pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself]

About Me

Im an automotive painter and mostly spend alot of my time on cars. I go to clubs, bars, ect. on the weekends and sometimes on the weekdays as well but am putting a stop to that. I am glad I have the friends I do because without them i would just be working 24/7. Yea I guess you can say I am also a tuner and a Honda enthusiat at that. But right now I am kinda stuck the in a point in my life to where I am searching for something I do not have, that would be a companion or i guess you can say a girl. although it is a tad bit more difficult in my position to pursue this task it is still a given to do so. Therefore I will occupy myself either in the gym or at the shop catching up on some projects. In my spare time I write poetry or I would educate myself into something I did not know of. I am known to have a sense of humor and tend to be the "nice Guy".

My Interests

My interests vary from either what Im in the mood for or the type of stuff that might satisfy me. I am a random person so the characteristics of my apperance may differ.

I'd like to meet:

Well of course people like me or who share similar perspectives such as mine or comeplete opposites. Its always nice meeting new people especially those who return the favor in time progresed.Who am I kinding I do need more female friends for I have but a handful due to moving down here from southern california.

Music:

Of course off the top of my head it would be rock, soft rock, sometimes I listen to classical it smoothens my mind and sets me back to nominal sometimes. I also listen to other music like hip hop, r&b depending on the mood. Either way i geuss you can say alot of the music I enjoy was in the 80s and 90s

Movies:

Movies are awesome especially the one you watch and you leave thinking about many things associated with life. I really enjoy horror movies like some of stephen kings and old 80's early 90's movies too. Some of the new ones are cool too.

Television:

Adult swim, mtv is sooooo overated now, fuck pop music I hate it!!! Alot of tv that will attract me to watch would be cartoons or educational stuff like discovery, tlc, kera, ect.

Books:

I really dont have much time to read books, I try to though and the most recent book I've read was called Johnathon Seagull, quite interesting the way life was put in the perspective of an animal.

Heroes:

First god for letting me be here, My parents for watching out for me and made sure i suceeded in life, My friends for being there when I was down, My grandma for helping me out and watching over me and anyone else who has helped someone in need

My Blog

Done

I lay sorrounded by walls as the ceiling closes downUp until now everything is extinguished all aroundMy next destination is located undergroundAn undisputed sickness for which I'm boundConstantly str...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Wed, 21 May 2008 04:10:00 PST

Umpromissing Ending

Unwanted now and beforeThoughts written to storeLiving eternally boreMind cooperating no moreDead silence followed to the coreSleepnow and never awakeCounting added days only the mistakeMentally shift...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Mon, 05 May 2008 02:45:00 PST

Rest Silent

Dont wake me up, let me dreamGood will not take me, tragedy it may seemI show to be ill by mentally stillPain I can kill but for that there is no pillFor I have no will, ideas gather by the window sil...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:26:00 PST

Distant End

Permitted at a glance of one's disposalA cried out plea as of this proposalLiving looked up as a lendOnly the giver has the rights to your endDisgusted in the ongoing chapterSmiling forcing my laughte...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:19:00 PST

Hallucination

Distilled life given formed a shattered soulTruant immunity causes death only goalCautious contiunity dismembers the brainAcknoledged allowance into the mind to insaneConstant hunger by the infinite f...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:15:00 PST

Resisting Existance

The walk foward seems eternalExausted through this humiliated infernoNo feedback in which to returnFowardly seeking a new past for the present to burnEverything's benn left unexplained with nothing le...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:11:00 PST

Day Dream

Long days working in the heatMost nights passed by with no sleepDay in and day out in defeatNo show of change, stuck in repeatSometimes from this I wish a retreatCaught on my knees, too difficult to s...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:04:00 PST

Ill-Considered

Peculiar as to how me metA ceirtain time and date setA reason in which it is something I will not forgetNever a reason I should show regretKept a well aligned tune with no disrespectNothing strong eno...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:00:00 PST

M y Mistress

The type of girl I wantAlways smells good at all timesAlways dressed to impress even at home nonethelessHas a contagious smile that lasts for a whileIs pro- choice with a seductive voiceWithin a perfe...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

Felt Feeling

Today it is you that I choseTo whom to give this single roseMy thoughts quickly frozeEverytime that you ever did come closeThe Rose rests in your palmClose your eyes and remain calmSomeone pictured in...
Posted by pepeR [life a risk,time to risk life itself] on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:54:00 PST