I am half Japanese and half Black. I am a man of a short life and alot of experiences. I claim to know what I know and nothing else. I was born in Ft Campbell, Ky. And raised in San Antonio, TX. I graduated from Fox Tech High. Which I transfered so I could play ball. We didn't win State my Senior year, but my boys brought it home the next year. I then joined the military. And this is where I started to learn there is more to life. My first chance came about two years after I joined the army,in the form of my first and only son Yamoni Isaiah.(daddy loves you Papa) But I didn't see it. Then three years later I get my second chance in my daughter Namomi Nani.(you are the key to my heart Babygirl) But I still didn't see it. Well, they say the third times the charm. And the third chance comes in the form of the Lord. It is here where he shows me that I am dust. I have by this time left my children(we won't get into details, I left)Well, let me tell you, when your comfort is gone. When something you take for granted is missing or you don't know where it is.........this is something I wish on no one, but you must experinece it.I am no longer there for my children, when they're upset, scared, lonely, confused, happy, sad; when they need me.........their daddy's not there. Oh, I want to be there, they know I want to be there. But wanting and "Being" are to different things.Love EVERYTHING about your life. The Good and the Bad. Give everything it's proper respect, les you lose it and you really findout how much it meant to you.My son and my daughter are my world, but those were just words. Until, I lost my privalige to be they're Father. Yes, I pay my child support and I see them when I can. BUT IT IS NOT THE SAME. SO FOR YOU BROTHAS AND SISTAS OUT THERE WALKIN IN MY SHOES, EVEN TO ANYBODY THAT HAS LOST SOMETHIN OR SOMEONE.......You know it is not the same.A privalige is just that.......it was given to you, but you don't have to have it.......and it can be taken away.And then, is when something you were "given" freely, you'll want to EARN. I just pray for you and me it won't be to late.Brian Daniel Katada Jones
12/11/76
This is for my son Yamoni Isaiah and my daughter Namoi Nani Jones.
01/24/00 and 08/08/03
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