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//Alex\\

Do you care if I don't know what to say?

About Me

Loves Pink. Music. Drama. My Laura. Lollypops. My Piano/flute/clarinet. Writing. Singing. Poetry. Katie Morag. Reading. Hugs from behind . The OC. Big Brother. Spin the bottle. Stars. Hearts. Falling asleep next to someone. Ribbons. Honest, long, meaningful hugs. Tiaras. Long journeys with my music. Compliments. Musicals. My friends. Disney. Individuality. Honesty. Random sweet texts. Saira Mohan. Myspace. Love. Hugs. Kisses. Hearing "I love you" and knowing it's meant. Holding hands. Surprises. People playing with my hair.
Suicide Girls
DisLoves
Dishonest people. Two faced people. Neds. Spitting. Backstabbers. Discrimination. Busses. Being messed about. Knowing I've made a bad first impression. The whole scenester thing. People underappreciating me. When my friends hate eachother and I'm caught in the middle. Plugs [the ear kind]. When I'm torn between my head and my heart. People listening to their music when they're out in a group. The fact that I can't hate. Fakes. The fact that I'm too forgiving sometimes. The fact that I'll fix an argument just so that it's fixed...even though it's not all resolved. I'll pretend it's all good, just to get back to normal.
Local Bands
Modest Theory , Soma , Hoax , Nuground , Kobai , Psychic Afro , Kicking Buckets.Sorry, but I'm not accepting friend requests from bands at the moment. My computer won't play sound, so I can't add you if I don't know what you sound like! Sorry. Only bands of people I know/local bands I've seen will be added at the moment!
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Show Me You Love Me...
Scroll the box to see who loves me.
Make me something, and I'll love you forever.
I heart Brittney, Carlyn, Stefi, Craig, Dave, Emma Laura, and Sophie lots.
Hehe Merry Christmas Linsay!! xxxx
Harley made me this
Emma rules :) Fancy yooo too Hen!
Linda made me this because I had to miss Kerrang! Thank yoo Linda :)
Love you Luci! :)
Calum and Liam think they are funny. They are not! This picture changes a lot...don't trust Liam.
I love Emma, Craig and Nicola! We are cooler than you! *mwaah* I love these people

My Interests


My babi Carlyn made this for me

Me
I love all my friends. I'm a vegetarian. I wear contact lenses. I sing alot. I hate my smile, I can't smile, so please don't be offended. Yeah, I like girls, and yeah, I like boys, I don't like labeling myself. I can get very protective over my close friends. I love dogging college and getting lost in books and hot chocolate for hours in Borders. I've only ever had two boyfriends. Music is my life. I vary violently between shyness and confidence. I get extremely jealous (but I'd never admit it). I can get away with murder. I read alot (but not as much as I used to). I'm addicted to my computer. I Google everything, literally everything. I'm addicted to msn. I'm addicted to myspace. I just want to be loved. I want a perfect body, but what I have will do for now. I say I don't care what people think, but deep down I do a bit. I write alot, short stories, drabbles, poems, fanfiction, music, songs, everything. I like little things that make me feel special. I love, love long hugs from behind. I used to get obsessed over people I fancy. But to be honest, right now I'm not like that over anyone. I love songs about sex. I love manicuring my nails. I try to be honest and I usually tell the truth. I like being alone. But I like seeing my friends too. I don't hate people for being different to me. I don't hate anyone. I can be too forgiving but I can't stay mad at some people. If you hurt me, you'll probably know about it someday. I'm very complex. I love spin the bottle. I'm gulliable. I used to let people lead me on. I can't live without my mobile. I love kissing. I'm comfortable with most sexual stuff and I don't care what people think about that. I'm a perfectionist. I want an easy life. I don't tan in the sun and it's annoying. I love jewellary. I don't stick to one clique, like "goth" or "grunger" or "ned", I change as to what I feel like, I wear what I feel like wearing. One day I might look very grungey/emo but the next day I might be in a skirt and pink tshirt with bunches in. I don't wear much makeup but I can't live without my eyeliner. I have been told I'm a natural flirt. I cry alot. I sometimes cry in public. I'm a natural blonde. I listen to every kind of music and don't care what people think when I love it all. I love the colour pink. I don't really hate anything. I don't like people telling me what to do, what to love and what to hate.
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I'd like to meet:

No-one. I have everyone who could ever be important to to me.
I have my baby boy. <[i>My half brother, not my son.]

Actually, I'd like to meet someone. Who I can trust, belive in, and love. And who trusts, belives in, and loves me. Lots of recent experiences have led me to not trust males. (And to give up on females who can't make up their minds.) I want someone to make me feel special. And that I won't doubt.
But for now...
I have a couple of best friends.
And I've a few other friends too.
And that'll do just fine.

Alex has super amazing friends
I have the best girls.

Kirsty

Stefi

Laura

Sticky

Luciana

Stephy

The rest are uber special too

Heroes:



I love my girls...
♥ Laura, Stefi, Sticky, Kiz, Steph, Luci, Kat. ♥
I love my boys too...
♥ Chris, Muff, Craig, Calum, John, Omar. ♥

My Blog

I'm sorry...

In the words of Christina... I'm sorry I'm not a virgin, I'm sorry I'm not a slut.I'm sorry I'm not perfect.But no one is.I'm sorry my body isn't perfect.But I really don't need you to remind me.I'm ...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 05:05:00 PST

Those special people...

 These people...  These people are my world.They can make me laugh, on those days where I think I can't even smile.And they have the best shoulders to cry on...The best words to bitch a...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:14:00 PST

Rocky Horror!

I thought I done this last night, obviously not!  First, I had to decide on my outfit... >   I don't like this one, but it's to show off the curly hair and makeup!   I decided...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:22:00 PST

PROM!

People keep asking for prom pictures, so I thought I'd shove them in a blog. I'm hardly in any of them lol but if you were at prom, feel free to take any you like :)Kirsty :)Me and Kiz.Me and Kiz agai...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 05:40:00 PST

2005 wasn't that bad after all...

I just spent ages reading through my old diary entries from last year, and I read through old LJ comments. Back to when I had just met Craig and Jordan was just "Craig's pal". Back to when I was g...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 07:58:00 PST

Valentines 06 :)

So for the past three or so years running, me Steph and Kiz have got together for a chick-flicks-and-chocolate night in. And just because I've left school doesn't mean we shouldn't do it this year! I...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 04:02:00 PST

Madman In Somerfield.....!

So, it was just a normal college day. Friday is the only day we're in long enough to get a lunch break now.So me and a group of people went to the local Somerfield to pick up some lunch, and then went...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 12:08:00 PST

Penny For The People

http://www.myspace.com/penny4theppl Please join this, and re-post to everyone you know. It's from the World Issues Group at the Key, and all they want from you is a penny! Just one penny! Think ...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 05:47:00 PST

Clearing things up...

[This was a bulletin, but I'm putting it in here too.]Everyone thinks I should hate many people, for many reasons.I should hate:Linda, Beth, Claire, Stefi, Emma, Luci...and many other people.But I don...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 06:05:00 PST

Remember...

Thinking deeply again.........I remember when "I love you" was something you were only going to hear from a long-term boyfriend when you're older.I remember when you only ever said "love you" to your ...
Posted by //Alex\\ on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:32:00 PST