Well i have a pretty boring life but i love it!!!! I have 4 brothers and sisters two are half though. I had a great b/f that i hope to always be friends with can't let 6 yrs go to a complete waste i pretty much feel like i've already been married and divorced lol it hurts but i hope we will always remain friends really for life steven even!!Well I just had The worst year ever "2008" was surly a bitch.. In and out of jail the worst place ever Hate it.. I feel so ashamed i really honestly never thought that i would have ended up this way!! All i can do is accept the change that obviously has too come..I'm really putting everything i have into recovering right now probation,aa,ect..,, ya know just tryin to live a better life i guess.. Shit really does change more often then i'd like to admit!! I deff on a come up type deal too get back on my feet after steve and i pretty much had a little down fall leaving what u have is hard but it can only get easyer U might hit bottom but u can only fly high... I only have a couple girls i would really call friends Tiera,Kady,Sierra,& Rose and of corse my sisters my best friend of all my inspiration a really big part of my life, all these girls at one time or another were there for like i was for them ill always LOVE threw thick and thin. I really like to just have fun i'm a free spirit with alot of love mabey too much!!! I've come to relize that friends will come and go... The bestest of friends will do u wrong you'll be hurt more then u could ever imagine. It's the people u have and will always have that mean the most. Family is just that, even though it might be bad sometimes thats what keeps me strong i do love life but i have taken it for granted, i have started shit and talked shit but thats because i meant it, i have said some wrong things and feelt really stupid but it happens... I have learned that unless u hear something from that persons mouth it's never true.People are all different and anyone can be shady thats why keep the love ones and bestest close cuz not to many people can walk around and say i have even 4 or 5 real friends anymore and thats pretty sad HA!!! I guess theres just some pretty fake people in life u just gotta deal..There just some things i can't stand and thats fake ass people idk why lol "AGAIN"..I hate liers, I love to laugh, I think almost everything is funny,I love to eat mac n Cheese, I love the movie curly sue,I Love My even Steven,I love gum and Cherry coke,I hate school, I miss the old days like when I was 12,I almost can"t stand that i have to get a job but i'm lookin , I hate when people act like ur friend, I wish everyday could be a good day,I hate to say goodbye, I hate that I always get headaches, I love to smoke green, I hate marlboro menthol, I love newports, I don't care 4 beer but I love liquor ruby red absoult, I talk alot, I am annoying and i love it, I am outspoken and quiet... Weird right, I can be pretty crazy, I have an attitude,I love the rain,I hate when it's too hot,I have to sleep with a fan,i'm very observent,i like being different and thats what makes me hate it or love it and Thats a look into my life!!!
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