My babi Carlyn made this for me
Me
I love all my friends. I'm a vegetarian. I wear contact lenses. I sing alot. I hate my smile, I can't smile, so please don't be offended. Yeah, I like girls, and yeah, I like boys, I don't like labeling myself. I can get very protective over my close friends. I love dogging college and getting lost in books and hot chocolate for hours in Borders. I've only ever had two boyfriends. Music is my life. I vary violently between shyness and confidence. I get extremely jealous (but I'd never admit it). I can get away with murder. I read alot (but not as much as I used to). I'm addicted to my computer. I Google everything, literally everything. I'm addicted to msn. I'm addicted to myspace. I just want to be loved. I want a perfect body, but what I have will do for now. I say I don't care what people think, but deep down I do a bit. I write alot, short stories, drabbles, poems, fanfiction, music, songs, everything. I like little things that make me feel special. I love, love long hugs from behind. I used to get obsessed over people I fancy. But to be honest, right now I'm not like that over anyone. I love songs about sex. I love manicuring my nails. I try to be honest and I usually tell the truth. I like being alone. But I like seeing my friends too. I don't hate people for being different to me. I don't hate anyone. I can be too forgiving but I can't stay mad at some people. If you hurt me, you'll probably know about it someday. I'm very complex. I love spin the bottle. I'm gulliable. I used to let people lead me on. I can't live without my mobile. I love kissing. I'm comfortable with most sexual stuff and I don't care what people think about that. I'm a perfectionist. I want an easy life. I don't tan in the sun and it's annoying. I love jewellary. I don't stick to one clique, like "goth" or "grunger" or "ned", I change as to what I feel like, I wear what I feel like wearing. One day I might look very grungey/emo but the next day I might be in a skirt and pink tshirt with bunches in. I don't wear much makeup but I can't live without my eyeliner. I have been told I'm a natural flirt. I cry alot. I sometimes cry in public. I'm a natural blonde. I listen to every kind of music and don't care what people think when I love it all. I love the colour pink. I don't really hate anything. I don't like people telling me what to do, what to love and what to hate.
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No-one. I have everyone who could ever be important to to me.
I have my baby boy. <[i>My half brother, not my son.]
Actually, I'd like to meet someone.
Who I can trust, belive in, and love.
And who trusts, belives in, and loves me.
Lots of recent experiences have led me to not trust males.
(And to give up on females who can't make up their minds.)
I want someone to make me feel special.
And that I won't doubt.
But for now...
I have a couple of best friends.
And I've a few other friends too.
And that'll do just fine.
Alex has super amazing friends
I have the best girls.
Kirsty
Stefi
Laura
Sticky
Luciana
Stephy
The rest are uber special too
I love my girls...
♥ Laura, Stefi, Sticky, Kiz, Steph, Luci, Kat. ♥
I love my boys too...
♥ Chris, Muff, Craig, Calum, John, Omar. ♥