will sit and take the time to enjoy my beautiful children today will not just be about making it through the day today will be about gratitude for the life that my higher power al...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 12:00:00 GMT

Huh?

the motion of the the ocean and the plants are free of mind where is the place where we can go without judgement and lies the picture hangs and the tv sings but the air is harsh where is the life of t...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 00:34:00 GMT