(SCROLL DOWN TO SEE WHAT IM ALL ABOUT)"DO NOT LET THIS UNIVERSE REGRET YOU!"
I'AM NO PRISONER OF FATE, ONLY A CONQUERER OF DESTINY...ONLY THOSE WHO WILL RISK GOING TO FAR CAN POSSIBLY FIND OUT HOW FAR ONE CAN GO..I am an "ANOMALY" (definition: Deviation or departure from the normal or common order, form, or rule. One that is peculiar, irregular, abnormal, or difficult to classify. I cannot be categorized because there is no category to put me in. i cannot be held down because i am un-holdable. i cannot be broken down because i am un-breakable.i am like huge freight train, once i get moving i cannot be stopped or derailed. anything thats in my way trying to prevent me from reaching my goal will be destroyed.I am a person that acts with reason because i am a reasonable person. All of who i was, All of who i am and all of who i will be has been preordained, My future cannot be altered because it is inevitable."So here I am it's in my hands and I'll savor every moment of this so here I am alive at last and I'll savor every moment of this."Everything that i dreamnt about is coming sooner than expected,its all unfolding before my very eyes and i am grateful that the plans that GOD have for me are plans that are MORE than what i could ever imagined.I have a humble soul and a down to earth personality. NEVER putting myself above anyone else. NEVER wishing bad on my enemies only hoping that they knew the reason why they are my enemies. Im the type of person that will give you the coat off my back on the coldest day of the year, and my umbrella on the rainiest . If im starving and you say your hungry i will gladly give you what i have. Believe me there were times when i was at school or work and spotted someone money and ended up being broke for the rest of the day..surviving on like 2 dollars and 57 cents (dat waz painful eating a bag of doritoes and rice krispys, its not fun when your stomach is screaming F.O.O.D lol)I tend to go out of my way to please people when i know the same people im pleasing wouldn't do the same for me and yet i still do it. why? i dont really know, to do the opposite would go against who i am.I would never try to rain on anyones parade instead ill be there celebrating with you. I can at times be kind of quiet and maybe a lil distant but thats not because im shy or because i think im better than you,(BTW im not a phone person lol)its because i am an observant person i read people like i read books, never loosing focus, scanning for any fatal flaws in who they appear to be. i just concentrate on their character and what they have to say, if i don't like what im reading then like a book i close it, not wasting anymore of my time. Im not a judgemental type person but if i dont click with you the first few times then we probably shouldn't be more than just associates.I tend to cut people out of my life fairly easily some would say thats one of my greatest flaws and maybe that is true BUT, i think i have my reasons for doing that. It eats me up inside if i act as if im cool with you, even though deep down inside i hate your guts. lol(SHADY PEOPLE DESERVE TO BE UNSEEN, SO STAY IN THAT SHADE AND LET ME SHINE)
i know "ALOT" of people! but i DON'T know too many "REAL FRIENDS". I hate when people confuse "knowing people" with "friends". they tend to show off their phone-books and their myspace pages(top-40)and whatever contact list they have knowing that 99.9% of those people would stab you in the back or leave you flat in a minute if its not in their interest. So i dont really care about how many people you know. i dont care about how many people you hang out with at clubs or bars. im happy with the few real friends that i have, instead of some fake ass wanna be "CLIQ" that talk shit about you when you walk away to use the bathroom.Actually i believe alot of people that we know (NOT ALL)only associate themsleves with a particular person because they want or need something from them(sex, property, company, hookup, a ride, money, a hang out buddy, networking, etc). for example a guy with a Car only gets love from certain people only when his so-called friends need a ride to a hangout spot and not because the guy with the car is actually a cool dude.I don't know about you, but i rather not receive CALLS, TEXTS, and COMMENTS from phony people. Cuz right after i recieve them shits i laugh. So if you DON'T like me don't say "Hi" or ask me how me "how my family is" because i don't respect fake people and once you don't have my respect you don't really exist in my life, your just a "THING" that makes noise and suck up air lol.i apologize to anyone that gets offended with what i just said, that just simply means you have a guilty conscience. and anyone that agrees with me i salute you ;-)I know that the people that i call my friends would do almost anything for me and i would do the same for them. I hate people that do favors/look out for you and expect one in return. this is not a "scratch my back & i scratch yours" buisness deal. If i do you a favor or look out for you i would never do it just to get something in return,NEVER. I do it because i care and im a sincere person that really want to look out for you.Im an Honorable and Loyal person i would never betray someone that i care for (friend or otherwise). Once you have my friendship you can be sure that you'll have it for a lifetime. Although we might not speak, hang out or see each other often i can guarentee that whenever you NEED me ill be there. Only my true friends will receive my unconditional support and loyalty without prejudices.If you want the truth ill give it to you and i expect the same in return. Hey im not trying to come off like im a perfect angel because im NOT, but i am a decent human being lol =-)I think I am quite normal, but those who know me think I am a "LITTLE OUT-THERE" and "A COMPLEX PERSON" I agree with the complex thing and i find it somewhat amusing, but im not too sure about the "OUT-THERE" thing, I guess everyone out there has to make there own determination. What's yours???
