now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences
no, I don't speak anymore and what could I say
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say
so, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to
for something to share - but there is no hope and no-one is there
no, no, no - not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself
sleeping most of the time to endure the pain
I am not breathing a word, I haven't spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears
but there is no-one, and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind
I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is deserted but I do not care
the presence of people is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch nor bear
no, I don't speak anymore and what should I say
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say
all is oppressive, alles ist schwer
there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE
by Anna-Varney Cantodea
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BIG BOY - Hail the BIG BOY (official video)
BIG BOY feat The Lord + Me "Hail the BIG BOY" live @ Magnet, Berlin 9.10.07
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