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About Me

Bright eyed and awestruck, I've got so much love to give.
I sing along to songs too much and too loudly.I think The Magnetic Fields' "69 Love Songs" is the one of the most brilliant pop albums I've ever heard. (Volume 1 is my favorite.)If someone ever attacks me, my plan is to claw out their eyes.
My favorite kind of people are the great conversationalists and the ones who wave their arms all over the place when they talk. I have this silly fascination with analyzing the way people hold their bodies when they talk to you.
I love trees that blossom and hate heartbreak, am convinced that life is better when you stop letting shame fall over yourself.I'm crazy about all the wrong things, darlin'.
I am selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control.
and at times...hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst
you sure as heck don't deserve me at my best.My husband is the funniest person I know.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Eligible, not too stupid--intelligible, and cute as cupid--knowledgeable, but not always right--salvageable, and free for the night.

Charlotte Elizabeth and Oliver [still working on the middle name].

My Blog

you should have said, "nice to meet you, Im your other half."

For the first time, ever...someone loves me.He loves me. I can't stop saying it to myself.I can't stop laughing, it's all so..amazing.How did this happen? It seems like all the hurt, and pain I've gon...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 20:35:00 GMT

i almost forgot who i was, but came to my senses!!

I recently took that first bandaide off my heart! I am mending, and it feels wonderful to breathe such a huge sigh of relief; I got through that. I managed to go through heartbreak, ache, sadness, the...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 03:49:00 GMT

He grabs my wrists, as my fingers turn into angry fists

Vague sounds of rainPierces through my song againBut I get distracted by the way his toes move when he playsSo I let it burnI just poured my heart outThere's bits of it on the floorBut I take what's l...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 02:02:00 GMT

You dont wear my chains

I hope I'm not alone When I tell you on the phone That all I want is for you to be happy.And even though this may feelLike it couldn't possibly be realWe both know it's for the best.I know we had some...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 06:49:00 GMT

you have suffered enough, and warred with yourself, its time that you won.

It's been an uphill battle between this year and I.So many battles won and lost. Big ones. In all forms and shades, and each other hurting no more or less than the one before it.I found a love that I ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 02:45:00 GMT

Ive made you so happy and so sad, which should I be more sorry for?

You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can'...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:43:00 GMT

i gave the other half of the moon to you so you wouldn’t miss me when i’m gone.

i am a really passionate and affectionate person.just on average to friends or people i dont really even know all to tell. i greet most people with a cheek kiss or a hug and if they are uncomfortable ...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 16:12:00 GMT

He made me a widow, I made him a man...

I'm getting this all out now while I can.while I have the thoughts and the figures and charts flowing through my body and out of my fingers. I fell in love with someone. I fell so hard for them that I...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 03:06:00 GMT

who wants to fall in love with a chicken with its head cut off?

lately i've had time to think.a lot. i know what i have to do and i've already started the process; the transition from one kind of person to the next.this is beginning to be routine for me.maybe one ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 15:20:00 GMT

it's the wrong time to be cheating on you

Gold Phoenix Feathers We've got secrets and lockets and our keys just can't fitI was trying to hold onto something like thisI was dying, trying, to forget what it meantI was waiting for someone who kn...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 23:00:00 GMT