Will i lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will i wake tomorrow from this nightmare
* I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances. *Hi, my name is Rachel! I am seventeen years old. I am junior at this private school that know one has really heard of...i used to go to andover high school. I have a twin sis Anna (she is my best friend)! I love hanging out with my friends...they are all AWESOME and AMAZING, i have a great boyfriend who means a LOT to me and i REALLY REALLY like him, I am in LOVE with GOD, he has blessed me with an AWESOME life and is always there when I need him the most, I'm addicted to shopping , and I'm a coffee addict . Some cool things about me are that I love going on long runs and walks, I love reading and writting poems, my ideal date would be walking in a park, watching the sunset and star gazing, I hope to make a difference in someone's life, i enjoy doing misson work...going to mexico last summer was AMAZING...it changed my life and made me realize how LUCKY we are to have what we have and you should thank GOD eveyday for that, i LOVE dressing up, concerts are the ultimate HIGH, fireworks are my favorite thing (they make me happy and feel like a lil girl again), I love tanning and getting my hair done(it is so relaxing), i love sitting by the fireplace on a snowy day drinking hot choclate with TOMS of marshmellows in it, my best feature is my big blue eyes, when I grow up I want to be a therapist or dietian to people who are struggling with eatting disorders, i work at a hotel, i'm a sucker for BIG sunglasses , I love counry music (I am a country girl at heart), one of my dream jobs is to be a waitress, I have only slept in a hotel once, i love cuddling with the guy that u care the most about, I love dogs and horses, one of my goals is to go bungee jumping off of a bridge, I am starting to learn to golf, I love the card game spit, I HATE FEET with a PASSION...so do not ever try to touch my feet or stick my feet in my face, I do like cute comfy socks and I adore slippers, I Love hanging out with my favorite cousins (Jeanie, Alex, and Brian), I love fishing and tubbing, I prefer skiing over snow boarding, I love playing volleyball at the beach , I LOVE sushi, my favorite stores to shop at are ethnic stores, I love weird jewelry and purses from different countries and i LOVE coach purses , I love trying all different kinds of food from different countries, i won't break any bills over five dollars, i STRONGLY believe in luck...most of the time i have bad luck, my favorite foods are sushi , seafood, pasta, and key lime pie, I love shopping at american eagle, old navy, hollister, and maurices, my two favorite stores right now are express and Calvin Klein , I enjoy working out and doing yoga, i believe that if we break a mirror we have seven years bad luck...i have way more than seven years bad luck then...haha, i add IN BED after every fortune in fortune cookies, i want to get a guy dog and turn him gay...yeah i know i'm weird, i HATE watching cartoons...it is against my religion, i won't watch a black and white movie, I love to sing when I am having a bad day (even though I really suck at it), i play the piano, my dream car is a PINK chevy silverado (wouldn't that be HOTT) ,and basically I just LOVE LIFE and just being me and being who I am and that's about it!
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say We fit together.
Your eyes say I can"t dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say I am addicted to you.
Your body says I just want to hold you.
Your heart says Te amo.
Favorite quotes:* In all possibility there lies so much uncertainty, and the road is not always easy but I'm beginning to see that there is beauty in the mystery. ** When the world says "Give up," HOPE whispers, "Try it one more time." ** You gain strength and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." You must do the thing you think you cannot do. *Take the quiz:
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Rachel Holt
Birthday: Septermber 25th, 1989
Birthplace: Buffalo, MN
Current Location: Andover, MN
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: it's always changing
Height: 5'2...i'm really short
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righties...do it better...
Your Heritage: Irish, Germish, Frenchish...HaHa!
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown flip flops...my fave
Your Weakness: hurting people
Your Fears: letting myself down and losing a close friend
Your Perfect Pizza: onions and olives...mmm...delicious...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: fully recovering
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ok ok ok...HaHa...SUNITA!
Thoughts First Waking Up: GoOd MoRnInG...i'm UP!
Your Best Physical Feature: my BIG blue eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever i'm sleepy
Your Most Missed Memory: all my favorite memories that i have with my friends
Pepsi or Coke: diet coke and diet pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: i don't eat either
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: TWIST BABY!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Carmel Coolers with BFF's
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: i try not to
Do you Sing: everyday it's good 4 u and it makes your day that much better...even though i suck...HAHA
Do you Shower Daily: HELL YEAH!
Have you Been in Love: as much as i could have been 4 my age
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: hopefully someday i have 2 still find that special someone...
Do you belive in yourself: yes most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: i'm a HOT beautiful sexy WOMEN...jk...yes i think i'm pretty...but u can be the final judge on that...
Are you a Health Freak: when it comes to my weight yes
Do you get along with your Parents: my dad's my best friend and my mom supports me with everything and is always there when i need her
Do you like Thunderstorms: i LOVE storms...they r so relaxing...
Do you play an Instrument: i LOVE playing the piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NO
In the past month have you Smoked: NO
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: YES
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: it's like my weekly routine
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no i wish it's my comfort food!
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes...4-H fashion show...HaHa!
In the past month have you been Dumped: sadly yes...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: SUNITA where r u when i need u 2 answer this question...hmm...shh...
Ever been Drunk: YES...good times...HaHa!
Ever been called a Tease: um...no
Ever been Beaten up: by that BITCH sunita...lol...i LOVE u BFF...
Ever Shoplifted: umm...SUNITA....???
How do you want to Die: umm...i will go insane if i think about this question
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a dietian or therapist for people who r struggling with eating disorders.
What country would you most like to Visit: Africa or Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i LOVE eyes..it doesn't matter...
Favourite Hair Color: umm...doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: short looks cleaner
Height: dude should be taller than me
Weight: i don't look at weight
Best Clothing Style: clothes that express who you truly are!
Number of Drugs I have taken: one
Number of CDs I own: 2 many 2 count
Number of Piercings: two
Number of Tattoos: i want a rosary around my ankle with the cross going down my foot...can u say CUTE?
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i try to not regret things cuz everything we do shapes us for who we are today!
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You Are a Frappacino
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low
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