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Perdus les rêves de s'aimer

I am not a pretty girl. That is not what I do.

About Me


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I'm Rosie or Rosetta. I hate close-minded people. I hate goodbyes. I wish I was more artistic. I wish I could play guitar. I wish I was more eloquent. I wish I was in a band. I wish things could be how they were. I wish things could be different to how they were. I wish I had a more clearly defined image. I wish that everyone could see the good inside everyone else more clearly, and could focus on that rather than the things that they don't like. I wish Tories would acknowledge the benefits of left wing politics. I like my name because I can change it for different situations. I have been told that I am constantly driven by love and that love is behind all of the other emotions I feel. I like the smell of garages. I like finding out special things about people that no one else knows. I like pretentious things. I love 'The Picture of Dorian Gray'. I love snuggling in bed and kissing someone's cheek when they least expect it. I love saying things that other people find outrageous. I'm quiet and sometimes think too much. I love language and culture and think it's a great way of finding out about yourself. I love glitter. I love going to Manics gigs and looking fabulous, yet outrageous, especially when you stand out so much on the Tube. I love being flattered. When I am rich enough I intend to buy lots of pretty shoes and display them on shelves in my house. I love being with people. I love being on my own. I love the humanistic approach to psychology. I love individuality and open-minded people. I love it when Catty says 'WOOP WOOP' and does the hand action with it, because it makes me smile. I love being at the front at gigs and turning round to look at the expressions on other peoples' faces. I love feeling close to people. I love dancing to Girls Aloud with Lauren. I need to be loved obsessively, but also to be left alone from time to time. I love discovering new things. I love it when you find out the meaning of something and then that makes several other things make sense to you. I love the bit in 'Mr Brightside' by the Killers when he sings "it was only a kiss" in relative silence. I love going through stations on a train, so you can see all the people on the platform. I love self discovery. I love 'sensitive types'. I love honesty and people who bare their soul; more people should be brave enough to do so. In my opinion, these are the best types of people. I love the sense of belonging. I love getting to know people. I love passion. Anyone who is passionate about something is instantly attractive. I love things that are aesthetically pleasing. I love men in cord or velvet jackets. I love slogans on clothing that say something that will shock some people into questioning their views. I love sticking images, tickets, photos, quotations, anything on my wardrobe. I love my glittery floaty stick. I love memories. I love my memory of standing with Mike at Green Day, when they played 'Wake Me Up When September Ends', when we had our arms round eachother and were singing as loud as we could and it felt like we were the only people there. That moment meant so much to both of us, as the two of us. I only like stuff on toast if it has butter on it aswell. I love having people to talk to, even if you don't know them very well. I love hope. I love getting inspiration for something. I love people who don't care what other people think of them; these people are up there with honest people. I love popping the lid on a new jar of coffee. I love the feeling of butterflies in your tummy. I love life. I love love.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... warm
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... amazing
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... one of a kind
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Your Birthdate: October 29
.. You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your 2005 Song Is
Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz
"Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me."
In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?
You Are 25 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?
You're a decent Manics fan. Be proud. Not many
people can accomplish this.
What kind of Manic Street Preachers fan are you?
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My Interests

Music Reading Writing when I get some inspiration Learning Going to gigs Going out with friends Going to restaurants and eating delicious food while getting delightfully drunk

Music:

Predominantly, the Manic Street Preachers. Ok, I acknowledge that perhaps they are no longer the band that they once were, but if it were not for them, I would not be the person I am today. They fuelled my desire to learn, and to question. Apart from MSP, I like pretty much anything else, just to a lesser extent! I like indie, rock, soul, jazz, cheese, pop, dance, drum n bass, rnb. It's really quite endless, so I won't bore you with a list.

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind Boys Don't Cry Cabaret (I'm sure I'm a gay man trapped in a woman's body) Dirty Dancing Breakfast at Tiffany's Before Sunset The Libertine Lost in Translation

Television:

...is something I watch occasionly. There is nothing I really watch all the time. Apart from the student staple that is Neighbours, but that goes without saying!

Books:

Catcher In The Rye The Bell Jar The Picture Of Dorian Gray Othello

Heroes:

Nicky Wire Sylvia Plath All of those who are true to themselves and what they believe in. Anyone who dares to question.I wouldn't be anywhere without my friends. I love all my girlies and everyone else from here. Also my uni friends are wonderful and very much loved.MIKE desires a special mention. Without him, I'd be a complete mess. Love you.

My Blog

Something happened today...DA DA DA!

And bugger me it was shocking! I FELT PATRIOTIC! What the hell is all of that about?! I was all happy (and still am) cos it's summer and everything now seems much more positive. So on the way hom...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 11:37:00 PST

This part of me

This part of me can't understand why you are not here and why I am not there. I don't feel empty, I just don't feel like me.This part of me feels like someone has taken a scoop out of my stomach a...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 10:35:00 PST

FUCK...

Oh my God...my dad got chucked out of the pub today. Luckily I wasn't there, and it was nowhere around here but even so. Fuck...I'm worried. ...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 10:48:00 PST

OCD ALERT!

Yes, my friends I so bored that I am contemplating the possibility of seriously cleaning my room. In grave danger of changing into Cameron from Hollyoaks. ACK! I do love this song though (Hurt)......
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 06:26:00 PST

Hendrix

This man kicks ass...and I love his jacket! What a sexy man...*mmms* PURE SEX MUSIC! ...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 12:38:00 PST

Perfume

The left sleeve of my jumper smells of faded perfume. Made me smile. Happiness.
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 12:17:00 PST

Today I have mostly...

Wished I was thinner. For some reason. Probably so I have control over something. *Shrugs*. ...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 12:41:00 PST

Snippets of emotions

"But when you hold me like you doIt feels so rightI start to forgetHow my heart gets tornWhen that hurt gets thrownFeeling like you can't go on." So, I went to Mike's New Year's Eve party last nig...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 08:59:00 PST

Things making me happy today

So far today, the things which are making me happy (bearing in mind that I have been awake for just under 2 hours are...:1) The snow. I love the way that it covers all the unattractive things; parts o...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 03:33:00 PST

Random stuff!

First day at work today! Rather good, but I'm fooking knackered! Anyway... Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since 1998.7 years ago...How old were you? 5 days of...
Posted by Perdus les rêves de s'aimer on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 12:50:00 PST