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This Love Is Killing Me

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About Me

So here's a bit about me...I hate my first name. I get my feelings hurt easy. I'm 18 and still trying to figure out who I am and why I'm here. I'm a small town girl and pray to keep it that way. I'm young and I still have an idealistic way of thinking, which I'm quickly finding out is the opposite of life. I'm bi polar and have a lot to work on, but I'm getting there. I've come along way from the shy little blonde girl from Lithonia, Georgia. I'm a country girl at heart and as much as I try to run from it and be someone else I'm finding it's who I really am. I'm a jeans and T kinda girl but I clean up nice too. I'm pretty down to earth. I tend to be the pretty girl in the corner that gets looked over. I'm naturally blonde- well I use to be. I love my mom and have no idea what I would do without her. She's my rock when I'm in a hard place and I hope when I'm a true adult I can be half the person she is.Warm sunny days make me smile... it's nearly impossible for me to not be happy when God's given me a gorgeous day. I'm extremely happy with a sunny, breezy summer day and a hammock to sleep in. I love the beach and hope to see more of it this summer. I want the "American Dream."- Cute little house, nice yard, loving husband and kids that amaze me everyday. I take long showers, they're my time to have "me" time in the mornings. I brush my teeth in the shower and dance while drying my hair and use the brush as a microphone. I miss my friends- who never come see me. I'm a bit of a health freak but I'm always up for some cheese fries and a Coca-Cola. I have a God daughter & can't even imagine what'll be like when I actually have one of my own. Bringing an actual life into this world never ceases to amaze me. I rock out in my underwear when no one's home... yes, air guitar and all. I get my heart broken easy simply because I think everyone's a good person at heart. I love baseball caps and southern accents. Horses are my passion.When I'm with them nothing else matters and my troubles go away. I hate shoes and socks. I'm constantly barefoot during the summer. I LOVE sun dresses! I'm a fan of old muscle cars & old trucks. I believe in love at first site & soul mates. I think what you put into your life you'll get back. I believe in heaven and hell. I think everyone has a guardian angel. I hate liars and all together shady people. I love sunflowers. 80's music kicks ass. My radio is always turned to 97.3 the eagle. My best features are my eyes and lips. I have three tattoos... I'm pretty sure I'm not done either. My favorite color is orange. I hate Full House. I think shows like Law-and-Order & CSI are extremely lame. I think stars are amazing and could stare at them all night. I've never talked til sunrise but would love to. I want to go to California. I love fishing- it's relaxing and just plain fun. I've never been kissed in the rain but do plenty of dancing in it. I'm not afraid to get dirty- in fact I love mud :oP I want the simple life. Love, happiness, and fulfillment.
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I'd like to meet:

Pink, Christopher Gardner, Lance Armstrong, Jimi Hendrix, Jim Morrison, Leonardo Divinci, James Dean, Jim Carey,For my girl Jewelia

Music:

Country, Rock, 80's, Techno, Hip Hop, Blues, Oldies, even a little Raggea

Movies:

Sweet November, The Holiday, The Pursuite of Happyness, Forrest Gump, The Shawshank Redemption, Boondock Saints, Taledega Nights, Ray, 16 Candles, The Breakfast Bunch, Pretty in Pink, Top Gun, Jerry McGuire, Field of Dreams, Sleepless in Seattle, You've Got Mail, City of Angels, Girl Interrupted, Edward Scissor Hands, Pirats of the Carribean, From Hell, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Lemony Snicket... and so many more

Television:

Intervention, Cold Case Files, Top Chef, Project Runway

Books:

Catcher In The Rye, Bible

Heroes:

My Mom & Papa

My Blog

Heart Ache

... sucks ass.... blah.that pretty much sums up this blog.
Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Tue, 22 May 2007 08:03:00 PST

A Simple Life

What I want I want a simple life. I want to live my dreams.I want to fall in love at first sight.I want to fog up the windows at a drive in movie.I want to talk til sunrise under the stars.I want to K...
Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:52:00 PST

Sex With A Cowgirl...

1 - We can mount with ease2 - We can go the distance 3 - We have good hip control 4 - We know how fast or slow to go 5 - We can ride in many different positions6 - We can always hit the right spot 7 -...
Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 04:39:00 PST

Darfur...

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Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 02:54:00 PST

Taking Action---

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Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 02:10:00 PST

RANDOM SHIT...

1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Rarely but yes. 2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? Recycle??? 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school...
Posted by This Love Is Killing Me on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:05:00 PST