° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.]

About Me

metal chick from brissy, music is my life. i play guitar and paint and work in a guitar/music shop. love the local metal/rock/hardcore scene, its great.

im a complete hellraiser freak. i have lots of rad toys. movie buff too. love goin out to see live bands n shite. bout it.

love my friends. theyre my family. most people here know me anyways and know what im on about. need to get arse into gear and form a band this year though..

My favourite girls, they're better than yours. We're so hard!

new paintings i did

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My Interests

Guitar
Art
Tattoos
Comics
Hellraiser
Piercing
Burlesque Dancers
Music
Painting
Drawing
Reading
Drinking
Mates

"Wheres my money!!" I should totally think about stopping drinking one of these days. nah, fuck it. look how happy Naomi is!!!

and also body mods

Music:

311
36 Crazyfists
A Secret Death
All Embedded Memories
Agony Scene
Armsbendback
As I Lay Dying
COG
Bury Your Dead
Dead To Fall
Deftones!!
Dillinger Escape Plan
Everytime I Die
Faith No More
Far (rip)
Five Star Prison Cell
Hopesfall
Interpol
Karnivool!!
Killswitch Engage
Lamb Of God
Lynchmada!!
Mourningtide
Norma Jean!!
Omerata (rip)
Parkway Drive
Poison The Well
Slain Of Myself (rip)
Slowly Building Weapons
Something For Kate
Team Sleep
The Rivalry
Tiger Army
Vision Of Disorder
Will Haven!!
Zao

Movies:

all things: David Lynch, Clive Barker, Luc Besson, Marc Caro & Jean-Pierre Jeunet

'What Dreams May Come', 'Preaching To The Perverted', 'Labyrinth', 'Howl's Moving Castle', 'The Rage In Placid Lake', 'Napolian Dynamite', 'Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas', 'Anchorman'

Television:

Black Books! Little Brittain! Family Guy, Greys Anatomy motherfuckers!

Books:

Terry Pratchett
Clive Barker
John Connelly
Neil Gaiman
Joseph Geary
"Celestine Prophecy" - James Redfield
"Conversations with God" - ?

Heroes:

pure love

Naomi I live for her ♥

My Blog

IM FUCKIN GETTING MARRIED! NO SHIT

yep its tottally true. Joshi proposed, I said yes, and wadda ya know? we're getting hitched Sept 2008 on a beach :) See, told ya i'd post a nice blog one of these days haha
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:14:00 PST

no changes no changes at all

why is it that as much i try to turn my world upsidedown i still wake up with everything the same. i fuck my face up, lose a couple of days... but things are still the same.. interesting.. is it groun...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:54:00 PST

SHITTY POEM

Where did these wounds form? How will they heal? Were you here, were you real? How will I live now that you didn't ever mean what you said you felt? This did not happen.Not right now. I can't s...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 07:54:00 PST

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING??

Sitting in this bullshit excuse of a job, wasting my days and nights and weeks away.. I have no fuckin purpose. I just know that this is all shit.. I'm in love with someone who sees straight through m...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:49:00 PST

LIFE IS GAYS ON A PLANE

I want to fucking die. "stay strong!" "keep your head up!" I have nothing. And the person i love more than anything i dont even see anymore. This weekend my friend died and this week Music Focu...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 05:36:00 PST

FOR YOU SICK CUNTS

As I promised, pics of me jabbing myself Hah, fun times. Oh, well, something to pass the time and a distraction from thinking of the gay things in my life (or moreso the ones that are...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:00:00 PST

MY CURRENT LIFE

The man I love left me and still has my heart. Well, what to say. I've been well...ish. I'm terribly heartbroken but its not like I'm the first person to feel this way. I just feel so lost and very a...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 04:44:00 PST

NOTHING BUT SAD TIMES

well this is my "life is fucked" blog. im being very self pitying too. joel left me cuz im a fucktard and fuck everything up. i love him more than anything in this whole fucking world and now he's gon...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 11:40:00 PST

HOUSEWARMING PARTAY!!

I am finally having a house warming party at mine!! Saturday 1st July!! All invited!
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:05:00 PST

NIPPLES SUCK

well well well whats new?? well i had to take one of my nipple peircings out cuz it wouldnt heal so now im distraught.. and lop sidded! that sucks work is sweet. i work in a guitar shop and you ...
Posted by ° KJ The Deceived ° [B.C.N.C.] on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:50:00 PST