Ace Trainer ♂ Fat Black Desu™

Well the name's Maurice, but I'm infamously known as Fat Black.
But a name's no different than a number. So... whatever's whatever. I'm 18, a philosopher, a shitty musician, a graduate from hamilton west, and I try to live my life the way I want.
Well I've never been able to write an about mean that actually reflects me... but then again it's kinda hard to write about something you don't really know that much about. Well anyway...
Facts: I go to MCCC. I try to see everything as a learning experience. most of the time my mind is blank. I almost never know what to say to someone I'm not comfortable around. it can take years or a instant for me to get comfortable with someone/something. I suck at doing things that only pertain to me. I'm really good at helping people. I watched my mom die ever since I don't handle pressure well. I'm pretty sure I have some sort of social anxiety. I love collecting random bits of info. things interest me. I enjoy meditating. I usually only act weird because it's fun. I lack sympathy but I'm full of empathy. I usually suck at talking to girls. I'm really lazy. I play bass terribly. things bore me quickly. I love japanese things. I enjoy playing in magic tournaments most definatly. I have an obsession with the words mugen, kabuki, henshin, and ore. I'm either really loud and hyper or quiet and meditative, I can switch between quickly. I try to help people I don't really know, thus making me seem like some fat black mo-hawk weird stalker. I'm a recluse but i dream of wandering the world making people smile. I'm extremely Nerd-Core. I love anime and live action japanese programing with a passion. I listen to more japanese music than I do people and people talk to me ALOT. Guitarist piss me off. So do old people who think I don't know anything cause I'm young. People interest me. For some strange reason people listen to me. Really heavy music makes me crump. I get off on really deep engaging philosophical conversations. Being in a zen like state is way more satisfying than most people can understand. If I'm out and about I have my head phones on; either on my ears, head, or around my neck. I have different thought processes for different situations, but most of the time I try to keep myself in a normal state of mind. There are some sides of myself I'm afraid of... I try to keep them in the back with my other repressed memories. I thrive off mellow and soft music. My two fav. genre's of music are punk and blues. The new jersey hardcore scene pisses me the fuck off! I live with a dog named kitty and I'm pretty sure she has powers that she's hiding from me. I have no idea what I'm gonna do in the future and it plagues my mind constantly. I'm not completely terrible at psychology. Music means more to me than 98% of the things in my life. I don't exist for,because,or off of music; it's just my way of expressing myself cause I suck at doing it any other way.
Falses: I love flowers. I have oodles of rhythme. I'm an amazing student. Girls dig fat black intellectuals. I'm a party and everyones invited. I have a sick ass mustache. My dog loves me. I'm really responsible.
Well that's me slightly summed up... and yea. If you wanna know more let's chat sometime. Shant we?
AIM S/N : Ravemasta27
Yahoo: Qmasta27
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Food for thought from your friendly neighborhood negro
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Water flows and is wet. Fire burns and is hot. Yet we suffer when the mango does not fly.
Fat Black-6/20/08
Our strength's make us different. Our weaknesses make us the same. But what is the definition of strength?
Fat Black-3/30/08
What is art?
If it's the act of expressing oneself to the outside world then is not life art? Is not death art?
What is beauty?
If it's the sense of attraction for no other means then do not life and death have beauty in thier own right?
What is truth?
If it's the temporal thought most agreed upon by one's consciousness. Then are not lie's and false's true in thier own right?
What is false?
If it's the temporal thought most disagreed upon by one's consciousness. Then are not truth's false in thier own right?
If all of the above is true where does the nature of conflict come from?
If all of the above is false where does the nature of conflict come from?
Fat Black-5/29/07
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