this shit called love.... |
i feel so stupid for thinking someone could want me, feel absolutely used, so impure, so not freemy heart is bound in so many ways i can't count,shame, guilt, and heartbreak stacked like a mountain,wa...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:12:00 PST |
STILL I TURN MY BACK ON YOU |
I hear you calling out to me
Asking me to please come home
But the world is my oyster
And i'm trying to get full
So i turn my back on you
Every now and again I stop and think
that i wanna do right
Pay...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:38:00 PST |
PAIN |
PAINWhat does it mean when you no longer feel pain?What does it mean when the word "love" just doesn't sound the same? What does it mean when "alone" doesn't sound as lonely as before?What does i...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:09:00 PST |
a place |
i'm thinkin of a time and a place
where the pains of time can be erased
a place that i can jus chill and be me
that no one can point and look jus to judge me
...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:55:00 PST |
brokenhearts never really heal |
WE talked for hours,
we laughed for what seemed like days,
went to the park,
played in the rain
You made me feel special,
you made me feel loved,
you made me think of
noone but y...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST |
IF U THINK U KNOW ME READ ON U MIGHT NOT |
I AM not perfect
I AM going to make mistakes
I AM am a person
whom God thought enough of to make
the whole world will never be pleased with everything
I say and do,
But to myself i must always remai...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 03:07:00 PST |
what do broken hearts mean? |
a broken heart, how do you heal it
you know it hard to cover once you reveal it
you give your all into something so little
and in the end the big spark becomes a fizzle
i contemplate not ever loving a...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 07:47:00 PST |
can't wait |
can't wait til the day when this time is over
not talking bout an end but starting over
new days are coming
i can feel it in my bones
nomore strugglin and hustlin jus movin' on
can't wait til the day ...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 03:29:00 PST |
YESTERDAY/TODAY |
YESTERDAY i would've thought i feltmy world collapse,self indulged maybe,a little scared perhapsyou see things were going so well for methat's when i hit rock bottom;and dark was all l i could se...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 07:37:00 PST |
DOES IT MAKE SENSE |
i try and i try to do the lord's will
day in day, day out, but sometimes i feel
like my prayers are in vain
and i'm going insane
trying to do what is asked of me
sometimes i let out a silent ple...
Posted by MZ.PEANUT on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 06:40:00 PST |
