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**Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams

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About Me

You want to see me burn; I am living fire. Communist manifestoon

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My Interests

my twenty-month old son(the light of my life), tattoos, art(Georgia O'Keeffe, Frida Kahlo, Van Gogh, Mary Cassatt, Escher, Salvador Dali), music, horror/fantasy novels, fairies and other ethereal beings, bringing down capitalist society, Tab Energy drinks, working out, herbal medicine, the many uses of soy, organic living, getting my drink on, exotic dancing, and deeds of evil.Spinning Pole Dancing
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You Are 76% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You

I'd like to meet:

Why don't you go suck a fuck?

Music:

All kinds of different shit. Depends on where I am and who I am with at that particular moment. When I'm at work, I listen to hip/hop and dance music. At home I rock the hard shit. This is just a sampling of what I'm into. AC/DC, Alice in Chains, Amy Winehouse, Arch Enemy, Babes in Toyland, Bauhaus, Bikini Kill, Blutengel, Breaking Benjamin, the Breeders, Culture Club, the Cure, Cypress Hill, D12, Deadsy, Depeche Mode, the Distillers, Disturbed, Eminem, Fleetwood Mac, Hole, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Joan Jett, Kittie, Korn, L7, Le Tigre, Liz Phair, Lunachicks, Marazene, Marilyn Manson, Mudvayne, My Ruin, New Order, Nirvana, OTEP, Peaches, Pink Floyd, Plies, the Pretenders, Prince, Rasputina, Rush, 7 Year Bitch, Skinny Puppy, Slipknot, Stabbing Westward, Stone Sour, System of a Down, Tool, T-Pain. Ya know, shit like that.Korn

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Add to My Profile |Kittie - Into The Darkness

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Movies:

the Number 23, The Hebrew Hammer, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, This is Spinal Tap, Hellraiser, Tommy Boy, Clerks, Mallrats, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Tank Girl, Interview with the Vampire(the book was a disappointment), the Wall, Office Space, the Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink, the Princess Bride, Fight Club, American History X, Schindler's List.Tank Girl

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Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as Pinhead

You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.


Pinhead


100%

Jigsaw


100%

Hannibal Lecter


80%

Candyman


75%

Michael Myers


55%

Leatherface


45%

Freddy Krueger


35%

Buffalo Bill


35%

Jason Voorhees


30%

Captain Spaulding


20%

Television:


You scored as Tweak. Looks like you're Tweak. Can you handle the pressure? Lay off the coffee, dude. Seriously. You're constantly fidgeting and twitching and you're completely paranoid. GAH!

Tweak


92%

Stan Marsh


92%

Butters


83%

Kyle Broflovski


67%

Timmy


67%

Eric Cartman


67%

Kenny McCormick


58%

Shelly


58%

Jimmy


33%
What South Park Character Are You?
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Books:

Edgar Allan Poe, Clive Barker's Books of Blood, Weaveworld, Imajica, the Thief of Always, the Great and Secret Show, Everville, Hellbound Heart, Visions of Heaven and Hell(an art book), the Bell Jar and poetry by Sylvia Plath, Kushiel's Dart, Kushiel's Chosen, Kushiel's Avatar, The Lovely Bones and Lucky(both by Alice Sebold), The Dogs of Babel, the Communist Manifesto, the Divine Comedy, and Cool Gardens by Serj Tankian.

Heroes:

Roxy, All the girls at Downtown Dolls, Otep, Karl Marx, April Woods, Anton Lavey and anyone who stands up for what he/she believes in. NO GODS, NO LAWS!
You scored as Romantic Goth, You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.

Romantic Goth


79%

Anything-Goes Goth


67%

Ethereal Goth


63%

Old-school Goth


63%

Fantasy Goth


33%

Industrial/Rivet-Head


29%

Confused Outsider


25%

Cyber-goth


21%

Death Rocker


17%

Understanding Outsider


17%

Perky Goff


0%
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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My Blog

New job...new stripper friends.

So yeah i fucking left G and S.  Those chicks are crazy.  i mean like they got serious motherfuckin' issues.  I mean I'm insane, but those girls are crazy as fuck.  So fuck 'e...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:50:00 PST

This is what happens when you love and trust someone with your child...

Bedford Co., VA - Accused of beating a defenseless baby, a ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />Bedford County man is facing several, very serious charges.  The baby boy was beaten so badly, he ended up i...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:28:00 PST

Fuck all you goddamn motherfucking cocksucking haters...BITCHES!

Just when u think you have people that honestly like you and respect you and appreciate you for who you are, motherfuckers go and stab u in the motherfucking back.  Because of how I choose to liv...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 09:12:00 PST

Art saves...Sevas Tra

So I have recently started painting again as recommended by my numerous therapists at rehab.  And I will tell you...it works like a damn charm.  I feel so free and comfortable when i sit the...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 09:27:00 PST

Antidepressants= no sleep for Kat

Celexa(my antidepressant) works great...as an antidepressant/anxiety drug.  But shouldn't the fact that it deprives me of sleep make me more full of anxiety?  I seriously have been getting l...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 07:38:00 PST

Kat is back...straight outta rehab bitches.

Yeah I'm still alive.  The world wasn't ready to lose me yet.  As some of you know I have been in rehab for the past week.  I highly recommend it.  It was a pleasant experience.&nb...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 07:11:00 PST

Sleep evades me once again...with good reason.

Yes, my friends and enemies.  I am once again sleepless and distraught.  And wholly confused.  I am so lost in my own web of deceit and lies and pain and heartbreak and guilt and hatred...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 09:21:00 PST

slightly less fatalistic...

Life still sucks for Kat.  I have come to the sad realization that I should maybe seriously consider medication.  Or mental hospitalization.  I'll opt for the former if absolutely neces...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 09:59:00 PST

I am all out of tears...

I have cried my last tears.  I am physically incapable of producing anymore.  So I sit and rock back and forth late at night.  All I can ask is "Why?"  Why do I fuck up everything ...
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:27:00 PST

Waiting for divine intervention that will never come...

And why won't it come?  Because god is dead, my friends.  We are all alone in this shithole called life.  You can pray and pray and you'll die waiting for an answer because god is dead....
Posted by **Lilith** the pinup girl of your dreams on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 06:50:00 PST