I've Found More Than I Bargained For
EVERYTHING IN TRANSIT
I was told I was going nowhere fast, that I was watching the light slip through the cracks, where the mass of every letter I am able to spare lacks the ability to compensate with what I've in blind manner graft to myself.
So... Is it just me or is there something bright as day standing right in plain view?
Am I at fault was this your plan, was the framework lost where I fought for a helping hand?
Where It's At.
A City On Fire
Man!, I feel like every single thing I value in life well it's all thanks to you. Think about it really, think about it, everything I've ever did well you were rite there with me, and I value every second of time we might as well have wasted together (in a posative way i say that). Just because you were there well it was worth it. We've planned a future and the future we planned well I couldn't imagine anyone else to do it with than you. Between you and I the future is in our hands. Dude never, I ask you never to think twice when it comes to our friendship, never again! i know that you feel like i've taken you for granted once but that's in the past and thats something that we've put to rest (which is the only way i'd agree with putting things to rest). That goes the same for all of you CAPELLA-teer's. if i didn't have someone to talk about the things we stay up all night talking about i'd become a drone, :( imagine that me, a drone, not a good look for me. I want you to know that you're the only one i have disagreements with, but that doesn't matter because you are who you are and i'd consider you my best friend, without you being who you are ...well that would leave me in the dirt.
Besides who's shoulder would i have slept on, on that long ass drive back from D.C. no-one's that's who haha. It's like a metaphor all it's own that shoulder has always been there and I feel like there it'll remain. Dude we're Bromosexuals for life haha. Jk. There's only a select few people I'd post up like I've done with you. You live so far away and in no way, but did we let distance split us? no! You crack me up far too much to just let that go. you know? Without you I fear that i would have never cracked a smile. Dude I'd really like to thank you for everything you helped me out with. You helped me learn to set goals and really reach for the stars. I wouldn't be who I am today with out you and your family. "Our Family" if you will. You're like my brother and that's how I'll always see it. I'll always miss you guys and I'll always be searching for a way to live like we used to, I know it may be a long shot but if it meets terms it'll be well, well! worth it. by this time you should know that there's so much more about you in an old blog i posted but if no check it out. You're my biggest inspiration i owe it all to you. Dude,
You're Crazy
haha
there's too much to say
you're intensity in cities
you're an island of yourself
which in turn makes you fit for a king
give 'em hell
you don't know where to draw the line
but for heavens sake drop a line whenever you feel it nessacerywho'd of thought that I'd be so level with a person? Not me, not until i came to the across the sudden realization of the fact that i'm not the only one in this bind five of us got ourselves into. I'm so glad that i have you to converse with when it comes to that sort of thing. Trust me you're family and I don't feel like we'll ever see it any other way. you've been with me through thick and thin. it's been so long so up-and-down. it's been far to long and you seem to be the only person i know who's as upfront about it as i. you and your brother gave me the little pushes i needed to get to where i am: personality wise and believe me i love, absolutly love this state of being. You always made way to make sure that my head was above water, and I thank you for that more than anyone. I feel like you'll be the one giving me something to write about. feel free to fill me in every chance you get or when you need to talk. trust me when i don't have time to spare i'm sure i'll be able to pensil you in regardless.
