Life is...OK now |
Life is...OK now! For the past year my life went from secure and almost bareable....then spiraled down farther and farther til I almost felt as if I couldnt handle it anymore! Amazingly.....rig... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:55:00 PST |
something I wrote....sounds stupid! |
I put on a mask to hide the pain.
As the tears keep pourin they begin to stain!
I thought u were the one,
then the clouds blocked out the sun.
The rain started to fall,
through it all i stood tall!
Th... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:32:00 PST |
Hmm....life..isnt it funny |
Life has a funny way of doing things sometimes! I recently lost my gf....wich hurt but....I am ok! life has to go on...soo here I go! Have a few new friends ..and am finally finding myself! Ama... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 12:04:00 PST |
Hmmm lonely and bored... |
Sitten here lonely and bored......sucks!!! Wish my girl was here...but she isnt! Blah...dont know what to do.....cant sleep....nothin to do. I am always waiting for somethin n... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:49:00 PST |
My new friend! |
Hmmmm....my new friend Amers...gotta love her...I never met her in person yet...but at the end of the day I can not wait to talk to her! She brightens my day everytime...and I am not even sure that sh... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 05:40:00 PST |
Noone understands and prolly never will.... |
Everyone thinks that I am always the bad one and thats all they see...! If u really honestly know me or think u do then u would see a scared girl....terrified girl..just trying to find her way in life... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:11:00 PST |
Friends? ha funny |
ok.....so I have something to say....! I have always been a honest and loyal friend nomatter what even if they treated me like dirt...but baby times are changin! I am one of the nicest people u will e... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:21:00 PST |
Who am i?really.... |
Lately i am not sure who i am or what i am doing...i know who i was and who i want to be and what need to do but...how do i get there? i left a huge part of my heart in pa.....i miss my bestest ... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 11:07:00 PST |
Missing you!!! |
OK......I know that my friends back home think that I do not appreciate them or love them anymore....BUT....that is just not true!!! I love all of u sooooo soooo much....U will never understand&... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 05:30:00 PST |
My angel baby!!! |
My beautiful daughter.....she is getting sooo sooo big ...growing before my eyes....sometimes I dont know where the time went!! I dont feel like I have been a mom for 4 years now.....seems like i... Posted by ~*DeTeRmInEd*~ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:36:00 PST |